Ashley Brooklyn
I finally let my tears flow immediately after he left the room, my legs feels shaky as they wobble on the floor, I couldn’t stand anymore, slowly I held onto the bed as I lowered on it
Different thoughts were running through my mind,
“Why is he suddenly like this?”
His words are so hurting, so heartbreaking that for the first time in years I was forced to judge my actions. Damn I’ve been through hell, he has no right to judge me
“He’s nobody” I yelled in tears, clinging onto the sheet,
“He’s nobody to judge me” These were the words I continued to whisper to myself. I was in pain,
“He’s a monster, he has no conscience” I screamed, not minding if I’m alone or not.
My heart has been smashed to pieces, my hopes have been shattered
How could I have thought that a client would ever love a stripper like me, once again he showed me he’s like others, just after my body and nothing else
I coiled myself in a bun, I used a stripper but he didn’t have to rub it on my face, he already had me wrapped up in his fingers. I can’t even leave even if I want to, I’m already helplessly in love with him
Yes…I know it’s crazy but that’s the real truth, I’ve fallen so hard that I’m starting to get scared of myself if this continues. Maybe I have hope of meeting him again, that’s why I never bothered to take after pills.
I cried till I couldn’t cry anymore. My tears had dried up as the only thing I could do was hiccup, it was already ten pm and he’s not yet home. I was getting worried. I know I’m angry with him but that does not mean I want to see him in danger.
I was about to climb down from the bed and go look for him, when suddenly I started to hear laughter. The next minute the door opened showing Nicklaus with a lady dressed decently.
My heart sank in pain, as I watch Nicklaus observe my mood
“Is he doing this on purpose?” I ask my inner self
“Nicklaus I was getting worried,” I said moving closer to him, he stopped me halfway with a raise of his left hand
“Babe you’re the best” The lady smiled and pecked his cheek
I sighed, as I glare at the bitch
“Get out,” Nicklaus said, and just like a bell it rang in my head so many times
“What??” I ask to make sure I heard him right
“Fucking stop acting like a wife, you and I know you’re a bitch, now get out!!” He ordered with his deep cold voice making me flinch back in fear
My tears were drawing close, but I fought them back, not ready to show my weakness in front of a stranger,
“I was here worried sick of you, and all you could do is to insult me…!” I fired back with gritted teeth
“Stop trying to fit in where you did not belong” He fired back
“I never asked for any of this, you forced me remember?”
“You had a chance”
“You gave me none, Nicklaus Baldwin none…!!” I warned him raising my pinky finger
“You left yourself to get pregnant cause you want to tame me with it, well newsflash you can’t”
You’re unbelievable” I groaned walking out of the room angrily.
I could hear the lady’s laughter. I went into the next room and slumped down on the bare floor after closing the door and let my tears flow. The next minute all I heard was their moans, skin slapping, his mighty thrust…. the watching of sheets I couldn’t take it anymore, I pulled the door open and ran out.
I ran to the living room and sat on the couch, I hugged my knees to my chest. It’s been a long whole day, just one day, and it’s been like this, how much more can I take in….
“Hello dear?” I heard a voice beside me and turned to see a lady in her mid-fifties seating beside me
“Hi” I greeted back
“I’m Nany proller”
“I’m Ashley”
“I know already” She smiled with her old dimple making her look elegant
“You are beautiful” I voiced out unknowingly
“Awww…. thanks you are beautiful too” She giggled happily like a child, making me blush
“You know Nicklaus has never made a lady sleep over in his house, he has never signed a contract with his numerous flings though none got pregnant,” She said staring deep into my eyes
“Why are you telling me this” I sighed not understanding her
“He might try to fool anyone, I’ve been his nanny since he was a kid he can’t fool me”
“What are you saying?” I ask
“He likes you”
I don’t know but I burst out in laughter, I was laughing out tears,
“You sure don’t know what you’re saying” I muttered slowly
“Come here” She opens her arms wide for me to embrace, and without thinking I jump into her arms, I think I’ve been needing that since today,
I felt so safe and at home in her arms, I tighten my arms around her and laid my head on her shoulder, liking the feeling of her arms, the darkness of her body, I suddenly felt like she’s the mother I never had
”It’s going to be fine” She whispered stroking my hair
“The pain is too much, he has no conscience” I whispered back
“Give him time”
“What if he doesn’t change?”
“Trust me, he will I know him”
“He’s been through a lot, you have to give him time, don’t shout while he’s talking…embrace him, I think that will calm him down,” She said
“I hope so” I muttered as my eyes felt
Heavy
“Sleep” She whispered and just like I’ve been waiting for that command, I slept off forgetting all my worries, sleeping away my pain and heartbreaks, forget Nicklsus for a moment