Garren’s POV:
“Easy,” I whispered in a husky, cracked voice and threw my head back as she sucked the tip of my cock with her warm tongue.
How did we even end up in this situation? It was entirely her fault for getting aroused while talking to us on the training field.
The way she looked at me and how she reacted made it so fucking obvious that she was thinking about me, and I was very affected by that. Blowing off steam by training was a good idea to keep my mind off of sex. But then she was right in front of me, and all I could think about was taking her. When the bastard approached us and commented on how the training field wasn’t a mating ground, I snapped.
I grabbed Roxanne, putting her on my shoulder, and walked with her to my room. Immediately, she was let down. I completely took off my clothes in front of her, startling her.
“If you want, you can back out now. But if you don’t want to go but make me feel good, then completely take off your clothes and get down on your knees,” I said firmly to let her know that I wasn’t joking.
In my heart, I knew she would walk out because she wasn’t ready for sex yet, and she obviously had no idea how to give head. But she shocked me when she complied and did just that.
I gave her a few instructions, and god! She was doing more than what I was expecting.
I let out a low groan and sigh when she took half of my length into her mouth. My hands were clenched into fists, and my eyes instantly closed. I didn’t want to look at her for the reason that I was trying to avoid cumming quickly because of how erotic her facial expression got.
When she placed one of her hands on my thigh and dug her nails into my skin, I opened my eyes and grabbed a handful of her hair into my grip, forcing her to look up and meet my eyes as she took my cock deeper into her throat.
Her eyes were teary, and she looked like she would choke any time soon. Her hair was now a mess, and the smell of her arousal was intense. I wanted to loosen my grip on her hair and ask her to stop if it was getting hard for her, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. There was something so damn sensual and erotic about how she looked. It excited me and Roman so much.
She was about to pull back when I moved my hips forward, thrusting deeper into her mouth as her tears ran down her cheeks and her nails dug deeper, causing my body to tremble.
When her teeth grazed my cock and her breasts bounced with her movements, my grip tightened, and her loud cry instantly made me cum into her mouth. My breath was labored, my forehead sweaty, and my body relaxed as I closed my eyes for a second and allowed myself to ride the wave of release.
She pulled back, coughing instantly, making me open my eyes. I wasted no time kneeling in front of her and grabbing her chin.
“Spit it out, now,” I commanded. My cum was drooling from her chin, and that instantly made me feel guilty. She was a virgin, yet I treated her like a fucking whore because of my own selfish desire.
She shook her head, then swallowed hard and opened her mouth, showing me how she had swallowed while she used her free hand to wipe off my cum.
I leaned backwards and grabbed a sheet behind me on the bed, quickly wrapping it around her and lifting her up.
I walked with her to the bathroom with a sigh of relief. She wasn’t resisting me in any way, and that meant she wasn’t very angry with my actions.
I carefully put her down and turned on the tub, preparing a warm bubble bath for her.
After I was done, I turned and looked at her seriously. She looked tired, that much I could tell, although she wasn’t saying a thing.
“Are you okay? Does your jaw hurt?” I asked softly as I placed my hand on her cheek, hoping the tingles would make her feel better.
When she wouldn’t respond, I moved my hand and brushed her hair backwards with a sad expression on my face.
“I’m okay,” she answered in a whisper, then smiled.
“She’s lying,” Roman said in a low, sad tone.
“I know,” I answered and then got into the tub, sitting down with my legs parted.
“Come here, please,” I said softly, extending my hand to her.
The tub was small for the two of us, but I didn’t want to leave her alone. I wanted to try and comfort her in my own way and apologize for being an asshole.
She slowly pulled off the sheet and dropped it on the floor as I swallowed hard upon seeing her naked figure.
“Don’t even think about it,” I silently warned Roman before he could fill our head with lewd images of our mate.
She took my hand and carefully got in, sitting between my parted legs.
“Are you comfortable?” I asked seriously, moving my hands around her waist and gently rubbing her stomach.
She leaned against my chest and put her hands on top of mine, causing me to stop my movements.
“The warm water feels good,” she whispered softly.
I tilted my head a little and gently kissed her head.
“I’m glad it’s the right temperature,” I answered softly.
“Hey, I’m sorry for acting like an asshole to you. I know you are a virgin, yet I treated you very badly. It’s shameful that I would do that to my own mate. Please forgive me because I’ll never ever do that again,” I said seriously.
When she sat upright and turned into a kneeling position to face me, I frowned.
“Roxanne,” I called out in the form of a question.
“I love you,” she whispered, and I flinched.
“No, Roxanne, even if you love me, I had no right to treat you like some whore or…”
“Garren, lovers do that, don’t they?” she asked, as I kept quiet.
“We are lovers, and I want to do things like that with you,” she said, then smiled. When her smile faded and was replaced by a sad expression, I became very concerned.
“Garren, do you realize that we will soon be going to war?” she asked seriously.
I raised my hand and gently touched her cheek.
“I’d be a fool if I didn’t,” I answered honestly.
“We might walk into a trap, and maybe we will be badly injured if not dead,” she said, as Roman growled displeased with her words.
“That’s impossible,” he said to me with emphasis.
“No matter what, Roxanne, I’ll protect you. Even if it means dying in the process,” I answered seriously.
She leaned into my touch and smiled softly.
“That goes for you too, Garren. I will protect you even if it leads to my own death,” she said as I smiled back at her.
“I wanted to do something that makes you happy. That’s why I don’t mind what we did back then, even if my jaw hurts. I’ll gladly accept anything you ask of me as a mate because…” She trailed off, then swallowed hard.
“We don’t know what awaits us on the other side,” she said sadly.
“Roxanne, instead of us dying for one another, how about we survive for each other? That way, we will get to live our dream. Let the thought of us mating, having a family, and dying together at an old age be what moves us to survive on that day,” I said.
She moved and wrapped her arms around my shoulders.
“Okay,” she answered as I held my breath, then released it.
“We will be okay,” I whispered, trying not to show how worried I was.
I didn’t want to make her sad or afraid because that would only make things worse for us.
After everything I had gone through since meeting Roxanne, I was now wondering if Thelma was really loyal to me. What if she was working for the coven elders and acting as a spy? That would not happen, I told myself a few times, but a huge part of me thought it was possible.
If she really was a spy, would I bring myself to kill her with my own two hands? She was my only family besides Roxanne. It would be very hard to do.
“Roxanne,” I called softly.
“Mm,” she hummed in response.
“Tomorrow, I’ll teach you two simple moves that you can use as an attack in both your werewolf and human form,” I said.
“Okay,” she answered.
“Also, if Thelma is involved with the coven elders, it will be hard for me to kill her. So if I do hesitate in any way to take her down, please do it,” I said in a low tone.
She pulled back and looked at me seriously.
“Do you really think she would betray you?” she asked in concern.
“Before you came into my life, there was a slight chance that she would. But after you came into my life, I fear she might,” I answered honestly.
“Don’t worry, I will be by your side. If she does work for them, then I will take her down on your behalf,” she answered.
I smiled, then leaned in and kissed her tenderly. She kissed me back, taking her time to brush her tongue against mine, while my hand went around her waist, pulling her closer to close the space between us.