“Really?” My voice was full of excitement because I finally talked to Ervic and he said that he will be coming home next week. I am so excited to meet him. Even though he is a devil, I miss him too much. “Isn’t that a scam?”
[“Nope, I’m just fixing things that need to be fixed here and then I will go home to meet you and my niece.”]
“I thought you were still in the Philippines. Then I will know that you are already working in Korea.” I scolded but he just laughed at me. “You feel bad, huh! It’s a dimwit. I still thought we were BFFs, but you didn’t tell me that you left the country.”
[“Sorry, Daze. I know you’re busy catching up with your brother.”] And he even accompanied it with laughter.
“Stupid!”
[“Don’t be mad. Everything is fine now.”]
“Even so, I almost went crazy because I had nothing to say. If only you were here, but you left me. It’s a good thing your brother came to the rescue because otherwise, I might be dead.”
[“I know that brother will not abandon you. He’s always watching you secretly so I know you will be ok with him. Anyway, I heard that you are ok! Being Mrs. is completely complete.”]
“Yeah, although he hasn’t said ‘I love you’ to me yet, we’re okay. As in it’s ok and he said that I’m his. I’m so thrilled, Ervic.”
[“Just wait and it will tell.”]
“I’ve been looking forward to this for more than a decade, am I going to give up now? We’re ok and that’s the important thing, I can wait for another decade for that I love you.”
[“I am happy for you, Daze.”] I frowned because of the way he said it. He said he was happy but his voice was sad.
“Are you really happy? Why do you sound sad? I guess you don’t want me to be your sister-in-law.” I laughed out loud because of what I said, but no one responded. “Hey!”
[“Sorry, what did you say?”]
“I said you don’t seem happy for me.”
[“I’m happy, just a little emotional because finally, you’re in it. So, I’ll see you when I get home. You owe a lot of stories.”]
“Sure.”
[“I miss you, Daze. I miss you so much.”]
“I miss you, too. Labyu.”
[“I love you too—– more than you’ll ever know.”]
“I know, oh bye and your niece woke up.” I hung up and immediately went to my beautiful daughter’s crib because she looked just like her father.
“The baby is awake.” I took her from the crib and immediately loaded him. My daughter is only eleven months old but she is already very heavy. “Mommy is talking to your uncle, don’t tell your daddy that I told you that your uncle is gay, ok?” My daughter chuckles as if she understood me.
“He like your uncle Dylan. I think he thought your uncle Dylan was going to hit him. But even if your uncle Ervic is gay. I love him, as in, because he did nothing but understand me even though she always blocked me, he and your godmother Celestine is flirtatious. Hey! Don’t imitate them when you grow up! I will really strangle you with the strap of your daddy’s rubber shoes.” And she laughed and cupped my face.
I kissed my daughter and sighed.
“Sorry baby, huh? Sorry, for what mommy almost did to you before. Mommy went crazy thinking about how to raise you properly and how to monitor you. I was afraid that I might not be worth it to be your mom. I didn’t think you needed to. That as you grow you need guidance. I didn’t think that there really isn’t a perfect mommy in the world because everyone makes mistakes. The only thing there is a mommy who is worth it and can do everything for her child. And that’s me because I love you so much and I will do everything for you.”
I wipe my tears because I remember what I did before. But it’s not like before that my mind wanders when I remember that now I’m calm. I accepted the part that was my fault for my daughter. The first sin and I have to pay. And I can only pay by taking care of her.
My phone suddenly rang so I picked it up. I saw Enrique call so I immediately answered.
“Hi!”
[“Did I disturb you?”] he asked immediately.
“No, I’m carrying Ixora and I just woke up.”
[“I called you earlier and the line was busy.”]
“Ah, I’m talking to your brother.”
[“I see, I talk with him too.”]
“Oh! He told me he would come home here.”
[“Did he say anything else?”]
“Nothing, aside from he misses me, and I’m his love. You know we’ve been best BFFs since high school and it’s normal for us to say that.” Because your brother is gay. I would like to add that.
[“Ok, how’s Ixora?”]
“Baby, Daddy asked how are you?” But I think this is my daughter’s minion and what she said is I cannot understand. “She said he’s ok and you love her,” I said.
[“I love her more. Dande, I want to ask you something?”] I frowned because of what he said.
“What’s that?”
[“What is the first computer virus in the Philippines?”]
“Huh?”
[“I said, what is the first computer virus in the Philippines?”]
“I do not know. What do I care about that virus? Covid virus I know.”
[“Can you search it for me?”]
“Why, isn’t there internet in your office?”
[“We have, but I want to make sure I searched correctly. I want to know yours too. Is it OK?”]
“Am I also going to have a problem with a computer virus?”
[“Please.”]
“Okay, okay.”
[“Thanks, baby girl.”]
This guy is crazy. The virus will just be passed on to me. I’ve already been infected with the flirtatious virus as well as a computer virus, I’ll think about it.
I fed Ixora and then changed her clothes. I put my daughter first and then we went out to bond. Everywhere we got here at the Hacienda. You really thought he understood what I was teaching.
While we were walking around the hacienda, I noticed that my daughter had helped. We just went back to the mansion so I could lay my son down properly and put her in the crib.
When I put her down, I stretched my hand. My shoulder hurt from carrying my daughter. Because she’s babbling. I looked at the clock and noticed that it was almost five so I cleaned the room first. I removed the clutter from the bed and also from near my daughter’s crib.
When everything was fine, I looked at my daughter and it looked like he was still sleeping soundly so I took a towel to shower. Only half-body because I got hot outside earlier.
I was only there for a few minutes and when I came out Enrique was there looking at my daughter. I hugged him to greet him.
“Hi, you’re here—-” But he just passed me and left. Did he ignore me?
“Enrique?” But he didn’t answer because he went straight to the walk-in closet and came out already dressed.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” I faced him who was just staring at me.
“You just talked to my brother, you forgot about me.”
“Huh? What are you saying?”
“I ask you to search for me the first computer virus in the Philippines. But you didn’t respond.”
“Pfft!” I laugh making him frown. “You ignore me because of that? You can search for that.”
“See, you didn’t care about my feelings.” Then he turned and left me to go out.
“Here he is. Hey!” I couldn’t follow out because I just finished. What’s wrong with that fucking virus? “Enrique.” But he disappeared from my sight because he left the room.
I took my phone and searched for that fucking computer virus. That’s the devil. He has a phone, he has internet, and then I’m going to have problems?
‘What is the first computer virus in the Philippines?’
“Ow!” I looked at the door that my husband took me out of and then smiled. Oh well, I am thrilled, and my vagina as well. Chezzy is also silly and too cliché. There is another trick like this.
Later, I will give you a blowjob ala Daze even if only half fits in my mouth. I will pamper you and let you do whatever you want even if I am crippled by your screw. Thrill! The cheesy. My body itch because of him.