There were only two occasions she came in here, first was when she was down thinking about stuffs and the other was moment like this-
She still couldn’t get her mind off the look on his face, he had looked visibly angry right before he had walked out.
Laura gave a deep sigh as she walked out the apartment, she couldn’t get her mind over his reaction to what they had requested.
Surrounded by the quiet stillness of the vicinity she had succumbed to, she sat at the bottom of a fallen log of wood and looked around again, this time she let out deep sigh that came off her
own labored breathing.
She could feel every part of her heart hurting from what she could term as a distasteful feeling from deep inside her heart, she could feel everything hurting.
She’d completed what could be the most delicate matter in her heart at the moment, she did what felt like a herculean task by working herself into a position where she had her hand around the base of a tree.
She rested her head against it and took deep breaths in again. Now, as she leaned against the firmness of the trunk, she stopped her mind from sipping deeper into the blankness she was feeling deep in her soul.
In her mind she struggles against the waves of
blackness that threatened to possess her. The move had been excruciating and her immediate action had been to try taking out that feeling of annoyance that was creeping through her soul every moment.
She had gotten two calls from Rian and was thinking of how to get her mind over everything again.
She felt that urge to throw up and immediately she Couldn’t wait until the urge to vomit and faint had passed before rushing to the edge of the wood and throwing up.
She had no idea how she was going to get out of this all do this she had landed herself, she groaned as she took out her cell phone -her attempt to contact Rian was abortive, she could
tell her that he was probably annoyed at something but what it was she couldn’t tell at that moment.
It made it more annoying the fact that she saw the need to talk to him.
“Pick up your fucking phone.”She cussed.
She couldn’t bring herself to understand her plights and how she was going to deal with the situation at hand. The fact she was risking all of this made the situation more devastating than it already was –
She was seeking Christian out with her mind, in a way it had only resulted in a mere spark of sensation that may or may not have been him.
Regardless of what it was, it had left her all frozen out, she was quickly fizzled out leaving her feeling empty and alone once again.
Staring up at the sky, she watched as darkness slowly descended, she could feel that bit of jitters.
With the thought weighing down on her mind, her face had caught a woman walking closer to the shrub, she took out a cigarette and smoked slowly, the woman who was actually quite pretty had a bit of familiarity to her.
The Woman turned and she could see who it was.”Antonia!”She grimaced.
She might have seen her just once but she could tell at first glance that it was her .
“What is she doing out here?”She asked herself again.
She is mused, letting her mind drift away
from the look of shock that was going that shot through her with every breath.
If she was back then she must be up to something.
She took out her phone and took two quick shots, she saw a man walk up to her and looked puzzled as she snapped again.
She saw her get the ash out of the cigarette and walk away-
*******
She arrives home with the thought of everything still surging at the back of her mind, she let l herself in, her jaw dropped when she found Riley sleeping on the sofa as she walked into the room… she is confused about the entire situation and grunted in an unusual manner at the fact that Rian was not anywhere around the room, she was even more pissed at Riley In a funny way-
“Come one getup where are the boys?”She asked.
“Just put them to sleep.”Riley grumbled as she got herself up .
“And Rian?”She shouldn’t be concerned but at that moment she was In a funny way.
She didn’t say too much, she merely shrugged after she was informed about his whereabouts before strolling away-
She was soon sitting in the kitchen sipping a fresh cup of coffee and watching Riley gather her stuff. Riley could tell there was something about her mood.
“Are you fine?”She had asked, her curiosity untainted.
The mug was warm in her hands, then ran her mind through everything that had happened again.
Riley was made of questions, she had a lot she wanted to ask but all she did was yawn and check her watch again.
“Sorry for making you miss the party.”Laura apologized.
“It was worth it, this was much better than having to be there with those men, I had Rhy at my trail before your call came in.”
Riley smiles, In her dream world, she could see both come walking in and drawing her into a deep embrace as they kiss, she thought to herself who she most definitely would have preferred, was it Damien or a much softer and richer Rhys .
She could picture them as they nuzzle her neck and trail their warm lips along her jaw until their mouths met in a slow, warm kiss.
She soon realized that she was standing there of too long –
While she had smiled at the thought and let her eyes drift shut, cherishing the picture and how it felt imprinted deep in the core of her mind.
She must have drifted off, as it took Laura having to call her name before she became aware of her surroundings.
“Riley.”she grimaced.
She didn’t say a word but merely smiled as she made her way out.
***
She watched her leave and again all that filled her mind were christian again.-Damn him for being so shitty and rude!
Her anger started to grow. If only she could change the hands of time she would certainly do a lot of things, she should have listened to her guts.
Running her fingers through her hair, she realized that the temperature must have risen, she unzipped her jacket, closing her eyes and relishing the feeling of the cool air as it hit her overheated body.
She heard a movement and turned to see, Rian was standing right there with a glow in his eyes.
“What?”How did you get in?”