“You’re fine,” doc Keisha said and then removed the gloves. “Just a few days and it will get better. But for now, no sex for one week.”
“Okay.” I don’t even know if it can be followed as well.
“Just follow the instructions that I give.”
“I will.” I couldn’t bear the pain of my vagina either. I have no choice but to call a doctor. I need to get a check-up because it feels so painful especially when I urinate. My shivering increased as if I had a fever.
“I don’t have any idea that you have a boyfriend. Did you’re brother know it?”
“No, he has no idea. And when he finds out about this I will sue you to revoke your license.” But doc Keisha chuckles. “Don’t chuckle, you’re the only person who knows about this.”
“I can’t be fooled by your brother anymore. So your secret is safe.”
TSS, I still thought she would say my secret is safe because it’s her job. Then it turns out that he won’t be fooled by my brother, so he’s safe. Another woman blinded by my brother’s charm.
“It’s good. At least we’re ok.”
I endured this feeling for a few days and now I can’t do it anymore. So I have no choice but to ask her. I can’t walk so I let her come. It’s a good thing that brother Dylan is busy with something so he can’t come here.
“Doc, is it normal?” I ask.
“Normal what?”
“All. Everything I feel.”
“The vagina laceration, yes, but not like yours. I think the one who you claimed you is——big.” I felt my cheeks heat up because of what he said. I suddenly remembered how big my love dick was. I just realized that she is even bigger than the pornstars Celestine shows me. Those are toothpicks compared to him. Well, I think it’s because I didn’t see that much.
“But don’t worry, it will heal. Just follow what I said. As for your fever, it’s also normal because you have a wound and your vagina is swollen.”
“I see.”
“To get you to heal quickly, just follow what I said.”
“I will.”
“Anyway, I need to go. The medicine is with you. When you feel like you have a fever just take paracetamol. And regarding the wounds, the gel will help you to at least lessen the pain.”
“Thanks.” I didn’t bother to take her because she said I should just rest. I wanted to sleep but I can’t. I am thinking of Enrique. Ervic says Enrique is back. I keep thinking if he is also thinking about me and what happened to us especially and he knows I am pure. Maybe like me, he can’t sleep thinking about what happened.
But why can’t he say hello to me? That’s an animal, isn’t he even worried about me, I haven’t made him feel for a few days now. Didn’t he even ask his brother? Or maybe he’s just secretly investigating and because the gay is stupid he doesn’t know that his brother is watching me.
Sometimes the stupidity of that gay is really annoying. I have been asking his brother for several days but he is not telling me anything. I also can’t call my love because he knows my number and when I call, he doesn’t answer and it’s even more useless if I use a different number because he doesn’t answer with an unregistered number.
Too important. And what’s even worse is that Magnolia said he doesn’t want to talk to me when I call the office and take note—-that crab-looking bitch is still with her. Like WTF, after what happened to us he’s still dating someone else? It’s really annoying. But I am sure that when he sees me again and remembers what happened, his eyes will sparkle at me.
Get ready for me mylabs.
I DIDN’T LEAVE the house for one week. I just excused myself to mommy that I was busy. Thank God that today is Sunday and my vagina is fully healed. But of course, before going home to the mansion for a dinner, I will pass by my love first.
I miss him so much and I am worried about him and why he doesn’t greet me. I asked Ervic but he just told me that his brother never bothered to ask about me. And I find it unfair. Or maybe that’s just what gay people say.
And because today is Sunday, I will go to their hacienda. Of course, I know that my love misses my beauty. It’s just in denial, but I was already looking for it.
I didn’t waste my time. I immediately left to go to the mansion. While on my way, I have already reserved flowers to be ready to pick up. As usual, Dandelion needs to be strong so that he knows it’s from me.
I couldn’t get rid of the smile on my lips while going there. I wonder how he will react when he sees me. Shall we talk about us? Will he open his heart to me? Will he accept my love?
When I arrived at the mansion, I was immediately greeted by Ervic. He’s holding his vape and smoking again. He looked at me laughing while walking towards him.
“I guess it’s for my brother.”
“Dimwit! Why, do you want this?”
“No, thanks. But you’re unlucky because he has a visitor.” I raised my eyebrows because of what he said. Visitor? And who was blown up here in their hacienda even every day of the week? “Forbidden room. Shall I tell you what they are doing?”
“Dumbass—” I was about to hit him with the flower I was holding when I remembered who it was for. My heart aches because of what he said. They didn’t even let me in before giving me the sad news.
“What?” he asked and started smoking again.
“Whatever. I will still go in and face him.”
“Your endurance. What are your foundation and you are really strong?”
“I’m a Dy, I’ll just remind you. Dimwit.”
“Right, you’re Dy, so I don’t know why you’re pushing yourself around my brother.”
“You’re brother is different from any other guy. And for the record, I’ll just let you know that when a Dy loves, it’s from a bottom of our heart and no one can stop us, Dimwit.” And I went in first. “I will wait for him here.”
I sat in the living room where I could see them coming from the forbidden room. I don’t know what’s in that room. Even Ervic hasn’t seen that yet. But he told me that it’s somehow a place where Enrique brings different women. Or let’s say, something like a red room where he fucks his whore. I don’t know if Ervic telling the truth or if he wants to annoy me only.
But ouch!
A big ouch.
But it’s ok. Because I know that in the future I will enter that forbidden room with him.
“Thanks, I’ll just call you when I get back.” A woman’s voice spoke behind my back. And when I turned, I saw Enrique with a woman and they were walking together. They also looked at me. The woman looked at him and at me but Enrique ignored me. He didn’t even bother to tell the woman who I am.
“I will wait for your call.”
‘Relax, Daze, relax.’ I calmed myself down.
But I can’t seem to relax and calm down because I’m disgusted by what I see. The woman holds him and I don’t want someone else to hold my love in front of me.
“So is she the reason why you didn’t call me and ask me how I am?” I saw the shock on the woman’s face. Enrique’s forehead furrowed. “After what happened, you just disappeared and didn’t even say hello to me? I even called you but you rejected my calls. What’s that?”
“Daze,” Ervic scolded me and grabbed me by the arm.
“Take Lalaine outside,” Enrique ordered his brother.
“Let’s go, Miss Lalaine.” The woman bowed to Enrique before leaving and so he did. When they disappeared, Enrique grabbed my hand and pulled me into his office.
“What the hell are you doing? Making a scene to embarrass me?”
“Embarrassed you? What are you doing to me? Isn’t that a shame? You embarrass me in front of your employees, your brother, and myself and make me look like a fool for following you. My God, that girl, I’m even prettier than that, sexier, smoother. And hello, I’m a virgin–when you get me.”
“Shut up. You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I know what I am talking about. Enrique, I did nothing but prove to you that I love you, follow you just so you know how much I love you. But what do I get in return? Repeated rejection and repeated hurt.”
“Did I tell you to follow me? Did I tell you to love me? You want that, so don’t blame me if you get hurt because it’s your fault. I tell you from the beginning. I DON’T WANT YOU.”
“Then at least tell me why? Give me enough reasons why you don’t like me. Be fair with my feelings.”
“I am fair from the beginning. You’re the only one who doesn’t know how to accept an explanation.”
“Is it fair to say that you don’t want to?”
“Yes, because that’s my reason. I don’t want because I don’t want to. I don’t want to because I don’t like you. Is it hard to understand the word I don’t want?”
“What about us? Don’t tell me you forgot what happened to us. You are the first man to claim me and you know that.”
“I am on drugs.”
“Even if something happened to us anyway.”
“It won’t happen if you don’t want it.”
“Even though, you still have a responsibility to me.”
“I didn’t force you so I’m not responsible.”
“What? I will not agree. You have to hold me accountable.”
“You have no choice if I don’t want. Now leave.” He was about to leave me when I held his hand.
“Can you tell me What I really have to do to make you like me? What do you really dislike about me?”
“How many times do I have to tell you that I don’t like you?”
“I can’t take that!” He holds his head in annoyance. “It’s not fair for me.”
“It’s fair. You’re just cramming yourself in.” And he turned.
“Enrique!” But he did not listen and left me.
“Leave and never come back Dandelion Daze.”
‘Dimwit!’