LUCAS’S POV.
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My heart drowned in regrets, sorrow, and misery as I watched her run away. I had expected more than a slap from her, I had expected her to shout and yell angrily for all that I’ve done to her, to see nothing but hatred in her eyes for me instead she was hurt and piqued.
I’ve been growing strange feelings and emotions for her, I wanted to tell her about the case of Lola sooner but I was glad she asked.
I liked her… and it took me a while to realize that. She will be mine and mine alone.
I know she won’t forgive me that easily but I won’t give up, I just need to give her time and I promise to make it up to her.
I slumped on the sand, my heart still grieving as I laid my back on the sand staring at the sky.
I’ve been lying on the sand for some minutes before I heard footsteps. I sat up and saw Jenny coming towards me as I groaned internally.
She was on a loose white shirt that reached above her mid-thigh as she let her long caramel hair on the loose while the wind blew them.
“Hey, baby! Here you are!” She cooed as she sat on the sand moving closer to me.
“What do you want?” I asked dryly gazing into her dark eyes.
“C’mon, I’ve been searching everywhere for you, Ben said you’ll be here,” She pouted leaning closer to me while I arched a brow at her.
I internally cursed Ben for letting her know where I was when he quite knows I’ve been trying to avoid her like plague.
“I want to be left alone,” I said in a curt tone as I faced the ocean.
“I’m not leaving,” She said stubbornly when I realized how close she was to me.
“We haven’t had sex in a long time now,” She tried to say sexily as she placed her hands on my shoulder.
‘Yeah, that’s because I lost interest in every girl when I tasted Camilla in my room,” I smirked in my head.
I didn’t respond to her as I stared at the sea, I could take her down now and fuck all the bitterness I’m having right now in that cunt of hers.
She pushed me to the sand as she hovered over me.
“Jenny,” I snapped glaring at her as she places her hands on my chest.
“Shhhh! Let’s just enjoy this moment,” She smirked as her hand reached my member and grabbed them tightly making me groan.
She unbuttoned her shirt with her free hand realizing she was nude and not wearing anything.
She started stroking me through my short while I just left her to do whatever she’s was doing.
She smashed her lips on mine, her small breast grazing on my chest but I felt nothing.
She deepened her kiss as our tongues fondled roughly against each other as my hand wrapped tightly against her hair I pressed her head closer to mine as I nibbled on her thin lips but no single course of sensation flowed through me.
What’s wrong with me?
I flipped her over to the sand and hovered on her as I dragged the shirt away from her exposing her finally while she removed mine too and fling it away as she rubbed my chest.
I gazed at her as she breathed with swollen lips as she smiled slightly, without thinking I slammed my lips fiercely on her as she dug her nails into my skin making her moan lightly but I still felt nothing.
It was as if I was kissing out of frustration.
I broke the kiss and stood up as I brushed my hair off my face panting.
“Baby! What’s wrong?” Jenny purred as she crawled on all fours getting closer to me.
She knelt standing erect as her hands held the waistband of my shorts while she smirked at me.
She pulled it down in a go as my long shaft stared at her with no effect.
She looked kind of disappointed, I wasn’t hard for her and this was killing me.
“Baby, you’re not hard for me,” She pouted disappointed at me as she grabbed my cock and press the tip of my head on her tongue which she was sticking out.
“Bitch!” I growled as my hand tangled around her hair tightly as I guided my dick into her mouth with my other hand while I thrust slowly into her mouth.
She sucked me off as I started getting aroused breathing guttural.
“Yes, take it all bitch,” I growled riding her mouth as my cock hit the back of her throat.
She gasped her for air as her nails delve into my thigh as she held onto me for support.
She teased her tongue around my shaft as my hips jerked up but nothing was building up in me.
I withdrew my cock from her mouth as she places her hand on my dick stroking up and down while her other hand teased my balls at the same time.
“You like that don’t you,” She smirked but I said nothing as I watched her take it back into her mouth and deepened it till it reached the back of her throat as she gagged.
I thrust my hips forward and she moaned releasing my cock as she coughed smiling softly as she took a small pack from her pocket tearing it.
‘What a slutty girl?’ I smirked in my mind as I watched her wore the light material against my dick.
I pushed her to the ground and widened her legs, kissing her was boring, her scent was so much different from Camilla and I wasn’t intoxicated a bit so I just slammed my member into her as she moaned out grasping my shoulder.
I began thrusting hard and fiercely showing her no mercy as she drooled in her own world and desires.
“Yes!” She moaned loudly as I ride her little pussy.
I grunted as I held her hip bone and pulled them to me while I plunged deeply into her making her scream as I felt her walls tightened around me.
“Yes! Oh, Yes!” She moaned loudly as her body tensed up with desires.
I felt nothing still, it was different from when I just kiss Camilla alone.
The electrifying sparks, the desires, everything I always felt for Camilla when I’m around her but it was all gone.
Fuck! Why am I even thinking about her now?
My mind was cloudy as images of Camilla’s face flashed through my mind.
“Camilla!” I muttered before I realized whose name I mentioned making me still as I slowed my pace in Jenny.
“Camilla?” She asked staring at me as I withdrew from her as she grabbed her shirt and covered herself immediately while I picked my shorts and wore them.
“How can you mention her name when we’re having sex?” She asked bitterly sitting up as I gazed at her.
“This was a mistake in the first place,” I fired back as I turned to leave.
“Lucas! You love her, don’t you?” She asked hurtfully and I could feel her boiling with anger.
Without answering I grabbed my shirt from the sand and walked away from her going back to the hotel, leaving her alone on the beach to answer that question herself.
Maybe, I do have something more than love for her.
“Camilla, What have you done to me?” I groaned lowly as I made my way to the room.
She has occupied my mind in almost everything.
Day and night, she’s the only thing I think of in my mind.