Why is Gérard’s scent on her? Why is he getting married to someone like this? How could she be within the realms? Was he sleeping with her too? Fuck him?
“What’s wrong Alpha?” She asked innocently, yet, I kept taking my steps back, I was getting nauseous, and my stomach was getting upset, my heart ache terribly.
“Are you okay?”
My knees were shaking, my skin, and my hands were beginning to morph into my wolf form and my wolf overwhelmed with rage
What’s going on with me?
I felt hot all of a sudden, wanting to pull off all my clothes, as I collapsed to the floor.
“Miss Oceana.” Those voices echoed in my head, it was so hot that I cried out in pain and unconsciously brought my gun out of my pockets, sniffing danger.
Three wolves emerged from the tree, roaring. I managed to pull the trigger but the wolves were growling, gritting their teeth and moving towards me.
The young lady and the others were screaming panickingly for help.
I was too weak to stand up when I felt someone pull me away from their path and Carmine ambushed them and dealt harshly with them attacking with his claws.
“I’m with you.” I looked up at him, it was Adolph, oh, so, it wasn’t Gérard.
Adolph carried me up in his arms.
“Drop me down,’ I whispered. “You are embarrassing me.”
“You look pale.” He took me to the garden since that’s where I loved to stay and put me down on the grass, and handed me a drink.
“Take this, you will be okay.”
I gulped everything up and grimaced at the bitter taste of the drink knowing it calmed down my powers and looked up at him. “Who were those wolves?’
“They are traitors.”
“Traitors.”
“Yes, they are one of a kind, ready to take down the heir to hell.”
I quickly got up and saw Gérard behind me. “Gérard,” I whispered with relief.
“Are you alright, gorgeous?’ He came close to me and put his hand on my forehead. “You are getting better.” He murmured.
“Yeah.” I cleared my throat and Adolph nodded and excused us, leaving the both of us alone.
“They are enemies against your marriage to Alpha Kai.”
“Do you think I give a fuck.” I nearly snapped. “It’s not like I love him, they are just jealous I am also an Alpha, if only they knew.” I frowned, deep down I was so excited to see him.
“Yeah, that’s what’s coming about anyway.”
“Why?’ I clenched my fist, the moment he was getting married. “What’s stopping you from claiming me, Gérard?” I had to get straight to the point, no need to go about the bush.
He fretted. “Stop this, Oceana.”
“I am your mate.” I stressed out to him.
He gave a long sigh. “And I don’t give a fuck.”
“Why? Who cares if we are siblings, no one gives a fuck about that.”
“Oceana,’ he came closer to me, I could feel his hot breath. “It is you don’t give a fuck, not the clan. The realms give a fuck, stop acting like a child and be realistic.”
“Do you think I’m dumb, do you think that I don’t know what I’m doing? I haven’t seen you for days, Gérard, I heard you are getting married, is that true?’
“Oceana.” He closed his eyes. “You don’t listen to anything I say?’
“I don’t want anyone else, I want only you. You are my mate, I can’t see you getting married to someone else, it will break my heart, I don’t want to see you with another lady. Please, I love you.” I held his hand.
To my surprise, he played with my hair, moving up and down the length delicately.
“I knew you liked touching my hair, that’s why I grew my hair to be so long.” I smiled sadly. “I am happy that you are my mate,” I revealed. “I’ve always wanted you in my life, I don’t know what I will ever do without you, Gérard.”
“You talk too much.”
“Gérard.” I tightened my grip on his hand. “Don’t let go.” I begged.
“We can’t be together, why can’t you understand that.”
“You need me, my Alpha.”
“I am not your Alpha, stop calling me that.’ His eyes glowed for a second.
“I am your mate, why are you being so stubborn?”
“You are still a child, you are barely twenty, you can’t make such decisions at this age, you will regret it.”
“How can I regret it? I’ve searched for my mate for years, I never knew you were the one all these long, you left home because of me when I caught you masturbating.” I blurted out.
“Please don’t remind me about that, I was sex-starved, Alphas do that all the time, no big deal.” He rubbed his face with both hands. “You will never understand Alphas.”
“I perfectly do,’ I countered. “They masturbate because they are lonely and can’t find the right one to warm their bed in which they desire or their mate.’
He mumbled. “Shut up.’
“You were not sex-starved, I know you. You were silently crying out to me, but I wasn’t of age back then and you fought hard to control yourself around me. I couldn’t feel you back then, because I hadn’t fully transformed into my wolf form yet. I wish I knew sooner.”
He took a step back. “Don’t act as if you know me.’
“I don’t but I’m starting to understand how painful it is, even if you don’t tell me anything.”
“What do you mean?” He questioned.
“I sniffed your pheromones on that Emily lady and was filled with rage, pain at the same time. I began to realize what you went through all these years, it shocked me.”
He didn’t say a word.
Yet, I continued. “Will I be able to get used to this pain for the rest of my life, Gérard? You suffered because of me, why are you not accepting me as your mate, I don’t care if we are siblings, mark me and let’s get done with this.”
He stared at me, I couldn’t tell what he was thinking so I went on.
“I don’t care if we are related by blood, I want you to be my Alpha,” I whispered.
That’s right. I was ready for him to be my Alpha, I signified every word, I don’t care about what takes place to me, what my parents will say or react, I don’t give a damn.
I know I’m still young and people will say when you grow up, you will realize or know what you want, blah, blah, blah, I’m sick and tired of hearing such stories.
I am an Alpha, I know what my decision is and what I want.