“Ervic, aren’t we ok?”
“Why do I have a choice?”
“No, because I’m the only one who knows your secret. Except for Celestine.” I was lying on his bed while looking at him fixing his clothes. I couldn’t do anything so he was the first thing I thought of to disturb and since he doesn’t want to visit me, then I will bother him.
“Ervic, have you kissed a girl before?”
“What?!” he ask annoyed.
“I ask you if you have ever kissed a girl?”
“Do I look like I kiss a girl?”
I got up and approached him. I couldn’t do anything sensible so I wanted to tease him. I just want to know how a gay like him would react to being kissed by a woman. There is no malice towards me because he is gay.
“So you haven’t kissed a girl yet?”
“Get out of there.” He pulled me away when I stood next to him.
“So not yet?”
“Yes, happy?” Then he pushed me lightly. I almost fell into his dresser so he looked at me. “Are you ok?” But what he did seemed to help because I spotted something strange. My tantalizing eyes saw something that immediately sparkled.
There is a big box up in the cabinet and I saw something. I just want to make sure that what I see on top is correct. I reached for the box with a pink circle like a mushroom. And I was not mistaken in my suspicions.
It’s a fucking dildo.
A lot of it. There are small ones, there are big ones, there are different kinds, and the one I saw earlier was the biggest so that the head went beyond the box.
“What—the—fuck!”
“Shit!” Ervic moved quickly to take the big pink dildo from my hand but I was able to move my hand away faster.
“My god, you have this?”
“Give it to me.” I climbed on the bed and stood there. I stared at the dildo in my hand and couldn’t believe how similar it looked to my love. There are also veins that are drawn and then the head is pinkish. It’s just a little long and a little fat.
“You use this?”
“Crazy! Give me that.” Ervic climbed on the bed when I accidentally pressed the button.
“Oh my God!” I was surprised when it suddenly vibrated and to my surprise, because Ervic grabbed me I fell on the bed and because I pulled him he was on top of me. “It’s vibrating,” I said laughing and quickly raised my hand.
“I said, give me that, Daze.”
“I can’t believe you have this kind of thing. Can I have one?”
“Your suspicions and thoughts are wrong, give me that.”
“What’s wrong?” I asked with a smile.
“It’s just that what you have in mind is wrong.”
My smile still hasn’t disappeared. My hand tingled a bit because it was still vibrating. I pressed it off but the vibration got stronger.
“Fuck!” The vibration seems to have different settings. I laugh as hard as I can because I can’t believe it.
“If you don’t give that to me I will kiss you.” He threatened.
“Really?” I stare into his eyes.
“Y-yes.”
“Then kiss me.”
“What?”
“You said you were going to kiss me? Kiss me now.”
“You’re really crazy.” He was about to stand up when I pulled him so he came back on top of me. I handed him the dildo. But because I was crazy, I grabbed his head and then kissed him, which made his eyes widen in shock.
I pressed my lips to his. When our lips parted, he was staring at me.
“Why did you do that?”
“Nothing, I just want to.”
“You’re crazy.”
“Indeed.” And because I wanted to tease him, I pulled his neck again and then kissed him. Because I was literally broken, I moved my lips but he pushed me away.
“What are you doing?” But there was no sign of annoyance or anger on his face. For sure he is also curious about what it feels like to kiss. Haha.
“Just a kiss, I don’t know how to kiss and you haven’t kissed me yet. Let’s just try, easy.”
“Tss.”
“Come on! just a kiss. If we both get carried away, then let’s make it a torried kiss. There’s no malice in that, it’s just exciting because I don’t kiss anyone and neither do you so let’s just do. Is it an experience?”
“Well, good idea.” And he kissed me then took my hand and lifted it up. So we’re both holding the dildo.
I don’t know how to kiss so I’ll just practice with this him He moved his lips I responded so I secretly smiled at what we were doing. He gave me a passionate kiss that I returned while we closed our eyes.
“Ervic are you—-what the—–!” And my loves caught us in that position.
“Brother.” Ervic stood up quickly. My loves looked at his brother’s hand still holding the vibrating dildo. Ervic hid the dildo in the back and simply turned it off so I laughed but also managed and didn’t reveal it to my loves.
“Disturbance.” I hissed. Ervic looked at me and widened his eyes to scold me.
“What are you doing?” Enrique frowned when he asked.
“Isn’t it obvious? I would have had sex if you hadn’t come,” I answered.
“What?”
“Daze!” scolded Ervic.
Enrique looked at me but I just raised my brow. Why do I just feel like he might get jealous? Isn’t that in the book? Supposedly the guy doesn’t care about the girl and then he’s jealous.
“What the hell are you saying, Daze?” Ervic asked weakly but with emphasis.
“Oh come on Ervic, you’re holding a dildo right because we’re going to use it to explore?”
“What are you saying?”
“Don’t be ashamed of your brother, there’s nothing wrong with what we’re doing because I’m your gf.”
“Gf?” they asked at the same time. They looked at each other and looked at me at the same time.
“Yes, Ervic, it’s a yes, you are now my bf. That’s why I kissed you. If only your brother hadn’t come, I would have told you properly.”
Both of them have different reactions. Ervic looks clueless and Enrique—–looks like he doesn’t care.
“Ervic,” my love called him. I got down to look at them. I am like a girlfriend who is curious about what her bf is doing.
“Yes, brother?”
“I just want to ask if you pass the report to Celestine.”
“Yes, brother, I did it and I am waiting for her response.”
“Good.” Then Enrique looked back at me. I wink at him but he ignored me. “Lock the door and make sure you don’t get her pregnant. Remember she’s a Dy.” And he left us as nothing happened.
“Sure we will,” I hissed when Enrique left.
“What the hell are you saying?” It’s almost as if gay’s nerves will explode in annoyance when he sits next to me.
“Which one?”
“I’m your boyfriend and you already answered me?”
“Ah!”
“What?”
“Ah eh, ih, oh uh.”
“Daze!” He insisted on calling my name.
“That’s just a prank.”
“Are you crazy? Why did you tell my brother that we are in a relationship, what are you planning?”
“Nothing, just to annoy him.”
“And do you think it’s effective, huh? Did you see it? He doesn’t care about you. My God Daze, you’re overdoing it. What kind of things are you thinking just to get my brother to notice you? You still haven’t woken up to the fact that MY BROTHER DOESN’T LIKE YOU. Move on and find someone else who can like you or who likes you.”
“I don’t want it, only your brother I want it.”‘
“You’re desperate.”
“You just found out now?”
“You know I’m tired of you.”
“Just feel free.”
“Go away now.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Get out!”
“Don’t scream!” Then I got up and sat on the bed. “As if you would die because of what I said. Don’t worry, I will take back to your brother what I said and I will tell him this dildo is mine and I just showed it to you. I will also tell him that I kissed you and you really don’t want to. Happy?”
“It’s not about the dildo because he won’t believe it’s mine, he knows about it!”
“He knows you’re gay?”
“Just leave now. You don’t think anything is right anymore and see something else.”
“You don’t care about me.”
I got off the bed and took my bag. I was leaving the room when suddenly—–.
“Daze.” I secretly smiled but I didn’t face it and just continued. “Dandelion Daze Dy!”
“What?!” I shouted then turned around. I heard him sigh and threw the dildo on the bed.
“Sorry. Don’t get angry and don’t go to my brother.”
“You’re mean, aren’t you? So I’ll take it back. It’s embarrassing for you and you felt sorry for my foolishness.”
“Come back here. Later, what else can you say to my brother.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll cover you because I love you, right? Even if you don’t love me. Even if you always fight me.”
“I’m sorry, aren’t I?” But I just ignored him. He picked up the dildo back and then stood up and approached me.
“Why are you coming so close to me?”
“When I say sorry, forgive immediately and stop acting. It’ll blow your nose with this.” He pointed the head of the dildo at my face.
“Yuck, you’re disgusting, that’s from your ass.”
“Pretend you’re still. If I know you want to ask me for it.” I hugged Ervic and I felt he was surprised.
“Thank you.”
“Enough for the drama and it’s disgusting.” He rubbed the dildo on my face.
“Your brother’s is the same that size.”
“You’re really yuck.” And he hit my head with the dildo before putting it back in the box.
“Ervic!” I just screamed when he suddenly picked me up and carried me to the bed.
“I feel like I want to practice more. It’s exciting.” I smiled because of what he said.
“No malice?” I ask.
“No malice, just practice.” And he was the one who kissed me first which I reciprocated. ‘Practice makes you perfect.’