I reached for him and hugged him tight, in his moment of weakness I would be strong for the both of us. Because he was strong all the time.
“Oh god, Jenna” he cried out”
“It’s fine baby, I’m fine ”
He pulled away from the hug, tears stained his cheeks, the green in his eyes glowed like new leafs in spring and the golden turned clearer that I could see it even in the semi dark room.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry ”
“I know, Christian ”
“I could have hurt you, I could have__oh god” he said in utter disbelief, agony passed through his eyes, more misery I’ve seen in any man’s eyes.
“You didn’t hurt me, I’m fine”
“No, you should hate me Jenna, you should be running away from me because I’m a monster ”
I reached forward, stepped on my tiptoe and kissed him hard.
I ran my tongue on the bottom of his lips, and I tasted him desperately, reminding myself that he was truly my Christian and I let him remind himself who was standing in front of him. He leaned in and I dropped from my tiptoe and stopped craning my neck.
His hand came to the back of my neck, the other one was at the hem of my dress, he gripped my thighs and ran his fingers along my skin, it sent shivers around my body and it made me wet.
The thought of him wanting me sent my body into a state of want and desire. My skin felt more sensitive, as if during it’s time of rest it had improved to heighten my sexual experience.
But for the fact that he was kissing my hungrily, did not want to put my hopes up to be let down now. A knock sounded on the door.
“Boss, we are ready” the voice said, it was Wayne.
“Leave” Christian said and I heard Wayne’s footsteps leaving.
Christian carried me and set me on the bed, his hand pulled the hem of my dress upwards until it was touching my belly. He gripped my thighs, it made me wince in a good way.
He pressed a kiss on my belly, he trailed wet kisses on my groin then between my thighs then on my pussy, although my pantie was blocking the contact, I could feel the sparks.
I raised my hips and he gripped both of my legs and added force to the kisses he spread on my pussy. I grinded my hips on his face and he looked up at me. He loved my pantie aside and he licked my folds.
“Ahhh uhhhh..” I moaned.
He stuck his tongue into my pussy and started moving it an a circular motion.
“Christian” I cried out his name.
“I’m so sorry” he said.
“I know Chris, I know” I told him.
A tear slipped through his eyes.
“Forgive me, please”
“I was never angry at you” I told him, my breath came out raspy.
He didn’t look like he believed me, he was searching for a lie, something that would tell him I didn’t truly forgive him, that I was angry at him, that I hated him that I would reject him.
“You don’t want me”
“I never said that” I told him.
The tears that I thought was gone returned again fully.
“You said it to me today, you took our ring and handed it to me. You were leaving me for good because you didn’t love me anymore”
“I can’t stop loving you Christian ”
He pushed away from the bed, worry and fear clouded his beautiful features.
“Christian, stop. I love you, I can’t stop loving you. I was leaving because I thought…”
“Because you thought what?”
“It thought that one day you’ll stop loving me when I put on all this baby fat…”
His brows shot together as if he didn’t understand at first he got what I was trying to say.
“Never, Jesus, I would always love you no matter what you look like” he said.
“Why is it so hard for you to believe me when I tell you the same?”
He leaned in and started taking off my dress hungrily, I took off his trousers and proceeded to take off his top.
He pushed down his boxers and o looked down to see that all my clothes were gone, I was naked. He kneeled on the bed spread my legs open with his knees. He reached out my breast and he started fondling them.
I spat on my hand and started stroking his cock, his eyes darkened and he gritted his teeth as moan upon moan escaped his lips. I wanted to taste it, to use my mouth to please him and bring him to the edge but he was already rock hard. He flickered my nipples and leaned in to kiss me again.
He pushed me so that I wasn’t sitting on the bed anymore but laying flat on it, he kissed my chin, sucked on my jaw so hard I knew there would be a hickey there later and he buried his face in the crook of my neck, he said something I didn’t understand but sounded like an apology and he moved upwards, planted his cock at the entrance of my wet pussy and with a sharp thrust he took me.
I cried out in pain and ecstatic pleasure he started moving and with the way the sweetness of his motion was building up, I knew it would not take long before I reach my orgasm. He fucked me fast and hard, as if his life depended on it and I took him knowing my life defended on it.
“I love you” he told me.
“I know, I love you” my voice was a forced whisper.
“You’ll never leave me, it’s a vow you made, you’re bound to me” he said, and I nodded.
“You’re right my love, I’ll never leave you”
We went on much longer than I expected and I loved every second of it, everytime his cock went in and out, I relished the friction of our skin rubbing against each other, in a place where no one else and ever been to. He moved against me, the motion pressed me hard against the bed and reminded me what it felt like to be buried under him, it was magnificent.
My orgasm neared and his body tensed.
“Your pussy is clamping around my cock, I can’t, I can’t hold back again, oh god Jenna”