Chapter 45 Recharging

Book:The Surging Of Love Published:2024-5-1

His fingertips trembled as he held her shoulder. His breathing was disordered, and he was disconcerted.
Rachel couldn’t hold her tear from raging. After all, this man said her tears were cheap and he wouldn’t care about her crying anyway.
And why should she care?
Rachel’s eyes started tearing up. She gave him a miserable smile saying that, “I don’t want that nothingness of yours. I just want a family. I want my families to love me.”
Ewan sneered sarcastically with rage, “You’re more afraid of losing the man you love, aren’t you?”
Rachel didn’t understand the meaning of his words. She was startled and silenced.
Ewan looked up at the ceiling, feeling intense pain in his heart, and he couldn’t breathe. He slightly opened his mouth to take a deep breath. He felt pain all over his body as like being poisoned.
Rachel was still silent. Ewan eased a moment and looked straight into her red eyes. He roared, “Marry me! Then I will be your family. If that’s not enough, we can have some children. Anything else you want, I will give you!”
Rachel’s eyes were filled with tears. Every word Ewan said etched in her heart.
She finally burst into tears. She had lost her mind and blurted out, “I want your heart! Are you giving it to me too?”
Ewan grasped her hand and pressed it close against his chest. He growled, “Here’s my heart, take it ……”
Rachel was heartbroken, tears racing down her face. Ewan had thrown a wobbly. Every word and action of Ewan scared her to tremble.
Her hands were being pressed tightly against his chest. She could feel his heart pounding.
She was afraid as she didn’t know if Ewan’s words were truth or just him being impetuous at the moment.
Ewan suddenly held her wrist and dragged her towards the coffee table in the room. She stumbled a few steps to catch him up.
Before she could react, Ewan picked up a fruit knife and placed it in her hand. She was shocked, and her body was trembling, tears streaming down her face.
Ewan held her wrist and placed the knife against his chest, saying: “Is it that you want my heart? Beneath here! Is it that after cutting open my chest and giving you my heart, you won’t divorce me?”
Rachel was so frightened that the knife was off and pinged on the floor. Her fingers were trembling. Her body was so weak that she was about to fall. Her shoulders were also shaking as she sobbed.
Ewan was going crazy.
He would go crazy because of this woman sooner or later.
His heart had always belonged to her and never changed. He had made it this far. What more did she want from him?
His heart was tired and shattered.
Ewan slowly let go of her shoulders. All of his anger instantly turned into sorrow and even his strength disappeared. He asked softly and disappointedly, “What else do you want? The stars, or the moon?”
Rachel lowered her head, tears dripping onto the floor. She shook her head, not daring to speak anymore.
She knew that Ewan’s anger was out of control. She didn’t know what would happen next if she angered him any further.
Ewan took a deep breath, tilted his head up, and cleared the tears in his eyes. His voice became hoarse as he said, “I’ll say this for the last time. If you want to divorce, either you die, or I die.”
Rachel cried in grief and could barely say a word. She was so confused that she couldn’t think properly.
Then suddenly, a shadow lifted her up into the air unexpectedly.
She didn’t even have the time to react when being held by Ewan’s strong and sturdy arms. He turned her around and had her pressed up against the curtains of the balcony window. She was held up with her feet off the ground.
“Hmm.”
She was muddled.
Ewan kissed Rachel’s lips unapprised with his sturdy body pressed against hers.
Rachel’s long lashes that were still dripping with tears touched Ewan’s face as his face leaned towards hers.
Ewan closed his eyes tightly and tasted her warm moist lips. Rachel could feel his breath right on her cheeks.
She was stunned.
Rachel’s heart was beating very fast. She couldn’t believe that this man was kissing her right now.
She was so scared as she reacted and pushed away Ewan. She struggled as hard as she could to get away from him.
“Hmm ……”
But the man was too strong, locking her tightly.
Rachel’s head was blank. There was no way she could get away from him. She slowly gave up struggling and closed her eyes.
Ewan pried her lips open with his tongue and protruded in.
He was rude and fervent, sucking on her tongue and lips until they were swollen.
Rachel struggled to push away Ewan. She couldn’t breathe and was suffocating, feeling like she was going to die.
Ewan didn’t intend to let her go.
The first time when he kissed her secretly was so sweet.
At this moment, he was addicted to her lips.
Her sweetness had driven him crazy. He wanted to have her and kiss her till the end of the world.
Rachel couldn’t stand it anymore. She struggled hard until he stopped kissing her unwillingly.
Ewan pressed his head against her forehead. They gasped as they were feeling shortness of breath.
Ewan was squinting at Rachel’s blushing cheeks with tears on them. She was shy and had her eyes closed tightly. Her long eyelashes were moist, and her lips were slightly swollen after the kissing.
Ewan calmed down and realized he was kissing too rough.
Both of them were getting hotter as they held each other firmly.
Rachel’s feet were still off the ground, lifted up by Ewan. Their bodies were closely sealed together.
After Rachel caught her breath, she pursed her lips, still feeling a little pain in them. She could still feel Ewan’s breath within her lips.
Rachel didn’t dare to look into Ewan’s eyes. She asked indignantly, “Why did you kiss me?”
Ewan slowly placed her down as he whispered to her.
“Recharging. I’m trying to find some strength.”
Rachel’s whole body went soft and she nearly fell down as she just touched the ground. Her hands quickly held onto Ewan’s chest.
Ewan gripped Rachel’s waist and held her tightly in his hands as he was afraid that she would slip.
Rachel slapped him once she had maintained balance.
A loud and clear slap sounded. The slap on Ewan’s face wasn’t painful at all as her strength was little. She was kissed until her whole body became limp and couldn’t exert any force.
But this slap was also the most painful as his weakest spot – his heart, was hurt deep inside.
Ewan touched her cheek and gave a bitter smile while gazing at Rachel frivolously.