From the day Enrique and I became ok, he has been super sweet to me. I am so happy and I feel like I am the happiest girl in the whole world. I am the most blessed of all because the man that I love, loves me too. Who doesn’t? If you have had a dream for a long time, then it has become yours. Dimwit!
But wait, did he love me? He hasn’t told me that he loves me yet. Maybe later I just assumed he loved me and then that was just care. But I think—-yes, he loves me too. But I think deep inside he really loves me too. He hasn’t even said it yet but that’s how I feel.
I reached out my hand to hug him but he wasn’t by my side. I slowly got up and looked around the room but I didn’t see him which surprised me. I thought he slept well because last night he bombarded me. He has great stamina for sex, he pulls me every other day, then overnight.
He said he was recovering from several years of being dry. Why is it my fault? Did he just dry up? I feel like he’s leaving his mushroom inside me and he’s still scratching my stomach. Oh my god. I am always wet when I think of his shaft.
“Enrique?” Where is that? “Enrique?”
“Ow, are you awake?” I sat up on the bed when he entered the room.
“Where have you been?” It’s 2 am so I wonder where he came from and what he did.
“I take meds outside. My first aid kit is empty here.” Then he sat on the bed.
“Medicine, why? Does anything hurt?” I have a worried question.
“Yeah, I have a bit of a headache. But I’m ok. I’m just sleep-deprived because you make me so happy. I can even do it if you let me.”
“Stop there, you’re horny.”
“You had a good time.”
“Tse!” But he just laughed at me. “Does your head feel like it’s splitting open?”
“Slight, but as I said, don’t mind me.”
“Ah, your head looks like it’s being split open?” I saw the seriousness on his face.
“Yeah.”
“The split still seems open with a head.” I was surprised when Enrique burst out laughing. I literally gasped slightly in shock because of the loudness of his laughter. “Hey! Are you an addict?”
He sat next to me and I was just surprised when he suddenly touched me so I lay down. He lay on top of me but didn’t give all his strength.
“You’re naughty, I love it.” And he kissed me.
“Am I good at joking?”
“Yeah, but you’re better at moaning and squirming.” He spread my legs so I could feel his length rubbing against me.
“Enrique, aren’t you tired yet? How long have you been claiming me? We just finished a while ago, this juice of yours is even oozing out.”
“I don’t get tired when I come to you. I have more here and I want to fill you in. If only I wasn’t in control, I’d like to do it every night.”
“Every night?” My eyes widened because of what he said.
“Every night, five positions in one night.”
“Are you stupid? Do you want to pierce my intestines? Have mercy on my little pussy.”
“Exactly, if you only knew how I restrain myself when I wake up easily and see your body. Damn, Dande, I want to eat you while you sleep.”
“What are you, a cannibal?” I asked laughingly.
He slides and then lays down next to me. He pulled me closer to him and then hugged me. I feel his warm body covering mine. He hugged me so well and I could feel the warmth of his body. I love this, and I feel secure.
“Thank you.” Later he said.
“Thank you for what?”
“For giving me the best gift ever, my daughter Ixora. And also for loving me and staying with me.”
“You’re the only one who doesn’t trust me.”
“I’m sorry for that.”
“But you know, Enrique, I no longer hoped that we would be.” He frowned because of what I said.
“What do you mean? That you almost gave up on me?”
“Yes. When I got pregnant. I will not bother you anymore because I am happy that I have a child with you. And I don’t plan to say that Ixora is your daughter either. If I didn’t think that my family would reject me or that my daddy might hit me if something happened to my mommy, I would say that I got pregnant because I had a one-night stand.”
“What?”
“Hmph.” I nodded. “I will not ask your brother to marry me but plan to file an annulment later. I can stand on my daughter so it’s ok for me to be a single parent. I’m really only thinking about Mommy because I know she will faint from anger if I said that. You know that’s conservative.”
“And until when are you planning to hide her from me?”
“Well, not as much as I want. Forever and ever.” I saw him hold his forehead and avoided going straight to the bed. But also turned to face me.
“Can you do that?”
“I already did.”
“Well——-you’re right.” He seems to have forgotten that I asked him to marry his brother, and I said that he was not related.
“How did you know that Ixora is your daughter? I mean, why did you think of getting DNA.”
“Father instinct, the leap of blood. When Ervic, left I started thinking why it was so easy for him to give you up. He loves you since then and that was the reason why I’m avoiding you too because I don’t want to hurt my brother.”
Pfft, I wanted to laugh at what he said. Maybe he’s basing on the closeness we have so he said that. If he only knew that his brother was fantasizing about my big brother, he would surely cry in annoyance.
“Just then I thought that maybe the one you are pregnant with is not his child because he leave you. I thought it might be me, because of what happened to us first. But I don’t really remember that I fired inside and I know you never went inside so I’m sure I’m not the father. When you said you were leaving here because Ixora was not Locsin—-I wanted to hurt you.”
“You want to hurt me?”
“Yes, not because you tricked me, not because you used us—-but because I lost hope of holding you as mine. I love her as a child even though I know she is only my niece and because of my feelings for you. Then I will know that he is not my blood relation. It hurts me like hell and wanted to kill everyone who wants to mess with me just so I can vent my anger.”
“Did you change your view of her when you found out she was not related to you?”
“No, I loved her more because I felt sorry for her. Moreover, you said you don’t know her father. I don’t want her to be miserable and grow up without a biological father. That’s why I didn’t allow you to leave because I want her to be my daughter forever. And to answer your question about DNA——I just thought. I know there are many blood matches even though they are not related. But my daughter Ixora prevailed over me. Because first, because I know you’re dead to me, second, I know you’d rather hurt me than hurt others, and lastly, I know you’d rather be with no one else than me.”
“You’re so arrogant!” But he only gave me a laugh.
“The reason why I left after something happened to us is because I can’t look at you. When I woke up you were naked and hugging me—–damn, Dande. I feel like I want to bore you and possess you again and again. I want to sweep you away and lock you up to make you a bed slave because every part of your body invites me to touch and lick. But I don’t want to abuse so I left immediately and maybe I won’t be able to control myself and destroy you badly that night alone.”
“I failed at the hospital by chance. If that’s the one time I haven’t been able to walk for a week, what more if you over-use me.”
“Sorry, Dande.” I saw the sadness in his eyes that surprised me.
“For?”
“First, because I’m big. I know that every time we did it, you always felt pain after. And second, sorry for hurting you back then, and for leaving you after I got you.”
“No worries, it’s okay that you’re big. That’s the way it is. I want it like that because I’m used to it. The important thing is that we are ok and you accept me as your wife.”
“Half, half of my life, Dande. Not just a wife but a life partner.”
“Enrique, I have a question.”
“Spill it, baby girl.”
“Is your dick normal or did you enlarge it?”
“What?”
Fuck, every time he laughs it’s surprising. Suddenly it gets stronger.
“What’s so funny?”
“The words you used?”
“Ah, because I got used to my brother speaking rudely. Anyway, is that natural? You didn’t use anything?”
“Nope, inborn.”
“Why big? What I see in the picture is not like that.”
“Picture?”
“Yes, the ones that Celestine showed me, they are quite long and big but yours is the biggest.”
“What the—-”
“Oh don’t be angry, I only saw and touched you personally and nothing else.”
“Really?”
“Yup. So, how did it grow like that? Because it’s lurking.”
“My dad told me when I was young they called me mola because of the size of my shaft. It’s already big just born. Urban legend says maybe because of conception. My mom loves to watch the horse dick when she was pregnant with me and my dad loves to eat soup with horse dick. I think it’s what they call soup number 5. I am not sure.”
“It’s good to be white, if you become black, it’s scary. Like the dick of Black Americans. What size is that?”
“Oh come on, Dande, why do you keep asking about my shaft? Let’s put it inside so you can measure it. Hold it so you can measure it.”
“Asshole.”
“Kidding.”
“What is it, tell me.”
“Fourteen or with half the length. Not sure, just like that. The girth is 7 dia.”
“Inches?”
“Yes, it’s too small to choose.”
“Devil! That’s why it really hurts. Fortunately, I’m getting used to it.”
“You should, so when you get used to it we can do it every night, every day, and every hour.”
“Crazy head.” And we laughed together.
“But believe me, Dande, you are the only one who can fully accept me. No one can take me fully. But you—you’re fucking deep and you can take all of me. Full, full.”
“Oh that’s right, and maybe you’ll be stubborn again. Then it only meant one thing, we’re meant to be.
“Yeah, you’re really only for me. Dande.”
“Hmph.”
“I promise to take care of you.” I looked up and our eyes met. “No-I won’t let you go no matter what. No one can take you from me. I will fight you to death. Either I die or I can kill. As long as you are mine.”
“Enrique.”
“I will always be your knight in shining armor. I will protect you at all costs. You can’t get hurt anymore because I’m here to protect you.” And he kissed me on the lips so I closed my eyes. When our lips parted we stared into each other’s eyes.
“Just me, Dande. I can only hold and kiss you. I only have the right to you. I want to hear it from you.”
“Only you, you will always be my Kisa. I am all yours.” He smiled and ran towards me.
“Damn, I can’t help it, one more thing, before we go to sleep. We will fill your mattress.”
“Enri-” But I couldn’t do anything because he had already entered me. It’s still slippery because of his juice inside me earlier. He fell on top of me. Devil!