Ava and Lily had a fun time together. Ava kept listening to the stories of Lily and how she had wonderful adventures at the goddess shrine.
“It’s not as boring as people make it seem. You see the priestess, they fun too. They do sports and all sort of things. I even had race with some werewolf,” Lily said.
“I don’t think I can be used to such environment. It seem like it will be too holy. You know stuff like that,” Ava complained.
“Am I too holy?” Lily asked.
“Is there anyone in your family who is holy?” Ava joked. She only said that because Lily once said it. Her mother goes to the shrine because she would rather be there than marry one of those old priests. And Lily goes there because her mother is there. Not for any holy reason like worshipping the goddess.
Ava and Lily kept talking but Ava wonders if what Lily said she did to her brother is right. They added something to the portion that makes Alpha Jax not to be sexually attracted to her.
“What if by the goddess luck, Alpha Jax changes, won’t the potion keep on affecting us if we get married? Or if the option fades, and during marriage he comes wild and goes back to treating her like he used to?” She asked herself. She doubted the potency of the potion, but she trusts Lily. And even though she has her doubts, she kept playing on.
And for the changes she noticed in Alpha Jax, she will hold onto them and see if they mean anything. He has only been avoiding her and feels shy around her.
“Hopefully, they mean something,” she prayed. Not to anyone but her destiny.
Alpha Jax sits in his room. He keeps playing other Eminem music.
“This guy is pretty good,” he nods to himself. He dance around his room and mumble to himself. He has a bottle of water with him, mixed with the potion. He has his own time for himself. No one was to come disturb him. And also, he needed to relieve steam before the next few minutes that he would head to court. He thought of having a beta who would help him in duties such as this. His beta would have to represent him. He doesn’t need to be there. But Alpha Jax can’t think of someone good enough yet.
He poured a little bit of the potion into the cup and drank it. He has not been noticing, but the more he drinks, the stronger and better he feels about himself.
“Feels like I am in my prime eh? Like I have all the energy in the world,” he said to himself. Alpha Jax is still a young wolf. He is even yet to reach his prime. But because his worrying and drug that he has been using to suppress his feelings, the drug suppressed his strength too. He has little dopamine and other happy hormones circulating to him. Even when he has sex. It’s just for him to have sex. He does not feel half the joy of what a real orgasm feels like.
Alpha Jax stood in his room looking at himself in the mirror. He stopped the music. He is all sweaty. He likes the feeling.
“I probably need to get back to training and to the gym. Not just in preparation for the war, but for this kind of feeling. I have forgotten how it feels to be me,” he said. He rushed to his bathroom. He sat down in his thumb and let his shower run on him.
“Do you not think we are better this way?” Rama asked Alpha Jax. He nodded.
“Why has this potion make me feel weak all these while? The witch, she said I should not take so much of it. That if I do, it would hurt me. I remember the first time I did. I nearly died. It did hurt me. But I guess that was because of my fear. My dear triggered it. And now that I no longer believe that it can hurt me, I feel stronger. I feel I might fight the witch and weaken her at this point,” Alpha Jax told Rama. Rama has nothing to say. He does not want to tell Alpha Jax that the drugs are different. He dare not slip.
“I am glad you like the improvement,” Rama complimented him. Alpha Jax smiled. He dressed up and took one more gulp of the potion.
“Feels like I am having sugar rush,” Alpha Jax said.
“You are a werewolf, you can not feel sugar rush. And I don’t think there is sugar in that nearly tasteless thing,” Rama corrected him.
“Come on. Let me enjoy my shine. It’s sugar rush, no matter what you call it,” Alpha Jax argued.
Alpha Jax smiled. He left his office and walk towards his court. He walked in a different gait. He hopes his sex slaves notices him, and his new energy.
“It should turn them on.”