Chapter 46
Casper
Licking my lips hungrily, I launched at her like I was about to pounce on her, but she shifted away from me with fear in her eyes.
I could hear the loud beating of her heart against her ribs.
Anger started stirring within me at her withdrawal.
Why did she lead me on at first, and then it suddenly came into her remembrance that I was her boss?
Didn’t she know who I was before?
I was so blinded by pleasure that I wanted her that instant.
Not even some bunch of silly rules could stop me from taking her.
I love how delicate she was. It was obvious from her reaction that she was new to intimacy.
I didn’t need her to tell me before I knew that I was her first kiss.
It made my heart swell with joy.
I missed the feeling of her plump and succulent lips against mine the moment she pulled away.
I wanted to kiss her until her lips got swollen.
For the first time in years, I couldn’t control myself.
“What?” I asked, my voice laced in irritation as she covered her boobs with the soft nightgown material that was barely covering her thighs.
“We should stop.” Her voice grew a little firm, and she pulled away from me a bit. “What we are doing is not right.”
I almost let out a pur as the sweet scent of her arousal coupled with her vanilla scent invaded my nose, driving me nuts.
I wanted her underneath me, moaning my name, not moving away from me.
“Lilith…” I called, placing my hand against her shaky ones before fixing my eyes on her hazel ones.
“I don’t know what is right anymore.” With those words, I tossed the duvet from her, kissing her deeply before she got a chance to speak.
“But I know I want you.”
I grew more aggressive, tearing off the nightgown she wore and leaving her bare.
I let out a pur as my eyes scanned her body. She was built like a goddess.
I glided my hands through her curves before taking in her nipples, stopping briefly when she shuddered in pleasure.
I sucked them hard as my life depended on it, twirling my tongue around them before licking them hungrily.
With my hands squeezing them lightly, I lowered my head to kiss the space between her boobs, using the tip of my tongue to tickle her while she let out screams.
Her fingers dug into my skin before they made their way to my head, ruffling my hair.
I trailed the kiss down her navel before stopping in her public area.
I played with her clit briefly before exchanging my tongue with my fingers, working her up.
Her body grew tense and she wouldn’t stop moaning my name. Her fingers dug deep into my flesh and she grinded her waist against my hand continuously.
“Don’t stop, Alpha,” she cried with need, pushing my hand against her clit before screaming hard.
Enough, Casper! I warned myself, but I was caught in the trap of pleasure.
I wanted her as much as she wanted me.
Separating her clenched thighs, I brushed my fingers against the entrance of her pussy, she hissed slightly, throwing her head to the side before clenching her walls hard.
Her lips disappeared in mine and our tongues explored. Distracting her, I tried pushing my finger into her but she let out a scream before jerking violently.
I halted when I heard pain in her voice, lifting my eyes to meet hers, and giving her a concerned look.
“Are you alright?” I asked, cupping her cheeks against my palm and watching her eyes drop.
I could sense her embarrassment at the tip of my tongue.
She nodded, her eyes were still glued to the floor while she fidgeted with her fingers.
“What made you scream? Don’t you like it?” I asked delicately, covering the space between us and brushing my nose against hers before kissing her lips passionately.
I could feel fire and hunger spread within me.
She pulled away, and I missed the taste of her lips against mine. I couldn’t get enough of them.
“It hurt…when you tried…to put your finger in me,” she stammered feeling ashamed.
My brows furrowed and I lifted her chin up with my finger before shooting my curious eyes on hers.
“Haven’t you done it before?” I asked, swallowing as my heart began to beat fast.
I sensed it, but then, I needed to hear it from her.
She nodded, glancing at me shortly before looking away.
I could make out red stains on her cheeks.
“You are a virgin?”
“Yes.” Her voice came out barely above a whisper before she gulped.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No, I’m fine,” she replied curtly before scratching the back of her head as things turned awkward.
I froze on the spot, unable to react. I couldn’t believe my ears.
I recoiled from her, covering her naked body with the duvet while regretting ripping her gown apart.
“I’m sorry for persuading you into this,” I blurted an apology as I couldn’t go on with romance.
I was scared she wasn’t ready and I would hurt her with my fat cock.
“I broke the rules again-”
“It’s not your fault, I led you into this. I’m not mad at you,” I muttered, leaning to kiss her lightly.
“I will just…”
“You can sleep here since you are scared of sleeping alone,” I added, grabbing her shoulder the moment she was about to get up from the bed. “I promise I’m not mad.
I’ve grown comfortable with her scent, I didn’t want her to leave, not even for a minute.
Covering her body with the duvet, I lay beside her, wrapping my arms around her to feel her warmth before drifting to sleep.
*****
For the first time in 10 years, I slept peacefully without being bothered by nightmares.
I knew it had something to do with Lilith.
Her presence drove my demons away.
My eyes fluttered open and the first person I saw was Lilith. She was still deep asleep and her hair scattered all over her face.
The sun seeped into the room, highlighting the hickeys on Lilith’s neck.
A smile stretched on my face as I drank the sight of her. I couldn’t stop staring at her. It reminded me of the way I stared at Marina while she was asleep.
Lilith was effortlessly gorgeous.
Brushing the hair away, I tucked them behind her ears, hugging her before leaning in for a kiss.
She stirred in her sleep, relaxing when she sensed my presence. Our kiss deepened and I rolled over her, taking control.
I hadn’t gotten over last night and I wanted more.
“Alpha,” she moaned, wrapping her hands around my neck while grinding her hips against mine.
I felt my dick twitch as it pressed against her stomach.
We were so engrossed in the sea of intense pleasure that we didn’t know when someone started to knock on the door.
I stopped, removing my lips from hers before straining my ears to catch any sound.
My ears were probably deceiving me because I wasn’t expecting anyone.
“Alpha. Open up, it’s me, Raphael.”
“What the fuck! He can’t see me here!”