Lilith
My hands clung to my chest as I let out a loud gasp.
It was my imagination!
“Fuck!” I cursed silently, swallowing hard.
My mind was a mess, I hated how it made me imagine intimate things between Casper and me.
“Do you sleep with the light off or on?” Alpha Casper’s voice pulled me out of my reverie and I tilted my head to his direction.
I swallowed, tearing my eyes from his before adjusting to his king-sized bed.
I was afraid staring into his eyes for too long would make me lose my senses.
My emotions were rapidly taking over me and I was just hanging by a thread.
“He is your boss, Lilith. Nothing weird is going on,” I repeated to myself, wiping off the imagination that played in my head, before letting out a shaky breath.
“I sleep with…the…light…off, I mean on…I actually…sometimes…” I stammered as I found it difficult to string the right words.
Thanks to him!
Urgh!
I felt like a fool for revealing how being in close contact with him could mess with me.
His presence had a great effect on me, making me forget how to breathe properly or conjoin the right words to say. I couldn’t even think.
The only thing in my mind was his arms around me.
It was strange because I was a virgin and no man has ever aroused this feeling within me, no matter the closeness.
There was something about Alpha Casper that I couldn’t lay my hands on. Something special that pulled us together like magnets.
“Relax. I am not going to hurt you,” he assured me. “I’ll dim the light if that will make you feel better,” he added, switching on a dim light that cast our shadows against the white wall.
“Here,” he breathed, passing me a duvet while I covered myself with it.
“Stop shaking. You are tense. I have told you, no one will get you here. If someone sneaks in to kidnap you or hurt you, they will have to pass through me first, which is impossible,” he bragged, making me blush hard.
The scene where he defeated 10 men at once replayed in my head, making me feel secure.
“Thank you, Alpha, you are so kind,” I commended before laying on the bed.
The dim light and the quietness made it easy for me to fall asleep, except for one thing.
Alpha Casper.
I could tell his eyes were boring into my back hungrily.
Despite being clothed, I felt naked beside him.
I hugged myself, burrowing deeper into the duvet as my body began to shake again.
The bed dipped under Alpha Casper’s weight as he adjusted to my side. I froze when I felt his fingers rest on my waist.
Unable to think or react, I pretended that I had fallen asleep while my heart pounded against my ribs in anticipation.
Maybe I was overthinking things. Maybe he was comforting me.
I tried to relax but his hands snaked their way on my body, pulling me closer to his hard frame.
He started swaying his fingers rhythmically on my slender arms before they dropped on my side.
I bit my lips hard when he grabbed my waist tight as I was too tense to make a sound.
I didn’t know how to react.
I wanted to tear my body from his, disappear into my room, and not see him again. At the same time, I wanted him to continue the sweet assault.
The harmless assault.
“Fuck the rules,” he murmured under his breath, seizing me against himself while I gasped loud.
He said the same thing in my imagination!
Throwing cautions out of the window, his lips met my ears and he started nibbling them one after the other, paying each adequate attention.
I gulped hard, clasping my lips tight as I didn’t want to make a sound.
I didn’t want him to think I enjoyed it, though I was enjoying it like crazy.
My lips parted slightly and I shut my eyes when the tip of his tongue delved further into my earlobes, reaching places that tickled the nerves, making me press my body against his.
Unable to maintain a firm grip on myself, my body twisted and turned beside his. His strong hand grabbed my waist tight, keeping a firm grip on me and giving me less room to move.
He kissed my ears, I could feel heat rushed from his face before he trailed the kisses below and stopped on my neck.
I’ve always thought the nerves on my neck were dead until Alpha Casper’s tongue and lips performed the magic.
Soft moans flew from my lips unconsciously.
Despite shutting them as I didn’t want him to hear the weird sound. It was my first time making them.
I extended my arms, receiving him as he rolled over and had me beneath him without breaking the kiss.
I felt my toes curl and unfurl unconsciously each time he deepened the kiss, burying his face deeper into the skin of my sensitive neck.
Push him away!
My subconscious yelled at me. But I was too weak to lift a finger.
“Ahh,” a moan escaped my lips as I felt myself being hit by a wave of arousal.
“Your scent smells so fucking good,” he grunted, before continuing his sweet torture while I trembled underneath him.
Soon, I became bold enough to wrap my hands on his head, tossing his soft hair against my fingers and ruffling it a little.
But it wasn’t enough. I wanted more.
I didn’t know where the boldness came from, but my hands yanked off his head from my neck and I slammed my lips into his soft ones.
I moaned immediately our lips made contact. Sizzling sparks seized my body, making me shake lightly under his touch.
It tasted delicious. Seemed he had apples before kissing me.
Our lips rolled into each other’s mouths, tasting every inch passionately.
His kisses were mildly aggressive and subduing. He took control, exploring every bit hungrily, yet passionately.
Had he not kissed any lady in 10 years?
I parted my lips, giving an easy access for his tongue to push further before entangling with his.
It felt so good that I moaned in his mouth.
He let me take control a little before resuming. I knew I was a bad kisser.
But he was my first kiss.
He nibbled on my lower lips before biting it softly and slipping his tongue into the warmth of my mouth.
He pulled away, trailing the kisses down my neckline to my boobs. Lost in pleasure, I grabbed his head, wrapping it against my hands before caressing it before he ground his hips against mine.
“Lilith…”
It wasn’t until he moaned my name, that my senses snapped back.
How could I forget the rules knowing he valued them more than anything?
I was so screwed. Why did I get into his room?
Now, I was making out with Alpha Casper, my boss!
I was going to get fired for breaking the rules!
Listening to the tiny voice in my head, I yanked his head away from my boobs, wrapping my gown around my body before pushing him away.
My heart pounded in fear when his eyes switched color. His pupils dilated and a golden brown ring formed in his eyes.
“I’m sorry, Alpha, but this isn’t right. You are my boss.”