Chapter 93 Nothing but a trash
MYSTIC SHADOWS FORTRESS
Logan and his partner jerked away from each other at the sudden interruption, he was not expecting anyone to come into his room without his permission. Looking back to see who the fearless person was, he wasn’t too surprised when it turned out to be Jovy.
Her glare lingered on the lady he had brought over and despite Jovy’s pale and small look she was still able to scare the lady who definitely was in her late twenties to scamper out of the room. Logan didn’t bother to call her back. He couldn’t bother himself all the same but his anger was being directed differently with the adamant look on Jovy’s face like she would love to lash out at him. A smirk appeared on his lips as he hoped for her own sake she wouldn’t dare to.
“Why are you so shameless?” Jovy blurted. Every part of her body was shaking due to what she just saw but she has no plans to back away so easily. “Is it that bad to keep your acts together even when people are watching?”
Logan tilted his head, trying to decipher if his ears had heard right or it was just a figment of his imagination. “Have you gone mad? Did you just open that filth you call a mouth to talk to me? Who do you think you are?!”
Jovy stomped her foot so hard and it almost made her dizzy. “I am your wife! I am your Luna! And if not for anything, accord me some respect because of those titles!”
Logan stood up, pulling up his trouser as he laughed like a maniac. “Did you just ask to be respected now?”
“Yes.” Jovy replied in a shaky breath with tears in her eyes.
Logan turned to her with a blank look. “What’s there to respect in someone who was tossed to me like an almost rotten piece of fish to make do with? Hold it right there-” Logan cut her short when she tried to say something. “Wait a minute, is it that you didn’t know you were given to me as a form of debt payment? Which means you mean nothing to me than a piece of wood just there for sight sake. You are only here to keep a front for me, I never wanted someone like you in my space. Fate just has a funny way of doing things.”
Jovy wasn’t ready to give up. She had already risked it facing him head on and she couldn’t back out now. “What about all those times we had sex and you kept coming back?”
“You make the sex sound like we ever made love. I treated you just the way you deserved…a trash! Do you know what my worst nightmare is? It is seeing your face everyday cause you disgust me. You are so weak and can’t even stand up for yourself and all you ever do is look for a shade to stand under. I hate weak people. I just despise your person. You irk me so much, I don’t want to have nothing to do with you. But then, you ease my sexual tension when I need to dump it somewhere which is where you come in. Don’t you ever think you can be more special than that.”
“All this times you kept calling for me, you never felt anything for me?” She inquired again with tears falling off her eyes.
Logan couldn’t believe he was having this sort of funny conversation. Every bit of it was funny. “You are such a joker if you think I ever felt a spark towards you. Don’t tell me you fell in love with me.” The look on her face gave her away. “You are so stupid! You are just a play thing and sex with you was to just ease myself. You are just a mere dumpster and this marriage is just a facade. You had better get used to it and never make an attempt to come onto me like that again. Now, get the hell out of this room right this minute! If you try what you did this evening again I would have you dealt with thoroughly! I promise!” He growled.
Jovy was speechless at the end of it all and had no idea on what she was suppose to say. Her heart was shattered and the pieces don’t seem like they would be mendable. Logan was right about her being a joker. If she wasn’t such a joke, she wouldn’t have made assumptions and considering how pathetic her life had been from the very beginning. Things would never work on her term and that is a bitter truth she is finding hard to accept. She should have never thought her life could be a bit better. She should have known things weren’t normal when Logan was never in her space and never for a moment acknowledged her.
Jovy felt suffocated as she walked back to her room. It felt like something stood in the way of her breathing and she was being pressed against the wall. Fresh tears fell off her eyes and she couldn’t withstand the shake in her leg and it made her fall to the ground. Maybe she was never meant to be happy in this life she has come to live in cause it is obvious nothing seem to be working for her. Her own family never wanted her and her supposed husband wants nothing to do with her. Her eyes wandered the room and Jovy wished she wasn’t so much of a coward and would have killed herself instead.
Her body felt weak as she lay on the ground with tears still pumping out of her eyes nonstop. She is so miserable and there is no one for her to go to at that moment. He has her confined in here. However, Jovy knew she could run off if she wanted to and Logan would definitely not worry about her.
It was hard to swallow the hard pill of her feeling so dirty. She had given herself up to be treated like a dirtbag and it’s no surprise someone like Logan took notice and used her to satisfy his cravings. Her body itched at how much she had enjoyed the violent thrusts and even moaned to it. It has been almost a month of being together and she already has tasted a more bitter experience from where she was coming from. Nothing was working in her way.
Resigning to fate, Jovy cried herself to sleep with the hope of transitioning to the other world through the night.