Chapter 120: intimate confessions
Lily’s POV
I hope that one’s of these days I don’t end speechless under Alex, but I knew that today wasn’t one of those days. Today was different, If you asked how I got the confidence to act so dominating with Alex, I wouldn’t know how.
I don’t even know how and where I got that audacity from but I’m glad I did it because I had so much fun. I was also glad that Alex let me have my fun. I was aware that he could have easily stopped me and had his way if he wanted but he didn’t and that made me happy.
I was fat from done with him, I had other plans in mind. I wanted to just love on him and fuck him however I pleased today.
He turned to me after he had gotten down from his high with a hungry look in his eyes. “You’ve had your fun princess.” He said pulling me up. “Now it’s my turn. You’re going to regret playing with me like that.”
He continued in a promising tone.
A chill ran down my spine as looked at me hungrily. All my plans went down the drain, all the confidence I had before melted away, leaving me naked before him.
He pressed a quick kiss to my lips before pulling my top off slowly. He planted chaste kisses down my bare shoulders and as he pulled down my skirt. As the cool air hit my body, I suddenly felt conscious of myself.
We both stood bare as we came into this world, staring into our souls.
He extended his hands towards me. “Come closer. Now.” He ordered. The mix in his tone was tingling, it was rough and authoritative yet it had a gentle and caring tone to it.
I gulped as I stared at his well toned and and his well chisels hips. I took a step towards him nervously.
His grey eyes gave my body a once over, i could see his chest picking up as he does but I didn’t miss the affectionate glint in his eyes.
Alex moved to seat at the edge of the bed as he grasped my hand to move me to stand in front of him, locking his eyes with mine.
I felt on edge, my mind was swimming with the promise of what he was going to do, which I had absolutely no idea what it was.
I don’t think it would matter how comfortable I was around Alex, he would have me rescued to a puddle of nerves over the anticipation of what he wanted do because he was so unpredictable. I think it’s that’s also one of the many reasons why I love him.
He tugged my hands so I slot in between his patted legs. He dropped them as soon as I stood there and placed his hands on my hips. “There are so many things I want to do to you Lily.” He said flicking his eyes between my own nervous ones. “But this is about you, I want you to feel special, because you are.”
“How?”. I asked quietly, barely able to get my words out.
“I have been with many women before and it had all always been empty and a need to release some heat.” He explained. Alex wet his lips and trialed his hands down to rest at my panties. He hooked his finger into one side of them and dragged them down as he leaned down and planted open mouthed kisses to my skin.
“Until I met you.” He continued. His words sounded well thought out but completely distracted by his lips on me at the same time.
I held my breath as I felt the fabric slip down my legs and his hands slipped to the exposed flesh of my behind and grabbed it, palming and squeezing it as he kissed a trial on the sensitive skin between my hips.
“I don’t want to treat you like any common person.” He mumbled slowly. His hot breath fanned against my stomach as it twitched while kissed his way higher.
I tried to pay attention but I believed that if he wanted me to comprehend what he was saying he wouldn’t do things like this to me because I wan barely think straight.
“Ever since I had you, I knew I’ll never want anything else again.” He switched between his wet kisses and trialing his slick tongue along my skin making my ski prickle as my breathing increased. I already felt faint.
He gave the flesh on my behind another squeeze as he trailed his lips higher before his hand up and snapping the clasp of my bra undone in a blink like some fucking wizard.
He pressed a kiss between my cleavage before he grabbed the front of my unclasped bra with his teeth between the cups and drags it back until it slips down my arms.
Hi pulled it away from my body until my arms were out of it and dropped it. He gave a cheeky smile as I heard the fabric drop to the ground.
His lidded eyes trailed down from my face down to my body, I could almost feel them burning into me as he sucks his lower lip under his teeth. He looks back to my face, with a smirk on his face shaking his head. “If only you know what you do to me sweet girl.”
The feeling is mutual Alex, except I do not send you to a cardiac arrest.
He held my hips and turned me until my back is to him, urging me back and pulling me down until I’m sat on his lap. His hard chest pressed on my back and the feeling of our skins touching was electrifying.
Sparks shot up my spine the moment his warm hands smooth down my thighs, and dipped inside of them to urge them apart as he rests his chin on my shoulder.
He trailed his hands higher inside my thighs , teasing them to just near my core before he kept sliding them up my stomach, hips, stopping briefly to massage and palm my breasts in his hands before he took my hands and lifted them up to be wrapped around the back of his neck behind me.
“Keep your hands there. Don’t move them.” He ordered. His thick voice sounded like it was melted honey.
I obliged and kept them there, with no intention whatsoever of disobeying him. At this point if I let go, I’m likely to fall on my face.
He began pressing kisses to my cheek, and started moving his wet lips down towards my neck. His hands slide down and followed the same trail up as he continued to speak. “I thought about you every single day after I first saw you.”
I tried to listen to him but the ache he started in between my legs felt like it was throbbing in my ears.
A breathy chuckle left his mouth against my neck as she shook his head, as he continued his tortoise kissing and nips in between low raspy confessions. “I always thought I was the one trying to catch you. I was so arrogant that I had no idea that you caught me instead.”
He brought his mouth to my ear. His hot breath made me shiver as his hands went back down my thighs and he dragged his blunt nails from the inside of my knee up to the top of my inner thighs and I gasped loudly.
“I could never find anything that felt like you, and trust me I tried. Nothing compared to you.” He murmured, his voice dropped to a low tone that made my stomach twist.
I felt a pant of jealousy at the thought of him being with someone else but I was distracted again by what he was doing to me.
The fingers of one of his hands slipped higher until it dragged slow tortuous stroke up my heat as the other smoothed my back up to my stomach. He buried his face against my neck and let out a low groan.
I couldn’t do anything except to hold my breath. My eyes rolled shut as my head fell back.
“Fuck you’re soaking!.” He breathed and shifted his hips under me. I could feel his hard dick straining under me.
He continued to stroke his fingers along my embarrassing damp fold in slow indulgent motions, purposely avoiding where I really needed him.
“I thought I was the one that ruined you that first night we spent together but it turns out that you ruined me.” He mumbled against me as he continued to nip on the skin on my neck. I couldn’t bear it anymore, I began moving my hips on his hand.
I don’t think he was talking to me anymore, he was probably sorting his thoughts to himself aloud but I was too wound up to make sense of it.
“The ache you feel right there, that’s what I’ve had for you since I met you but mine is in my whole body.” Alex’s finger finally slipped up to rest on the spot that had been throbbing since he had me pinned on my the bed, while the other hand slipped and wrapped around my throat.
He began circling his fingers against my clit in the same rhythm as his hips grinding against me. He squeezed my neck gently, and kept his lips pressed to my ear marching the pants coming from me.
“Do you feel that?”. He rasped against my ear as he applied more pressure and flicked them faster. “Th at warmth spreading through you, trying harder to breathe, your chest getting tighter and your heart beating faster, the swirling in your belly?.”
I don’t even know how I manage to verbalize a breathless yes as I shift my hips against him mindlessly , but by some miracle I did.
“It feels incredible right?. You never want it to end?”. He continued as he took my ear loons in between his teeth and takes a grip grip on my throat, not enough to seize my breathing but enough to rip a high pitched moan from me.
I swallowed as I pant out another yes.
“That’s how I feel when I’m around you, when you look at me, kiss me, smile at me. I feel it in my bones.”
My legs start to tremble as I squirm on top of him, unable to hold still at the fire spurring inside me between what he was saying and what he was doing to me.
I whined the minute Alex paused his hand and pressed a kiss to my cheek as he brought us to stand with his arm around my stomach. His hand was still around my neck before he moved and practically tossed me into the bed with a growl.
I did not even have time to comprehend hitting the sheets before he grabbed my ankles and turned me more onto the bed. He climbed the bed immediately and pulled my legs apart.
My eyes were wide and my chest was heaving as I looked to him. He wet his lips as he looked at me under his brows, and crawled between my legs with that predatory look I know so well.
His eyes were ravenous with his wild hair strewn about with strands falling in front them as his deep taunting voice echoed around me “No coming just yet baby, I’m not finished showing you how I feel, I need to taste you to do that”
My fingers clamped into the sheets as my lips parted and I couldn’t even make a sound, the only thing I could hear were my heaving breaths and heartbeat ringing in my ears.
He gave me one last smirk as he threaded his arms under my thighs, holding onto my
hips as he settled between my legs and all I could do was to throw my head back and let out a strangled moan the minute he attached his lips to my vagina.
His warm tongue flattened against my clit as his fingers dug into my skin while he let out a deep groan that rumbled up through him and vibrated against me and I whine at the feeling. His tongue began to circle and trace skilled patterns against my nerves, my back arching as I breathe out frantic moans that I couldnt control, and I was gripping the sheets for dear life.
His movements with his mouth and tongue became more salacious and indulgent, like he was devouring his last meal and every muscle in my body felt like it was constricting and spasming.
The guttural grunts and growls pouring out of him, relishing every reaction he was getting from me had all of my senses overwhelmed I could almost cry at the
tension inside of me.
He slides one of his hands to flatten over my abdomen, while the other slid down and he teased his ring and middle finger against my damp entrance before guiding them in slowly and i I cried out at the feeling.
There were too many sensations going on at once, and the build up to everything combined with the expert way he was lapping and sucking at my throbbing centre while his fingers curled inside of me to hit that spot that had my vision blurring was sending me tumbling down a tunnel i had never been down before.
He pulls his mouth back and kept his dark eyes locked on me as he increases the speed of his fingers, deliberately hitting that part in me that was causing a pressure so intense I started to panic.
“I’d starve to death if it meant all I could taste was you, I’d never eat anything else again”. He rasped, sounding absolutely drunk out of his mind as his breath fanned against me.
This man was about to kill me with his words and his hands.