BONNIE
Put her in one of your big shirts,” Angelo said. “It’ll be easier for me to see her legs and arms.”
Bonnie protested and tried to push against Daddy’s chest, but he
still wouldn’t let her go. He was smart when they got into the house. He’d been holding her the whole time, tight to his chest. She’d asked him to put her down, but he told her no.
“You’re okay,” Daddy whispered.
“Stop calling him that,” she mumbled. She was starting to call him Daddy again in her head. He wasn’t her Daddy.
“Everything is going to be okay. Just let Daddy take care of you. Let Daddy have control.”
That sounded like heaven. To let someone else make all of the decisions and take care of her. It was her dream and she’d almost had it before she kept what her brother asked her to do a secret.
Tears filled her eyes as she thought about that again. She was so frustrated with herself. Why did she have to do that? Why couldn’t she have been firmer with Ethan and told him no? Why couldn’t she have told Daddy and Daddy Ray right away, so they didn’t get angry at her?
“Oh, Bonnie.” Daddy Ray’s voice interrupted her inner turmoil. “I’m so glad Daddy found you.”
“You’re okay, babydoll,” Daddy whispered. “You’re not alone. You’re safe and secure.”
If only he knew that wasn’t what she was thinking about. She knew she was safe.
“I bet me taking charge and taking care of you sounds pretty good,” Daddy gently said. “I think you like the idea of me and Daddy Ray taking care of you right now.”
He’d hit the nail on the head. [SR1] [CS2] It sounded glorious and like everything she wanted.
“Let us do that,” he whispered.
“Please,” Daddy Ray added.
She closed her eyes and buried her head into Daddy’s chest. She didn’t know how to respond. Bonnie had thought they didn’t want her anymore, but right now they were showing they did.
“We’re going to do it. If anything gets too overwhelming or you want it to stop, say your safeword. Can you tell me what it is?” Daddy asked.
He already knew what it was, but she could see what he was doing. He wanted to make sure she was in the right mindset and could remember what her safeword was.
“Red,” she whispered.
“Good girl,” he gently said.
“Such a good girl. Our good girl,” Daddy Ray praised.
“Now, let’s get you changed into one of my shirts,” Daddy said.
Bonnie had no strength to change out of her clothes and into his shirt.
Did they not know that?
“Oh Bonnie,” Daddy Ray whispered. “Lean on us.”
“We’re going to help you change. I know you don’t have the strength right now. Everything’s going to be okay because you’ve got two Daddies who are going to help you.”
She relaxed in Daddy’s arms and before she knew it, he was setting her down and they both were undressing her. She should be embarrassed with them looking at her but she couldn’t find it in herself to care.
“Such a good girl,” Daddy Ray whispered.
She leaned into Daddy’s chest as they pulled the shirt over her head. Bonnie didn’t know if she would be able to hold up her own weight. Why was it so difficult?
“Set her down on your lap,” Angelo said. “Let me look at her leg first.”
Bonnie didn’t even know if she had panties on. She slowly moved her hand and placed it over her crotch. What if she didn’t have panties on? “Shhh,” Daddy whispered. “You’ve got underwear on. Don’t worry.” She sighed in relief and closed her eyes once again.
“Even if you didn’t, you’d be okay,” Daddy Ray said. “Angelo isn’t looking at you like that.”
“And eventually he’s going to have to look to make sure you’re okay when you get your full checkup,” Daddy chimed in.
Bonnie started to wiggle in his lap. There was no way Angelo was going to give her a full body exam. Looking at every crevice she had.
“No,” she whined.
“No whining. It’s happening and there is nothing you can do about it,” Daddy said. “You’ll need a full-body checkup to make sure you’re healthy and there are no problems.”
“Every Little girl gets one,” Angelo said as he inspected her leg. “You’ll meet her soon, but Storm is another Little and she has gotten several checkups by me.”
Just because he was saying that didn’t make her want to get the checkup any more. Honestly, Bonnie would rather go to a random person than have Daddy’s friends check her.
“I see the look on your face,” Daddy Ray said. “You won’t be going to a random doctor. Ah, don’t look so shocked. It’s written all over your face. You will be getting checked over by Angelo and having regular checkups. Non-negotiable. Little girls get sick easily and we don’t want you getting sick.”
Bonnie started to pout. No fair. They were all ganging up on her.
“No pouting,” Daddy said.
“Your leg seems to have stopped bleeding. It isn’t deep enough to need stitches, but it will take some time to heal,” Angelo said.
Great. Another thing that needed a lot of time to heal. Could Bonnie not catch a break? “You’ll need to be really careful the next couple of days specifically. It’s going to start scabbing and you don’t want to break the scab and have it bleed again.”
So many things to remember. “Maybe you should just tie me to the couch so I can’t move,” she mumbled.
“That can be arranged,” Daddy Ray said. “You say the word and I’ll tie you to the bed.” He winked at her.
Her whole face went red as he said those words, even though she didn’t think it was loud enough for all of them to hear.
“Ah, don’t look so embarrassed. We know it turns you on,” Daddy said.
“Daddy,” she whined. “Stop.”
Bonnie didn’t want to get turned on in front of Angelo.
“Okay guys. I am still here. If you could please refrain from saying those things in front of me, I would really appreciate it,” Angelo said.
She looked at him with wide eyes and he just gave her a wink.
Her mouth formed an ‘O’ when she realized what he’d done. He was trying to help her.
“Stop trying to get in her good graces,” Daddy growled.
“I was doing no such thing,” Angelo replied.
“Sure you weren’t. We know for a fact you don’t care if we make those comments. You’ve made them several times in front of us,” Daddy Ray said.
“I tried to save you, but your Daddies won’t let me.”
“You’re just trying to butter her up so you can tell her the bad news,” Daddy Ray said. “You weren’t trying to save her.”
She looked at him with wide eyes. “What bad news? Are you going to have to amputate my leg? How much? The whole thing? Or just a tiny section?” she asked. “I don’t know if I can survive without my leg. What about my bucket list? How am I going to jump off of a trampoline into the air or go skydiving or rollerblading? What about skiing or paintballing or cliff jumping?”
Angelo blinked and chuckled as she listed all the things she wanted to do.
“First off, you are not jumping off a trampoline, skydiving, rollerblading, skiing, paintballing, or jumping off of a cliff and into the water,” Daddy said as his grip tightened on her.
“I won’t be able to if my leg is cut off!” she wailed.
Tears were streaming down her face as she looked at her leg. Angelo said the cut wasn’t bad and didn’t need stitches. What if he was just building up to the fact that he was going to have to cut off her leg? She wasn’t prepared to lose a leg.
“I don’t want to lose my leg!” she yelled. “You can’t take it!” “Angelo,” Daddy growled.
“Please don’t take my leg. I want my leg. I want to be able to do things.
I don’t want the phantom pain.”
“Angelo!” Daddy barked. “Say something!”
She sniffled and looked over at Angelo. His eyes were still wide as he stared at her. Why wasn’t he saying anything?
“Just tell me how much you have to cut off. Please,” she whispered. “I can’t take the silence anymore.”
“Angelo. For fuck’s sake,” Daddy Ray exclaimed.
“Bonnie,” Angelo gently said. “I don’t need to cut your leg off.” “Then what is the bad news?” she whispered.
“That you won’t be able to walk on it for a couple of days. It’s so close to your knee. If you bend it or move it too much it’s going to reopen.”
“Then how am I going to walk to the road?”
Angelo gave her a funny look. “What?”
“How am I going to walk to the road to find a ride back home?”
What was he not understanding? She needed to leave because Daddy- Rogan, whatever she was calling him-didn’t want her. He’d shown his true colors when he left and didn’t respond to a single thing. He’d even told her to stop texting him.
“You are not going anywhere,” Daddy Ray said.
“You are ours and you aren’t leaving us,” Daddy confirmed. “All three of us were made for each other.”
She shook her head. That was what she’d believed before, but she didn’t know if she did anymore.
“And why do you think we weren’t made for each other?” Daddy asked.
She could see the sadness in Daddy Ray’s eyes. In the moment she wanted to reach out and tell him everything was going to be okay. But she didn’t know if it was true. What if it wasn’t?
“Bonnie,” Daddy said. “Answer Daddy.”
“Both of you weren’t responding. You told me not to message you anymore,” she whispered. “I don’t want to be the second choice. I don’t want to be a prisoner here, so I need to leave. You obviously didn’t want me, so I was leaving. Wanted to save you the trouble.”
Bonnie had no clue where all that came from. Maybe because she was exhausted, annoyed, and hurt by their actions.
“You left angry and I tried contacting you,” she continued. “I wasn’t lying when I told you about my brother and what he does and doesn’t do. You obviously didn’t trust me, so I was leaving. Who wants to be with someone that doesn’t trust them?”
She was so worried he was going to lash out at her. She didn’t want that but she wouldn’t be able to get anywhere even if he did. Angelo was still in front of her and Raynar was blocking the exit. Not to mention Rogan was holding onto her waist with his arms.
There was no getting out or away from him.
He sighed and gripped around her a little tighter. “It was wrong of me to tell you to stop messaging me. I’m sorry for that. I left and didn’t reply because I didn’t want to say something I would regret but it seems like I did damage no matter what. I’m sorry.”
Bonnie didn’t know what to say. Was she just supposed to forgive him and forget? She didn’t know if she would be able to do that. What he did had hurt her and made her think she wasn’t worthy.
“I don’t want you to forgive me now. You shouldn’t. I need to earn your forgiveness,” Daddy said.
“We both do,” Daddy Ray chimed in.
Bonnie closed her eyes and relaxed into Daddy’s embrace. It made her feel better because he was telling her not to forgive him. She wasn’t ready to. Daddy Ray didn’t do as much as Daddy did, but still he left and didn’t reply to her.
“We want to make it up to you,” Daddy said. “Will you allow us to do that?”
She nodded her head, but she knew she had a condition.
“Well…” she whispered.
“Yes?” Daddy asked.
“I’ll give you two a chance if you guys will trust me. That’s the only way this is going to work. If you agree to talk to my brother about things.”
“Done. I needed to check with one of my guys about your brother trying to kill my man and figure things out. But Lucius is handling everything right now.”
She sighed. This was a huge mess. How had it gotten that big?
“Maybe let me talk to Ethan and explain the situation. He’ll understand from me,” Bonnie said quietly as she opened her eyes.
Angelo was still looking over her body. He’d moved his attention from her legs to her feet.
“You’ll definitely need to stay off of your feet for a while,” Angelo said.
“You’ve got so many cuts on them.”
She’d felt that in the beginning but the longer she’d been outside, the less she’d noticed.
“If you need to go to the bathroom or do anything, you let Daddy or Daddy Ray know so they can carry you,” Angelo said. “It’s not up for negotiation. I want you off your feet for a minimum of three days. Those need to heal before you start walking.”
Bonnie let out a sigh. He was really torturing her. Not being able to walk? What if both Daddy and Daddy Ray were out of the house? Who was going to help her then?
“Umm,” she gently said. “I don’t -”
“Nope. You’re following what Angelo said,” Daddy Ray cut in. “One of us will always be here to take you to the bathroom or anywhere you need to go. You aren’t getting away with giving excuses.”
She stuck her lip out. So much for trying. She really was hoping Angelo would give her an exception to the no walking. Who didn’t walk for three days? With how much Daddy gave her to drink, she was going to need to pee at least twenty times in the day.
Okay. Maybe that was an exaggeration, but still. He made her drink so much because he wanted her to be healthy.
“And don’t think I haven’t forgotten what you just said,” Daddy said.
She turned her head and looked at him weird. What did she say? Bonnie couldn’t remember saying anything to warrant a comment like that.
“You will not be talking to your brother and explaining things. I will be doing that,” Daddy said. “And before you try to tell me he’s your brother and he should hear it from you, no. I don’t want your brother to yell at you. I don’t want him to say something and have you take it the wrong way and feel guilty for something you didn’t do.”
Bonnie stared at him with wide eyes. Did he really care that much?
“I promise it won’t happen,” she whispered.
“We aren’t going to even try it. I’m not taking that chance.”
She didn’t think it was fair. Bonnie looked back down at Angelo who was now examining her arms.
“Your wrists and hand are looking a lot better,” Angelo pointed out. “Though, now you have some cuts on your arms. But nothing a little
Neosporin won’t help.”
“I promise he won’t say anything bad to me,” Bonnie said as she looked at Daddy. “He’s my brother.”
“Your brother who wanted you to spy on me. Who wouldn’t listen to you when you said no,” Daddy pointed out. “I don’t want you to get railroaded by him. I know he cares about you and wants what’s best, but you are with his enemy. I’m talking to him first.”
“Daddy is just trying to protect you,” Daddy Ray gently said. “He isn’t trying to keep you from your brother, but he wants to make sure you are okay, even mentally.”
“No fair,” she whispered. “Ganging up on me.”
“If you want to call it that, you can. But the decision stands. I’m going to talk to him first and once he has calmed down and understands, then you can talk to him. I’m only trying to protect you.”
Bonnie could see what he was saying, but that didn’t mean she liked it.
“When will I be able to spank her?” Daddy asked Angelo.
Her mouth fell open. “You can’t do that!” she yelled.
Daddy didn’t even look at her.
“I would give it a couple of days. We want to make sure the cut on her leg is healed. I don’t want her hitting it on anything when she tries to get away from the spanking,” Angelo replied.
“I’m right here!” She raised her voice. “I don’t need a spanking.”
“Tough. You do. What you did was naughty and you knew that. You also have other marks in your naughty girl book.”
“I don’t think I should get spanked for leaving,” she whispered.
“Why do you say that?” Daddy Ray asked.
“Because it wasn’t my fault! You probably would have done the same thing if you were in my shoes.”
It definitely wasn’t right to spank her for something that wasn’t fully her doing. They pushed her to leave. They were the ones who left first.
“I’ll think about it, but that doesn’t mean you won’t be getting a spanking for the other things,” Daddy said. “You bit Daddy Ray the other day when you didn’t get your way. You also threw flour at me when we were making cookies.”
Bonnie rolled her eyes. “Those were harmless.”
“You almost made me bleed. You know biting is not okay and yet you still did it,” Daddy Ray pointed out.
She stayed quiet because what he said was true. They’d said no biting and she did it anyway. The guilt had eaten her up inside at first, but she’d honestly forgotten about it with everything going on.
“Thank you, Angelo, for looking over her,” Daddy said. “We’ll call you if anything changes.”
“My pleasure. And Bonalicious?”
Daddy groaned when Angelo used the nickname he’d given her.
“Next time I see you, I want you to be healthy and not hurt. We need to stop meeting like this.”
“Sorry,” she whispered.
Angelo left and she relaxed further into Daddy’s embrace. She was absolutely exhausted and could feel herself falling asleep.
“No sleep yet. I need to get you something to drink and then we’re going to have a little talk,” Daddy said.