Since telling Renzo’s parents about our pregnancy it’s been pretty crazy. Slowly but surely, we’ve been spreading the news to everyone including Renzo’s team. It was actually quite amusing to watch all the guys go crazy and congratulate us they were practically jumping on Renzo screaming the room down.
Now I’m 6 months in and have grown a significant bump so it’s pretty much out there that I am pregnant. My followers have been so kind in giving me love and support which I will forever be thankful for.
Right now, I’m so nervous because I am at Renzo’s race where he will be trying to gain as many points as he can for this championship. I actually haven’t seen him for 4 days since his race is in china. I spent last night travelling here and getting some footage for my latest Instagram video.
I sat in the private room with the team. This is normally where I am every time he has a race but he doesn’t know I’m even here. Mainly because he doesn’t want me to travel anymore but like that was going to stop me.
This is important to him so I want to be here full support.
But that isn’t the only reason why I’m here and currently hiding from Renzo. Hes been able continue to surprise me so I thought this would be the perfect time for me to finally surprise him.
Kyle who is one of the leading engineers on the team was the only person to really know about my surprise. He helped me talk to the right people to be able to get the surprise. Last week me and my auntie went for a check-up at the doctors and in that appointment, we were asked if we wanted to know the sex of the baby.
I without any hesitation said yes because I always knew that I wanted to surprise him. I didn’t want to wait because I was so excited to prepare everything for the baby and get the right colour scheme for the baby.
At this moment Renzo was in a good position to win, he had qualified in top position yesterday and now he was dominating the track like we all knew he would.
At first when we told the team about the knows I thought that they would be pissed and annoyed since it is such a big distraction. However, when they saw how well he was performing in practice they were overjoyed.
” so, I’ve spoken to the guys upstairs and they said that when he crosses the line they will blow out coloured smoke in honour of the gender which it is” Kyle said coming to sit next to me on the bench.
He spoke so quietly that I almost didn’t hear what he said but I knew he was trying to keep this a secret.
” they’ll do it if he wins or not?” I asked him.
“yes, apparently the man has a wife who would love if he made this happen so that’s why he’s doing it” I’m surprised but nonetheless thankful that its definitely going to happen just like I wanted.
Kyle guided me to the screen so I could get a clearer look at the race. My heart filled with pride as I saw Renzo leading the race. Don’t get me wrong the gap between the racers wasn’t big at all but I knew Renzo has the talent to hold them off.
That’s my man!
“c’mon man, push it” Kyle shouted urging on Renzo even though he couldn’t actually hear anyone but will on the connection.
My nerves to a drastic turn when I realised that this was the last lap, it would be a minute or so before Renzo would win and also know the gender of his first baby. Well your girl is hoping it’s his first.
“what do you wanna do, wait for him here or go and meet him out there” Kyle asked me.
Oh, right I never actually thought about that.
“I think just meet him outside, not out in the public but just not in here” I said to him weighing out the possibilities. Renzo can get rather rough and possessive at times, I should know.
Kyle seemed to agree with me.
I watched the screen as Renzo crossed the finish line, it instantly cut to the end of the track where instantly the space was covered with smoke and confetti was blown out of fans all in the colour of pink. Even though I had known for a few days I was still emotional about it.
I could hear all the guys inside cheering and shouting as they were probably just realising what this meant.
My eyes locked onto the screen as it cut back to Renzo, it was quite amusing for me because you could see that he suddenly stopped driving, his race car stopping completely.
Members of his crew helped him out of the car and that was when I was crying. Seeing him stepping out onto the track staring at the scene before him was just magical it made me want to do it again and again.
Watching him just standing there shocked I realised that I didn’t care if people saw us. ” fuck it” I said before rushing outside to the track. I knew it was safe to cross because everyone had stopped to take in the scene before them.
As soon as he saw me he ripped off his helmet and ran towards me, his smile reaching from end to another. I watched in awe as he jumped the fence and reached me instantly.
” a girl?” he instantly said, his voice cracking slightly. I could only nod since I was currently crying like a fucking baby. Oh, the irony.
Instantly I was being picked up as he shouted out to everyone that we were having a girl. It warmed my heart that he was so excited about this I wanted to cherish this moment forever.