Chapter 81
I turned to look at Alpha Federico who was still walking away and I could feel my whole system shaking as the intimacy between me and Luther came flashing in my face and unknowingly a teardrop fell from my face…it became too evident to me that I had just cheated Alpha Federico, I recalled when he first took me in.
All the memories came flooding in, how only my smile was enough to take his breath away and he had immediately made me his right-hand bride.
He always made me special everywhere, I screamed angrily at myself and the treacherous things I had done just because of a stupid pull I felt with Luther, I fell to the ground and stared at my dress which had black stains due to all the tears of my mascara falling on it.
I was still very angry with myself and angrily tore my dress making alpha Federico who was already at the end of the hallway rush up to me with a worried, I looked up at him with tears and his once angry face was filled with worries, he bent to my size and cleaned my cheeks.
“Why are you doing this, I don’t want to force you to love me so you don’t have to cry or feel like you are obligated to love me back.” Alpha Federico says and that frustrated me even more.
“Why would you love me!!!?” I yelled in frustration and instead of Alpha Federico yelling back at me aggressively the way he usually does he pulled me in for a very tight hug and whispered to me.
” I never really meant to fall in love with you either.” I could feel sincerity oozing out of his voice and that even hurt me the most.
“You shouldn’t have loved me,” I whispered, still sobbing, and just then Isabelle and the others came out as it seemed they were all supposed to move the discussion to the throne room but Alpha Federico never left and was still petting me.
“Alpha, we should head to the throne room,” Lucy said and I didn’t bother to look up as my heart still aches like hell and my eyes were still soaked with tears due to all the sobbing that I had just cried out.
“You all should go, I need to take care of my Luna.” Alpha Federico said to them and to my surprise he picked me up in a bridal style and took me with him to his chambers.
He opened the door and placed me gently on his bed before taking a napkin and wiping the tears totally from my face.
“You don’t have to feel so hurt because I know you won’t ever love me but that won’t stop me from loving you and trying to make you mine.” He muttered to me and in that moment the hatred I had for him that made me vow not to ever get intimate with me started to vanish, I still couldn’t understand what it meant and why I would feel that way.
“I don’t hate you, Alpha Federico…I just can’t seem to hate you no matter how hard I try.” I whispered and he unexpectedly pulled me closer to his face and in a very gentle way he kissed me,
I couldn’t help but still sob in anguish at what I had done, he noticed I was a bit hesitant with kissing him back and he used his hand to pull me by my waist closer to him and this time it was more intense and it grew my sexual urge to the peak.
I lost control and climbed on top of him, kissing him roughly and I could feel his urge also getting to the pick and just then the door slowly creaked open, Alpha Federico quickly let go of me in the process of shouting at whoever just opened the door on us but to our surprise it was Isabelle.
“I am so sorry.” She uttered quickly shutting the door as we could both hear her footsteps leaving the premises.
“Let’s return to the room.” He simply stated before walking out, I was about to follow in his step when I remembered I had just angrily torn my dress.
I hissed angrily and mostly for Isabelle walking into the room and acting like she didn’t mean it.
I went back to my chambers and was surprised to see a new dress which was even better than the one I had just torn and on top of the dress was a written note, I picked it up and read it out aloud.
“You need to look priceless if you want Kade to regret ever letting go of you.” The letter read and I couldn’t help but smile, it felt like Alpha Federico was suddenly a different person.
I took off the one which had been torn and threw it to the floor before putting on the new one and when I looked at myself in the mirror I couldn’t help but smile at how Alpha Federico was good at picking dresses for me.
I walked into the throne room to see Lucy whispering into Alpha Federico as she chuckled afterward and to top it all she looked at me with a weird smile like she wanted to notice where she was seated and it was my seat as the right-hand bride of the alpha with Susan in Lucy seat and it seemed like there were walking in the moon just by sitting there, although I was confused I knew within me that alpha Federico won’t just do something like this without a reason. I turned to Isabelle and she seemed happy that I was no longer the right-hand bride of the king but despite all that I still walked head high towards the throne and stood in front of Alpha Federico ready to take whatever position he gave to me.