BONNIE
Ray and Rogan were in the house with her. Well, Daddy and Ray. She really needed to figure out what to call Ray. It felt weird calling him by his name but there was nothing else to call him. Rogan had mentioned him also being her Daddy, but they hadn’t talked about it again.
Bonnie was currently sitting and playing with her stuffed animal, Mosey. She had a pacifier in her mouth and her back was to Raynar. He’d come in after she put the pacifier in her mouth and she wasn’t ready to let it go yet. But at the same time, she wasn’t ready for Raynar to see her Little side. Not that he didn’t know she was a Little, but it was intimate for her.
Not everyone got to see her Little side.
“Bonnie, do you want a snackie?” Daddy asked.
She turned her head and glanced at Daddy. She could see Raynar looking at her so she quickly turned away, Bonnie shook her head and continued to play with her Mosey.
“Baby,” Daddy said. “You haven’t drank anything from your bottle.”
Bonnie looked over at the baby bottle. There was no way she was going to drink it when Raynar was sitting a couple feet from her. How was she supposed to do that?
“Bon…” Daddy’s warning voice filled her ears. “I told you when I put this down earlier that I wanted all of it gone before I got back. Why is it full?”
How was she supposed to let him know she didn’t want to drink in front of Raynar? There was also no way she was going to pick it up and walk into a different room. Raynar would know she was drinking from it.
“I think our girl is shy around me,” Raynar said.
Her eyes went wide and she shook her head. He couldn’t possibly know. Well, he probably did since she took sneaky glances at him every once in a while.
Or so she thought they were sneaky glances.
Obviously, they weren’t, since he knew she was being shy around him. But she couldn’t help it.
Bonnie pulled her pacifier out before she turned around. “I didn’t think you would be back for another five hours.”
She knew it wasn’t okay for her to say that. Daddy had apologized for not being around and neglecting her, but she couldn’t help herself. He was doing a lot better now, but it still hurt that he was gone for so long and prioritized a lot of things before her. If he’d talked to her about it, she probably would have understood a bit more, but he hadn’t.
He’d left her to think he was just keeping her here because Ethan was her brother. Maybe him wanting to be her Daddy was all a show, so she would trust him.
Daddy raised his eyebrow and crossed his arms. “You knew I was coming back in an hour to ask if you wanted a snackie, and yet you disobeyed what I said.”
Bonnie sucked in a breath. She remembered him saying that, but part of her hadn’t believed it. Before, Daddy had told her several times he would be back, and it would be days before he came.
“I didn’t believe you.” She shrugged her shoulders.
Raynar whistled and started to shake his head. Bonnie knew Daddy wasn’t going to like it, but what else was she supposed to do? It was the truth.
“I got caught up playing with Mosey and couldn’t stop. He would have been lonely if I stopped playing with him and I didn’t want that.” She continued to talk. “You wouldn’t want that either Daddy, right? Mosey being all alone and scared. I’ve felt that way and I didn’t want him to feel that way. It’s an icky feeling.”
“Bonnie,” Daddy said. “I’ve been here all day, and you knew I wasn’t leaving. I said I would be back in an hour, which meant I would be back in an hour. You disobeyed me.”
Her gaze wandered over to Raynar for some reason. Maybe he would understand since he saw her one day and she wasn’t good. He’d seen how bad she looked and she even saw the worry across his face.
Raynar raised his eyebrow and Bonnie started to squirm.
“Look me in the eyes,” Daddy said.
Bonnie continued to stare at Raynar and he started to shake his head.
Was he not going to help her?
“Now,” Daddy commanded.
Her eyes found his.
“Raynar can’t save you now.”
She let out a shaky breath. Raynar was submissive to Daddy, but not to her. He wouldn’t go against Daddy. Shit. There was nowhere to turn when she needed help.
“That’s not a good enough excuse and you know it. You knew if you didn’t drink all the water in the bottle there would be a punishment,” Daddy said.
Bonnie gulped. She hadn’t thought about the possibility of a
punishment. “I’m sorry. I promise I’ll drink it all right now.”
“Too late now, Bon,” Daddy said. “You knew I was coming back and you didn’t drink any of it.”
“I didn’t want to!” she yelled.
Daddy raised his eyebrow at her. “Why?”
She briefly glanced over at Ray before turning back to Daddy. Was she really going to out herself in this situation?
“I was embarrassed,” she whispered.
“Why?”
Bonnie clenched her jaw. Was he really going to make her spell it out for him? Didn’t he already know?
“Because Ray is here,” she replied. “I haven’t been Little in front of a lot of people. It’s weird and embarrassing.”
“Well, we’ll just have to get used to it slowly then. Is that why you were facing away from him?”
Her cheeks burned with embarrassment, and she nodded her head.
“Thank you for telling me, but it doesn’t mean you are getting out of your punishment,” Daddy said. “If you wanted, I would have put it in a sippy cup instead of a baby bottle.”
Bonnie didn’t know and she knew the next time it wouldn’t slide. He said she was going to get used to the idea slowly, which probably meant she didn’t have a choice in the matter.
“Come on, we’re going to spank you,” Daddy said.
“We’re?” Bonnie squeaked, taking a step back. She hadn’t signed up for Ray to spank her bottom.
“I’m going to spank you,” Daddy clarified. “Raynar won’t until you give him consent. Can you remind me what your safeword is?”
At random times Daddy would come in and ask her what her safeword was. And then he would remind her if anything got to be too much to use it and they would talk. Bonnie hadn’t used it yet, but she’d come close a couple of times.
“Red,” she whispered.
“Good girl. Now, walk over here,” Daddy said as he sat down on the couch right next to Raynar.
Bonnie stared at both of them. Was she really going to get punished right next to Raynar? Was he going to watch the whole time?
“Bonnie,” Daddy growled.
Her eyes went wide but she still didn’t move. She didn’t know how she felt about Ray sitting right next to them. He would be able to see her face the whole time and see her bottom. Daddy had already explained earlier that spankings were only given on the bare. She’d tried to argue, but he wasn’t having it.
“How about I move over to the other chair?” Ray asked. “Would that ease your mind?”
Bonnie stared at him. Were both of them so in tune with her and her body or facial expressions they knew what she was thinking without her having to say anything? Sure, Ethan sometimes knew what she was thinking without her speaking, but it wasn’t very often.
“Would you like that, precious girl?” Ray asked.
She wanted to say yes, but she also didn’t want to upset him. What if she did hurt his feelings? Would he still want her?
“You’re not going to hurt my feelings, in any way.” Ray spoke softly to her. “I know we aren’t on that level yet and I don’t want to push you.” “Sorry,” she whispered.
“No need to be sorry. Would you like me to move over to the other chair while you get your spanking? Or would you like me to leave the room?” Him leaving the room didn’t sit well with her. She didn’t want him completely gone but she didn’t want him right up in her face.
“Y-you can,” she took in a deep breath. “You can stay.”
“Okay, precious girl. I’ll move over to the other couch.”
Bonnie watched as he moved across the room and sat down. She still didn’t feel good, but it wasn’t because Ray was still in the room. She thought she wanted him away from the couch she would be getting punished on, but maybe she was wrong.
“Come here, Bon,” Daddy called.
She slowly walked over to him. “I’ve got a low pain tolerance,” she whispered.
Maybe he would go easy on her or not spank her.
“Noted. I’ll go light, but you aren’t getting out of this punishment.”
Bonnie rolled her eyes at his tone of voice. It was worth a try to tell him.
“Don’t you dare roll your eyes again unless you want more spankings,” Daddy said, gripping her chin between his fingers.
Her eyes went wide and she gave a quick nod. There was no way she wanted any more spankings. She was already dreading the one she was going to get.
“I’m going to help you out of your pants and undies and then you’re going to get over my lap,” Daddy informed her.
Bonnie found herself looking back at Ray, only to find him staring at her. He was really going to see her naked bottom here in a couple of seconds. Was she okay with that? Surprisingly, it didn’t freak her out that much.
“If things get too overwhelming and you need to call out your safeword, neither of us are going to be mad,” Daddy assured her as he slowly took off her pants and underwear.
She could feel the cold air hitting her bottom and pussy. A shiver ran through her as she felt herself starting to get aroused. Ray was looking at her with lust in his eyes.
“Over my lap,” Daddy said, patting his thighs.
Bonnie sighed and carefully got into position. Daddy put one of his legs over hers, locking her in. An involuntary whimper escaped past her lips.
“You okay, Bon?” Daddy asked.
She nodded her head and put her hands under her chest. Bonnie had read several books where Littles did this. It made sense to her because she knew she wouldn’t be able to hold back her arms when he started to spank.
“Words,” Daddy said.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“Good. If that changes, you say your safeword. Can you say what it is?”
“Red.”
“Good girl. Now, I don’t want you to move your hands to try and block the spanks. I don’t want to get hurt. If it gets difficult for you, I can hold them or Raynar can.”
She nodded her head in understanding. Hopefully, she didn’t move her hands back but she couldn’t make any promises.
“Is it absolutely necessary for you to spank me?” she whispered. “Can I go in the corner or write lines?”
Bonnie was worried about the pain. She had absolutely no pain tolerance and she was worried he was going to take it too far.
“No,” Daddy replied. “Spanking it is. This will teach you I mean business. Not all punishments will be spankings, but this first one is going to be, and you can’t get out of it.”
She pouted and looked over at Ray. Maybe he could talk some sense into Daddy.
“Not going to happen, precious girl,” Ray said, shaking his head. “I’m with Daddy on this one. You need to learn when he says something, he means it.”
Bonnie let out a sigh and tried to relax over Daddy’s lap. It wasn’t the most comfortable place and she didn’t know how long she could last like this.
“You know drinking your water is super important,” Daddy said.
“I know,” she whispered.
When Daddy had found out she hadn’t been eating or drinking very much, he’d put a stop to it. Both he and Raynar were keeping a close eye on her. Well, Ray wasn’t as much when Daddy was around, but when he wasn’t, Ray watched her like a hawk.
She laid across Daddy’s lap, waiting for him to start. It felt like an eternity, and stupidly, she started to relax. Before she knew what was happening, a searing pain spread across her bottom, and she cried out in pain.
“No!” she yelled. “No, Daddy. Stop!”
“I’m not going to stop, unless you use your safeword. You’ve earned this punishment,” he replied.
Tears filled her eyes as he continued to pepper her bottom with spanks.
She howled as her bottom started to throb.
“Please, Daddy!” she begged.
But he didn’t pay any attention to her begging. She knew she could say her safeword if she needed to, but she wasn’t dying.
“You good, precious girl?” Ray asked.
“My bottom is on fire!” she wailed as Daddy spanked her again.
“Besides your bottom. Are you okay?”
Bonnie didn’t answer. She couldn’t, she was too busy sobbing. Her bottom hurt so bad and Daddy was continuing to spank her.
“Answer Papa,” Daddy said as he landed another spank on her sit spot.
“I’m fine besides my bottom,” she yelled.
Daddy landed several more spanks on her bottom and sit spots before she went limp against him. She sobbed and laid there as Daddy rubbed her bottom.
“You did so well,” Daddy said. He moved her so she was sitting on his lap. Bonnie hissed in pain as her bottom landed on his leg.
“No,” she whined.
“Part of your punishment,” Daddy replied.
Bonnie snuggled into Daddy’s chest and continued to cry. She felt his hand run through her hair, attempting to calm her down.
“All is forgiven now,” Daddy whispered. “Slate is clean.”
She let out a sigh of relief and sagged into his embrace. Tears were still streaming down her face, but they had slowed down.
“Papa,” she whimpered and screwed up her face. That didn’t sound right at all.
“She wants you,” Daddy said.
Bonnie could hear Ray coming closer before she felt the couch dip as he sat. She didn’t know if he wanted to be called Papa, even though Daddy called him by that name earlier. It definitely didn’t sound right. She was going to have to come up with something.
“I’m here, precious girl,” Ray gently said.
“Daddy Ray,” she said. “No Papa.”
“Okay, baby. Daddy Ray it is.”
She felt his hand land on her back, running up and down. Bonnie relaxed even more. This felt perfect, like it was meant to be.