“One Dylan Coffee Please.” I just finished going to the salon for a full service. I also went shopping because my other clothes feel old. I bought some of them six months ago and wear them 3 to 4 times so I think it needs to be disposed of to be replaced with a new one.
“You don’t want to change the flavor ma’am Daze? That and that’s all you always order.”
“It depends on if you have Enrique coffee.” I raised my eyebrows at him. “Is there?” She looked clueless so I smiled at her.
“None.”
“Then serve me to Dylan.” After the rejection that I received from him last time. Does he think that I give up easily? Just be tough on the first one to give up because that’s not me.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, and I don’t know what’s wrong with him. But I am willing to do everything for him. To get him. To be with him. Maybe I’m really crazy. Crazy in love with Enrique. But it’s ok, rather than going crazy with bad habits.
After I got the order I left immediately. Of course, going to the mansion of my love. Wondering where to go.
I happily drove to the Locsin mansion while enjoying my vagina. Joke. Slight trueness so you should still be calm. When I arrived I didn’t bother to park properly. The ground is big and can park even a hundred cars.
I just left my shopping in the car. I didn’t even call Ervic that I am coming, because firstly he wasn’t the one who brought me here, and secondly, it wasn’t new to him that I was always there.
“Hi, is my love here?” I asked the assistant I met.
“It’s behind the mansion, ma’am. Prepares horse feed.”
“Thank you.” And then I went there.
Just far away I saw Enrique preparing grass for his horses to eat. Shirtless and just pants.
‘Wow, abs dish, it’s delicious to lick up and down. Calm down self.’
I drooled even more when I saw that he poured water on himself. Maybe to lessen the heat because of the heat of the weather. But her hotness still dominates me with tantalizing and amazing eyes with The H Couture eye mask.
“Hi, my love.”
“What are you doing here?” He carried the grass and entered the stable.
“Visiting you. As usual.”
“I’m busy and don’t want to be disturbed.”
“You’re always busy.” He dropped the grass in front of the white horse.
“Get out.” He was facing me and even his abs were wet and it was nice to dry them with his tongue. He took the towel from his shoulder and wiped his body.
“I can wipe that using my tongue.” I sip a coffee and wink at him.
“Leave.”
“You’re so hard to get my love.”
“I am so fucking busy Dandelion Daze. So leave me alone.” He said with emphasis and passed me. He went out of the stable and got some grass again then put on another horse.
Enrique has eight horses. Some he sells and others he fights for. When he was in college he represented the country in equestrian. But he did not pursue it. But it can’t deny that he is good. He and Hailey. I saw them riding a horse and yes, that girl is no denying how good she is. Wishing that one of her offspring inherits her talent. She has a lot of children, it would be a pity if even one does not inherit.
At first, I thought he wanted something from my love. But there is nothing because she married someone else. And it looks like only my love is only hopeful.
“This horse is beautiful,” I said and touched the head of the horse. But he didn’t answer and put the grass near me. “Like you.” He just looked at me and left then took water and poured it on his body while turning his back.
I walk closer to him. I saw the shock in his eyes when he turned around and I was behind him.
“You are so yummy. Make me experience what you did before.”
“Get out of there.” But instead of leaving, I poured the remaining iced coffee onto his chest. It’s not that cold anymore so I know he didn’t catch a cold.
“What the hell are you doing?” He asked earnestly.
“I can lick it.” I ran my finger over his chest. OMG, it looks like he caught a slight cold, or maybe he’s affected by what my fingers did because his nipples responded.
“Do you think it’s funny, Dandelion?”
“Do you think I’m joking?”
“What do you really want?” His voice has become a bit strained and the tone has also increased a bit. Not new and I’m very used to it.
“How many times do I need to tell you that you—you Enrique—-you are the one I want.”
“And how many times do I have to tell you that no matter what you do, you will get nothing from me? Don’t you understand?”
“No, I don’t want to understand. Something has happened to us and you have to take responsibility for it. What if I get pregnant because of that?”
“Don’t make yourself stupid. I am under the influence of drugs but I can clearly remember what happened. No one goes inside so nothing will form.”
“Ok, fine, but you still have to hold me accountable because something happened to us. What is that, sex and run? After you got my virginity you don’t care about me?”
“Why, those who want to drug you? Do you think they care about you if they got you? They will fuck you and leave you after. Not just one, not just two. Who knows that they are a group? You have to thank me for saving you from them.”
“Well, thank you. But what they will do is no different from what you did. You used me and left me. What’s the difference? Nothing. You also threw me away like a rag.”
“Let’s end this nonsense.” He was about to leave when I pulled him and kissed him. But he pushed me. “Are you crazy?!”
“Kiss me Is it hard to kiss me? Just kiss me passionately and feel my heartbeat. Is that hard to do?”
“You’re out of your fucking mind.”
“Yes, yes I am. Because everything I do is not important to you. Why can’t you give me a chance?!”
“Chance?! Chance?! How many times do I need to tell you that I don’t like you?! Are you stupid?!”
“I’m not dumb!”
“You are. You are a stupid fool. Do you know what I think of you? Huh! A whore that keeps pushing herself. You’re like a low-class bitch that no one will pick up and beg for attention.”
“Take back what you said. I am not a whore! I am not stupid! I am not a low-class bitch!”
“You are. That’s how you are in my eyes.”
“Take it back!” I threw the cup of coffee at him and punched him. “Take it back!”
“I will not take it back.” He said annoyed. But I just kept punching him in the chest.
“Take it back! You are worthless! You are a useless man.”
“Oh, really? I’ll prove to you now how useless I am. Is this what you want? Isn’t it? huh!” He holds my hand and pushes me to the wall and tries to take off my clothes.
“Stop!”
“Isn’t this what you want? Then I give you what you want. I will claim you now and again and again until I get fed up and throw you away. Until you realize that no matter what you do, I will not like you. I will destroy your femininity until you are ashamed to look at yourself in the mirror. Until you have nothing to be proud of, even yourself because you are broken but not appreciated.”
“Let go of me!” I fight because he uses force on me. My hand was hurting from fighting until he tore the sleeve of my dress. “Stop!”
“This is what you want, then I will give it to you.”
I found an opportunity and slapped him which stopped him. The anger registered on his face as he stares at me. I gasped when he let go. He turned his face to mine. We both catch our breath while staring at each other. I can see how mad he is while glaring at me.
“I will never like you.” He said full of anger. “You’re a Dy, right? Even if you put me in jail because of what happened to us and accuse me of raping you, I still won’t hold you accountable. I’d rather rot in jail than be responsible and be with you. I would rather ruin my life than be with you.” He pressed his face closer to mine.
“Why, Enrique? Why you can’t accept me?”
“You lack attention, and someone who lacks attention like you is selfish and immature. And you proved it to me many times. Stay away from my life. Stay away from me. You’re annoying. You’re disgusting. You’re nothing but a selfish attention seeker. A brat who knows nothing but being selfish. Don’t come near me even if you go around or else, that’s not all you’ll taste.” He turned his back on me as if what he did to me was none of his business.
I wipe my tears when he leaves. I understand now. Even though I’ve heard that from him several times, what he said just now struck a chord with me. It’s painful and I just got hurt like this. It just affected me now and I feel like all the frustration and resentment I’ve been harboring toward everyone has exploded.
I look at my wrist where his finger is extended. My clothes are also torn.
No matter what I do, no matter what happens. Enrique can’t love me back the way I love him. He can’t give me even one percent of love. And my tears fell one after another because of the pain.