I think I am awake all day and night. I can hardly stand up anymore and even though the gay who wandered around me constantly, even Celestine, I didn’t go with them. And here is the gay, he couldn’t stand it and went to see me.
“It’s a miracle that you didn’t wander for a few days. You don’t go to the mansion anymore and you don’t tease my brother. Don’t you love my brother anymore?”
“I don’t want to go out.” My only answer because I’m not in the mood to talk.
“Why?” He sat on the bed and told me.
“Why? Because you don’t care.”
“Oh, that’s it, ok bye. Gotta go.”
“Go back here you gay.” I threw Ervic a pillow when he was about to leave my room. This pussy is too sensitive, you think it’s not a man. “You’re just making me feel worse.
“You don’t want me here, right? Well, I’m leaving.”
“One more step. Our friendship is over.”
“You can’t stand me either, can you?”
“Probably, you’re the only one I’m crazy about. Come back here.”
“TSS.” He stepped forward and came closer to me and sat back on my bed. “What is happening to you?” He held my forehead and clung to me completely.
“I think I’m going to die. Lately, I feel tired every morning. I don’t feel like going out or going anywhere.”
“You just don’t have a bath. Get up there and take a bath.”
“Me, Am I stupid as you?”
“Wow!” But I held her hand and then hugged her.
“Gay I want to eat hares.”
“Hares?” he asked while I had a sad face.
“Yes, hares, as in wheat.”
“Are you crazy or are you really crazy? Where can I find hares in the Philippines? Travel to the middle east and eat there.” I feel sad. I don’t know why, but I’ve been craving hares for a few days now.
“Just spaghetti,” he said.
“Hares indeed, spaghetti is far from hares. I want wheat, then you will give me pasta.”
“Well, you do it because you are the one who wanted to eat. Watch a cooking show on how to do it.”
“Just cook for me, you know how to do it, don’t you?”
“Am I the one to eat? Whoever wants to eat should cook.”
“You ugly companion.”
“You’re craving is ugly. Anyway, you want Dylan’s coffee. It’s one of your favorites. Right?” I only made him suffer because I was annoyed. I really want whatever is given to me.
“You do not want?” he asked. I still have pity on my face. But it seems that gay doesn’t love me anymore because he is putting up with me. After I cuddled him for a few days, he couldn’t give me what I wanted. “You really don’t want to?”
“Fine.” I’m still a little upset but I don’t have any choice.
“Good.” Ervic stood up and then went out. I heard him calling. It looks like he called Coffee Code because I heard he ordered two cups of Dylan. I just didn’t understand him and I just lay down.
I haven’t been able to drink Dylan’s coffee for a few days because I can’t go out and I’m really lazy to act. Since I felt my body cramping, I couldn’t go out and I was just here in the room. I can hardly stand up in bed anymore.
My body is not bad because I don’t have a fever. My body doesn’t hurt either. It seems I’m just lazy. You know the feeling that you are always tired and you always have no appetite. I’m always sleepy. I just feel that way and I don’t know why. Can only be found with no appetite.
I just took out my cellphone to check if there was an important message but it didn’t seem to be there. Not even in emails. My parents don’t even have a clue so it’s ok. It’s better than them teasing me again.
I don’t know if brother Dale’s problem helped because they were all focused on that. They also don’t want me to interfere so I will stay here. Then it looks like my brother is happy now and his wife is back. It is said that their marriage is about to be confirmed. It’s not good for them.
“I already ordered.” He sat back so I sat down too.
“Thank you.”
“What do you really feel? Are you sick?”
“I’m not sick. You sucked my saliva that is why my energy was also depleted.”
“Crazy.” He poked my forehead but also pulled me closer to him. I leaned on his chest and hugged him. “Don’t stick too close it’s disgusting.”
“We have already exchanged saliva.”
“Don’t remind me it’s disgusting.”
“Disgusting, you enjoyed it.”
“Just me?”
“Ervic?”
“Yes?”
“You’re not attracted to me?”
“Huh?” I looked up to meet his surprised face.
“I’m a woman, you’re a man. Don’t you feel a—you know that?”
“Of?”
“Lust, silly. Didn’t you lust after me?”
“Why would I want you?”
“You must be petting me. Don’t you feel anything?”
“TSS.”
“Whoa?”
“And what makes you think I’m being affected? If I think you’re a man, I might even fall in love.”
“Are you sure?”
“That?”
“That I have no effect on you as a Daze girl and your BFF?”
“You don’t know what’s going through my mind so don’t lead me on.”
“It’s better to be sure. Later you will become a man who will cling to me and it will be my fault if you fall.”
“That won’t happen.”
“Really?”
“Yes.” And he kissed me. “Even if I kiss you every day, every night, I will not fall for you.” And he kissed me again.
Later I knew that he was on top of me while I was holding his neck and returning his kiss. We kiss passionately and I’m carried away. I seem to know how to kiss and so does he. Until I suddenly thought of Enrique and what happened to us.
“Hmph!” The moan came out spontaneously even though we didn’t break our kiss. I also felt him holding my waist and squeezing my side. Fuck, why am I enjoying it and I want more than this? My God!
Our kiss is interrupted by the ringing of the doorbell. We separated from each other and stared at each other. Our foreheads pressed together when the doorbell rang again. We both just laughed then he got up and went out.
“Coffee is here.” I stood up immediately when Ervic handed me the coffee. It’s cold and I hope it will refresh me.
But I smell strange. It doesn’t seem like Dylan gave it to me. But maybe it’s just my sense of smell. I started to sip the coffee but I couldn’t continue swallowing. I just put it down where the coffee is and rush to the bathroom and throw up there.
“Hey, what happened?” But instead of answering him. I vomited again. I haven’t even had breakfast yet so I vomited the bread I ate last night. “Daze, are you okay?” Ervic caresses my back while I keep vomiting until nothing comes out of my mouth.
I walked out of the bathroom feeling weak and then picked up the coffee and handed it to Ervic.
“What is this?” I asked angrily.
“Dylan’s flavor of the coffee.”
“What’s Dylan? It’s a smell that I don’t understand.”
“What does it smell like? Well, Dylan’s drinking it is like this I’m drinking.”
“Smell it.” He took the coffee from my hand and smelled it.
“It smells like coffee. Dylan.”
“Taste it.” And he sips.
“It tastes like coffee, it’s no different from what I drink.” I grabbed his coffee and then tasted it. It has the same taste as mine so I ran back to the bathroom and threw up again.
“What is happening to you?” He touched my back but my stomach turned even more.
“Keep the coffee away from me.” And I vomited again. Shit! What’s happening to me? Is it because I didn’t eat well for a few days?
“Daze, are you okay?”
“I don’t know.” I feel so weak I’m about to vomit. I slowly walked back to the bed and then lay down. I also felt a bit dizzy all of a sudden. How can I not be dizzy, I haven’t even had breakfast.
“Are you sure? You’re pale?”
“Nauseating and dizzy. I’m tired. I’ll just go to sleep.”
“Do you want us to go to the hospital?”
“No need. I’ll just sleep.”
“You’re pale. I’m worried.”
“That’s why I will sleep. I’m fine, maybe it’s just a result of my stress in the past. Then I’m still brokenhearted because your brother doesn’t pay attention to me anymore.”
“Daze, we need to go to—–.”
“I am ok, no worries, just let me sleep and when I wake up I will be ok.”
“Fine, I’ll stay here.”
“Thanks. Come, hug me again.” He threw the two coffees and then sat next to me. He hugs me until I fall asleep.