Chapter 119: My mistress
Alexander’s pov
My breathing picked up when she slides one of her arms down my hand and pinned them next to my head. I could have easily removed my hands but I didn’t.
I was curious to see where this was going…
“You’re so foolish for making me crush on you all those years ago.” She continued, her words coming out slow and thoughtful, but her voice dropped as she went on.
I’m stupid for making her crush on me?, how did I make I crush on me?, I don’t even know when she started having a crush on me but I dared not to speak a word and interrupt her.
She repeated the same action with her other hand and pinned my free hand next to my head. My heart began to thump faster with anxiety and anticipation. “You’re so foolish for marrying me.”
I watched with large eyes as she wets her lips then click her tongue, cautioning me. “Such a foolish boy for not staying away from me like you should have.”
This was certainly not the reaction I was expecting and I’m unsure if it’s a good or bad one yet, but the way her pupils are enveloping the jade in her eyes got a pit forming in my stomach, I was so uncomfortable that it made it hard to stay still.
She rubbed her knee on my groin and rested herself on my thighs again.
She bit down on her lip, her brows creasing deeper as she watched my reaction. She gave a light squeeze on my wrist. “So foolish for feeling all those things for me.”
I clamped my hands into fists when she dipped her head down and pressed her lips to my jaw, starting a slow trail to my neck as she speaks. “But I’m foods too you know, for thinking I could stay away from you, that I didn’t want you the way I do, I’m obsessed with you, what you do to me even I do not understand it.”
My nerves fired through my entire body. I wanted to scream, but I didn’t know why. I had to bite down on my cheek to hold myself. Her voice and the tone of her voice felt they were being soaked into my skin as he said them.
She moved her lips to the other side of my neck and continued her hushed gravel toned speech against my skin in between slow open mouthed kisses that me wishing I could relieve myself but she was sitting on my groin making it unbearable.
“I’ve never wanted something more in my entire life, never had a habit consume me as much as you.”
She had me feeling so many things at once. I was trying to process them but the tension rolling off her was making my pulse ring in my ear.
Her demeanor flipped again and her voice softened and she leaned her lips to my ear. “Can I keep you?.”
I think my insides just exploded and melted at the same time, I’d give up everything I owned to be able to repeat that moment forever. Even though I wasn’t actually sure what she means by that, what that means for us, if there was any us, but I know that she has had me all these time.
I could only manage to nod, I could not speak with all the emotions swirling inside me.
Words. English. Whatever it was, I could not comprehend it.
I felt her smile against my ear before she lifted her face to look down at me. It was so bizarre to see her like this.
I had no idea what was going through god’s head when he decided to create this woman, how he ever expected anyone to think straight or survive around him.
She leaned her face down to peck her lips, smiling. “My Alex.”
It took everything in me not to wheeze out the sound of my heart being choked. This shouldn’t be real.
I feel like I’m about to hyperventilate with everything that was leaving her mouth now. I couldn’t believe she was saying all these to me, not after how she acted earlier. I never thought she would say this but now that I’ve heard it, I don’t think I want to hear anything else.
I’m her Alex, in what way I don’t know but I didn’t care, it was enough for me because that’s all I need.
I push the thought away from my mind as quickly as it comes to my mind, when the urge to ask her if I get to keep her too flashes in front of me. I wasn’t ready for that answer.
As funny as it seems, I know she has me but I wasn’t sure I had her completely. I knew I could never disappear but I feared that she would.
I’ll still take whatever she was willing to give, I didn’t deserve it after all. I would take the crumbs and call it a loaf.
She kissed me slowly and released my wrist as she dragged her hands down my forearms. She went down my shoulders and my waist until she reached the material of my suit and pulled it off.
My breathing shallowed as she began to unbutton my shirt, only breaking the kiss to pull it off completely and threw it aimlessly before connecting hee lips back on mine again.
Her warm hands went everywhere at once, smoothing and palming over my exposed skin and every touch swirls the burning I always feel for her.
She wrapped her small hands around my jaw and held them firmly as she pulled her face back, switching from soft to sinister with a hungry flash behind his lidded eyes.
“I can’t tell you how I feel, words can’t express it.” She admitted, running her tongue over her swollen lower lip as she traces a sensuous look over my features.
The air in the room felt so heavy, like a thousand bricks. I was feeli so many things at once and I was this close to exploding.
She stared at me like she wanted to devour me and pick the remnants from her teeth with my bones. I don’t know if I was breathing correctly or I was holding my breath.
The heat radiating from her was too much, too much for me to handle.
She tensed her fingers around my jaw and tickled her fingers at my waist, unfastening my belt. She pulled them down, leaving me only in my briefs. I could do nothing but stare at her with wide eyes.
“But I want to show you.” She stated lowly, the promise in her voice washed over my body.
She leaned her face closer, keeping my eyes locked in hers, even with how intense it was, I couldn’t look away. I was locked in like I was under a spell.
“I want to make you feel a good as you make me feel on the inside, show you how crazy you make me.”
I swallowed harshly, my mouth felt so dry like I had not had a drop of water in centuries, like all the moisture had pulled to the tip of my cock. It was beginning to trobe in pain.
Her own breathing got heavier as she hovered her lips above me. “Can I do that for you love?, can you let me do that?.”
Love?!!..
How the fuck was did she expect me answer that question now?. This woman just melted my brain and expects me answer a question. Not a damn chance!.
My heart hitched in my throat as I tried to gulp it down. I nodded before I realized that I did and she squeezed my jaw, holding it firmly in place. She pinched my nipples abruptly causing me to jolt slightly as my eyes snapped wider.
“Yes or no, you’re going to need to use your words for this.” She demands slowly.
“Yes.” I responded with my voice tight.
“Good boy.” She purred. “This is just going to be about you.” She nipped on my lower lip as she hands returned to my nipples and played with them.
‘Good boy?. Cut the cameras please. I had never seen this side of Lily. It captivating yet strange. Still it was hot, really hot and I was enjoying every moment although I was trying my best to stay under her control, I desperately wanted to flip her over and fuck her ass till she screams my name and confess that she belongs to me and me alone.
But I guess I couldn’t have that… yet.
“Now stand.” She ordered.
I obliged and stood on my feet in just my briefs. I wished she would undressed so I could see her beautiful boobs but I guess I wasn’t in the position to make demands.
She went on her knees before me with her eyes locked on mine. There was something about her sensual movements and the way she looked at me from below.
“I’m going to make that body of yours sing for me Alex, until you can’t strip take it anymore.” She said with a promising look.
She was dominating but also subordinating at the same time. My insides was somersaulting my and spiraling because of her action.
I couldn’t help the moan that slipped out of my mouth when her pink plush lips wrapped around my dick.
Maybe it was because it had been while since I got sucked or but there was something very different with the way she used her tongue, so skillfully. If I didn’t know better I would think she had a few episodes in porn.
“Lily!.” I cried out as I exploded in her mouth. She licked my completely clean while staring into my soul, I got hard again just looking at her do that.
“You’ve had your fun princess.” I said pulling her up. “Now it’s my turn. You’re going to regret playing with me like that.”