Christian Wakes up with a a gasp as he did eh looked around the room that was dimly dark, it was the same dream as he had always seen himself.
What is going on, why do I keep having these dreams.
All the thought flooded through his soul that moment and all he could do was let himself settle into the moment, there was a feeling of Unease in his soul as he seemed very delusional at that moment he tried thinking but couldn’t get himself out of the entire situation that has made him near paranoid
Naked and all sweaty, he sat with a thud right there at the side of the bed.
The room was empty, void of any sound than that of his heart beat. At first thought he wondered where she was, he couldn’t bring himself to think about everthing that was happening at the moment.
Of all things that could be flickering through his mind, one seemed most paramount.
At that moment all that filled the room was a sense of squeaking silence that fell all around it like a hush, it fell over the room and he could feel his nostrils flare.
Annoyed at the entire fact that all of these was so much confusing that he couldn’t decide on anything he had made his way to the window, he looked out of the window for what like a minute, lost.
As he watched out as it breezed through the Vicinity, he gripped the edge of the window and with his fingers traces around it.
It was more surprising that the wood didn’t give way from the weight he was putting on it, nor did it break under the pressure.
Still deep in thought, he heard the sound of a knock and turned to see Myra walking in.
Myra had been the housekeeper and most times they had little or nothing to say to each other, it was confusing that she said nothing as well.
How’ver today seemed very much different, she had made her way to the room and was right there trying to eht settled for day.
“Good morning Sir.”She muttered in greeting.
As any other day, he was going to ignore her and walk out of the room but on second note he stalled at the door.
With steely eyes, he looks back the woman, at that minute he had a thousand questions running through his soul.
“Myra?”He turned to look at her inertly.”Am I Right?”
She shook her head affirmatively, in a way she was uncertain about what she wanted at that moment, she was thinking through the entire situation and didn’t know why he was calling her.
“What do you need?”When she was finally able to ask, it was with deep concern.
Most definitely he was unaware of how to ask or how to put the question as the entire event at the back of his soul seemed a bit paranoid.
Still he found his voice.”I want to have a conversation with you and I want it to be you know confidential.”
She nods her head slowly and listened intently, pushing the heavy weight of thoughts that was at the back of her mind aside. She would not let that get to her.
“Have you known her all your life?”
“She was your wife, that is all I know about her and you …I can’t stay too Much but you two have been here twice or so -”
As she spoke, she thought it was unusual for him to ask most of the questions, still she refuses to say more than she already did.
Her thoughts seemed to a whole lot more difficult, she couldn’t think or breath through the moment and it made her confused.
As it was there could have only one conclusion. He thought to himself still looking at hwr a bit unsettled.
He nodded.”is that all you know or you are still hiding something?”
She responded to the accusation, her voice a low, deep rumble that sent shivers up her spine
.
“i am not trying to hide anything, why would I do that?”
As she spoke she shook her head and seemed to sink into the entire situation, she was realizing that in the heat of the moment, she had spoken out of turn.
Christian continued.”Rest assured, that if you help me , I’d repay you in some way.”
“Sorry sir but my loyalty is not to be bought.”
Once she had herself under control, she looked again at the man, so far he was Still trying to break through whatever was at the back of her mind.
She peeked at him, through her fluttering eyelids to see if he has heard what she said.
As it was he was looking at her speculatively while his chest gave a loud thud frequently that
took away small comfort to know that most of those within hearing range would most definitely know she was fidgeting.
She could only hope that he did agree with the comment despite making out nothing.
Unfortunately, agreed -he was listening to Someone he don’t know and didn’t know how to address her.
“You may leave.”Nodding, a ghost of a smile passed over her lips at the way he spoke.
He was angry, she was Feeling his face growing red, as he stared at the floor and seethed, forcing himself to ask no further questions even as he walked out .
That woman was such a bitch! She knew what she was saying and it made him furious.
He tried to reassure himself that it was all planned, and he wanted he to speak, yet he may have sensed her distress.
He grabbed a stress ball on his way out and squeezing it comfortingly let it relief him.
If there was anything he wanted at that moment , it was get rid of the madness at thr back of his mind but how?
He was unaware of the entire situation as all he wanted to do was heal.
How could when he remembers nothing.