Someone stops in front of me and stands burly in front of me.
Behind me is Isabel.
“I am going to let you leave by yourself, but I don’t think you will compromise, so I still want to use some unfair means. Miss Carolina, I hope you can understand me.” She takes the sunglasses, I couldn’t see her eyes clearly, and I am in a state of confusion.
I want to struggle to leave, but the big men immediately suppress me and make me unable to move.
“What do you want to do!”
“Take you back home. Recently you and James will not see each other. After that, I hope you will not see each other.” Isabel says.
She waves her hand, and the persons who press me immediately understand and open the car and force me in.
“Remember what I say, you can only drag down James. You and he are not the same people at all. You can do it yourself in the future.” Isabel smiles dismissively, “Be smart.”
Although this woman is not admitted by James’s family, she is able to support her son to enter the family and succeeds in becoming the heir of the family. This proves alone she is not stupid and not kind at
“Let me go, you can’t do this! James will hate you! Let me go!” But the car still carried me away.
I look around and there is no place that I am familiar with, and I couldn’t tell James as the phone has been confiscated by them.
“You have no right to restrict my freedom!” I say resentfully.
The other party looks at me coldly and says, “Miss Carolina, you should be honest, don’t let us use some means, otherwise you will be destroyed by then.”
He shakes his hand, “As long as this thing is checked out on you, not only do you have to go back to your country, maybe you will still have a lawsuit.”
I certainly know what he is holding, drugs.
I calm myself down and stop, I know I couldn’t beat them now.
The car takes me straight to the airport. The plane is at two in the afternoon.
The two bodyguards follow me all the way, and I am about to get on the plane. I still have no chance.
How to do? I am in a hurry.
“I go to the toilet,” I say.
The other party says with vigilance, “Board the plane right away.”
“I just want to go to the toilet.” I have to walk in the direction of the toilet regardless of their refusal.
The two of them stand at the door of the toilet and guard me.
I am looking around for a way to escape. The toilet is closed.
Until I see a girl about the same size as me.
“Help me please?” I take her by the hand.
She looks at me with some fear.
I try to make myself less scary and calmly say to her, “I hope to get your help. Now I want to get rid of my family. I want to find my lover, but they don’t allow it.”
This kind of thing for love is always so touching.
The girl moves a little and says, “How can I help you?”
“Can you change clothes with me? Wait a minute and then you go out, thank you.” I look at her pleadingly.
The girl changes clothes with me, I put on a hat again, smiles gratefully at the girl, and turn and go out.
They are standing on both sides of the toilet. I try to make myself look less nervous and walk past them calmly.
When I step out of their sight, I immediately ran.
Maybe I will be found soon, I don’t have much time, I want to see James, crazily want to see him!
Now I know that I and James have alarmed too many people, and my hopes are getting slimmer. Perhaps it would be really good for him to leave him, but I can’t bear it, I can’t bear the risk of life and death. I just want to see my James, James who saved me regardless of his own safety, who is willing to love me without any conditions.
He proposes to me in an abandoned church. The bouquet he makes for me by himself, I will not forget all this. He has carved it into my life and has penetrated into the bone marrow.
The car drives to the hospital where James is. I don’t know if I could see James.
The two bodyguards will notify Isabel as soon as they find me running away. Then Isabel will know what I want to do and go to the hospital to stop.
But that is the only way for me to meet James, and I have to try it anyway.
When I arrive at the hospital, I get out of the car, look carefully around, and hesitate to move forward.
Wait until I walk into the hospital and go upstairs.
The ward will be here soon, but I’m sure Isabel won’t let me see James so happily.
Sure enough, I just take a step forward, and Isabel comes out of the darkness.
“You can still run out of the airport, but I underestimated you.” Isabel appears, as if not panicking at all, and she has everything in control.
It is estimated that she has already made emergency measures, and she has found a way to deal with me.
“I want to meet James,” I say.
The sneer in the corner of her mouth magnifies again as if I am telling a joke.
“If I disagree?” Isabel says.
“Do you think James will always be at your mercy? Even if you are his mother, but he loves me, he will have various ways to find me. Don’t you think your own approach is stupid? If he knows you force me to return home, he will hate you.” I say.
Isabel is stunned, “I know, no matter whether he hates me or not, I can no longer let you stay with him. You will harm him.”
Not far away is the ward. The person I want to meet is in front. I dare not to run forward and shout, “James! I am Carolina! James, come out and meet me!”
I don’t believe that James can’t hear.
I scream I shout my throat out.
The bodyguard who is hiding aside immediately stops me and blocks my mouth.
My eyes stubbornly look at the door in front.
How I wish that door could open here.
Isabel is so angry and slaps me on the face, “Do you want to die?”
“Come and see who is she. If you are disobedient, this pretty little girl is in danger.” Isabel looks at me fiercely and hands her cell phone to me.
Live broadcast in hand, the little girl walking down the street is my sister, and behind her are a few guys who seem to be frivolous.
The anger in my heart suddenly rises and looks at Isabel angrily.
“If you are obedient, your sister will be fine.” Isabel takes the phone back, changes her face, and says with a smile, “Miss Carolina is a wise man, ”
The person covering my mouth lets me go obediently.
“Why are you hurting my family?” I calm down again, but I feel helpless except for hatred.
Why can’t James and I be together in a fairway?
“What do you say? Because James is not just himself, there is my hope behind him and the whole \family! He has all the people involved, you can’t be alone!”
Obviously it is such a simple thing, I want to fall in love with James, but I can’t.
“Go and see James, don’t say I’m cruel. When you see him, you go back to the country, by then you don’t see James again.” Isabel glances at me with the corner of her eyes, turns around, “Don’t play tricks, you know the consequences.”
“Okay.” I nod.
My sister is being watched by them all the time, and I cannot act rashly. I can only compromise.
James is sleeping.
He probably doesn’t know what happens to me the whole time, and he doesn’t expect her mother to do such a thing to me.
The sunlight in the room is very plentiful, shining on him, warm and melting, bright yellow.
I look at his sleepy face faintly. He closes his eyes tightly, his eyelashes shaking uneasily.
“James, let me go first, don’t blame me,” I whisper in his ear.
He has my favorite taste on him, the only smell that makes me feel at ease. I am so addicted to him.
Tears roll down drop by drop. I snuggle beside James, feeling the last warmth he leaves me.
I just compromise temporarily, and I will return to you in the future. James, don’t resent me.
I meditate over and over again in my heart, James, James, don’t blame me.
There is no sound around me as if we are silently mourning our love. I squeeze the corner of his clothes hard, and I am so reluctant to leave him.
The diamond ring on my finger shines brightly as if it hurts my eyes.
I just stay for a while and get up and leave. I am afraid I couldn’t go at all.
God knows that my fascination with this man has reached an incurable point.
Outside the door of the ward are Isabel and her bodyguard.
“Just go. You have your wish fulfilled. You should know what to do in the future.” Isabel looks at me up and down, sighs shake her head, and raises her mouth in disdain.
Maybe she thinks that our love is so ridiculous.
The person behind shoves me signaling that I could go.
I turn around and take a last look at James.
Goodbye, my lover in a room full of warm sun.
Taking back my nostalgic eyes, I am forced to embark on a plane back home.