Kayden’s POV
I could not resist her soft lips so I further deepened the kiss. My hands roamed her body as I pressed her to the seat to lay down, I hovered above her body with lust in my eyes.
I gulped and reached for her lips again, her fingers tangled with my silky hair while I sucked, bit and kissed her juicy lips. I went down and kissed her neck all over, her body shuddered under mine and she let out a soft moan that seemed to be sweet music to my ears.
I pressed myself to her body even more and went further kissing her neckline while my hands were roaming around her body, my right hand was already going underneath the gown she was wearing, caressing the soft flesh that was underneath the gown.
My fingers brushed the soft fabric of her panties and she let out another soft moan but then that moan seemed to bring me back to life.
I could not go on with doing this.
I got up from her and got out of the car. I leaned against the car and closed my eyes. I was already hard just from kissing her. I ruffled my hair and shook my head.
I already rejected her, I should not do this to her especially not when she was drunk. It would simply be me taking advantage of her, that would be the only interpretation to it.
I buttoned up my shirt totally just noticing that Mantha was already unbuttoning my shirt.
I looked into the car and found her sleeping already. Her legs were spread apart giving me a good sight of her thighs.
I closed up her legs and closed the door of the back seat. That was the moment when Cassie ran out of the club.
“A…. Alpha Kayden… Good evening sir.” she stuttered, breathing heavily.
“Ha.. have you seen Samantha sir?” She asked.
“She is with me and as for you, you would get your punishment for leaving her to the hands of men predators. Meet me at home.” I said to her and got into the driver’s seat.
I turned on the ignition and drove off glancing at Mantha’s sleeping body at regular intervals. I knew that there was nothing wrong, nothing could be wrong but then I just felt drawn to look at her body.
ande backseat and was about to carry Mantha in my arms when I found that mark ok her neck. The mark looked mysterious, it looked like someone had been stamped as being owned and I very well wondered what could be the meaning of the mark.
I brought out my phone and took a picture of the mark on her neck. I stared at the picture.
Clear enough!
Maybe the mark would have something to do with where she came from or whatever pack or family she was from.
I buried my phone into my pocket and carried Mantha in my hands. I carried her off into the mansion and stood in the living room, not knowing exactly where to take her to.
My room? Or have James take her to the quarters.
It would do no bad to have her stay in my room for a short while, would it?
“It would not!” Jay replied me enthusiastically even though I was not asking him the question.
But then I already rejected her, I do not plan on accepting her, taking her into my room might…. might give her some weird ideas, I’d better not do that.
I concluded to take her to the quarters myself at least. I turned towards the direction of the quarters and laid her on the bed there, it was definitely a better bed. I stared at her sleeping figure, she was truly beautiful, she looked simple and natural but her beauty was out of the world.
I got up from my crouched position and walked out of the room.
I headed back to my room and pulled off my shirt.
“Now, tell me why you kissed her?” Jay asked.
“I…. It’s complicated.” I replied him.
“Complicated? What’s complicated here? You clearly like her that’s why you kissed her.” Jay said to me.
“I do not.” I replied him.
“Then give a reason for kissing her”
“The same reason I have sex with random ladies?” I asked.
“You know that’s different. You would have had sex with other ladies not caring much about their opinion as long as they are getting their pay but her…. You didn’t go further because you care about her, you care about her opinions of you, you don’t want to let her see you as someone who takes advantage of others. You have never cared about the opinions of others, so why do you care about her opinion this time? That’s because you do love her!” Jay said to me and I diverted my gaze to the floor, biting my lips.
I really did not care about others opinions initially but then…
“I don’t even want to think about this!” I sighed.
“You do not want to because you know your coldness against everyone has lost against Mantha.” Jay said to me.
“Jay!” I called.
“The fact that Diane is no longer here does not… ”
“Don’t talk about Diane!” I let out.
“You are a coward! Always running away from what you are supposed to talk about!” Jay scolded me.
“I am one…. Let it be, I would rather be a coward at heart” I replied.
“To Mantha, you are also a coward, you might be strong to everyone but not to Mantha, you are the same coward that you are at heart to her also” Jay said to me and I bit my lips hard, clenching my fists.
Jay was intentionally trying to get me vexed.
“I just kissed her, it’s nothing but a kiss!”
“You might deny all you want! We both know that is is more than a mere touching of the lips and tongues you like and love her and that’s why you kissed her!” Jay yelled at me.
“You are getting all of this wrong! Diane would….”
“Even Diane would be happy to see you let go.” Jay’s voice was softer.
“She…. She would not be and this is not about her… It’s about me.”