Our only source of illumination was the bathroom light. I sat up and Bram held my waist. I kneeled on the bed and glanced at his lower leg cast. Then I looked at Bram with worry. He nodded and pulled me so I could sit on his lap.
I held his gaze then I straddled him. Bram removed my red silk dress and placed it on the right side of the bed. He lowered his head and kissed me. I heard him growl when I opened my mouth then he immediately played with my tongue. I traveled my hand to his sides and pulled up his shirt. He cupped my breasts and continued kissing me.
“Remove your underwear, Emma,” Bram said. I kneeled so I could remove my panties and moaned because Bram sucked my breasts one by one. I used his shoulder for support as he continued playing with my breasts.
When he let me go I immediately removed my panties and Bram touched me, “Fuck, you’re always ready for me, Emma?”
I lowered his gartered shorts and briefs and I felt his erected shaft. I held it and massaged it up and down, then I remembered his injury, “Does your leg hurt?”
“Don’t stop,” Bram said hoarsely, “I waited a long time for this.”
I continued what I was doing until Bram grabbed me by the waist. I straddled him again then he guided me slowly. I lowered myself to his shaft and Bram cupped my face. He lowered his forehead to mine, “You are driving me fucking mad,” he said chasing his breath.
I started my rhythm by going up and down on him. Bram held my waist, his head tilted back and forth as I continued my pace. I was worried that if I increased my pace I might hurt him.
“You need to get faster baby, I’m almost there,” Bram whispered.
I did what he asked and he moaned so loud as I felt his release inside me. I slowed my pace and eventually stopped. Bram hugged me and I rested my head on the left side of his chest, “I am such an idiot,” he said.
I lifted my head to him, “Why?”
“We didn’t have to do this if I was just driving carefully. If I did not let my emotions get to me,” Bram explained.
“Well I’m not going to make you feel better. Because you really are an idiot! A married man partying with his ex-girlfriend? Only idiot guys do that,” I told him.
“I’m not going to say any excuse, Emma,” Bram said to me, “I want to say sorry but I fuck up loads of times already.”
“Yup, you did,” I added, “And you should not be getting anything from me. Not even hot sex. You just don’t deserve me, right?” Then I giggled.
“Well, I guess I need to do my best to deserve you,” Bram said.
“Yup,” I slowly got up and removed myself from Bram then I put my dress back.
“What are you doing?” asked Bram.
“I’m getting dressed, I need to go back to my bed, here let me help you with your clothes,” I told Bram. When he was properly dressed I slowly got off the bed and lifted the side railings.
“Emma,” Bram called my name in the dark.
“What?” I turned back to him.
“You’ll be there in the morning, right?” Bram asked again.
“Of course,” I answered quickly, “Where else would I be?”
I walked to my sofa-bed and put on my blanket. I set the alarm for Bram’s medications and other instructions then I bid him good night.
“Do you love me, Emma?” Bram’s response to me.
“Why do you ask?” I asked him.
“I just…you never say it often,” Bram reasoned.
“I see,” I answered, “No, I don’t love you.” The silence that followed made me smile and I let my statement hang in the air.
“Well that’s a bummer because I love you too much,” Bram said and it made me smile even more, “Maybe my love will be enough for both of us.”
“I’ll tell you that I love you when you get better,” I told Bram, “When you can make love to me under the spray of water again.”
“Ow…kay,” Bram said, he sounded doubtful, “Technically, you did not say you love me.”
“Oh my God!” I said with a laugh, “I thought F1 drivers have high IQ, let’s just sleep before I start to doubt yours.”
“I wish I could walk right now so I could hug you until I fall asleep.” I heard Bram say. My eyes were already droopy with sleepiness.
“Goodnight, my love,” I said to Bram.
“Goodnight, baby,” I heard him say as I drifted to sleep.
I woke up late the next day and the new nurse was already inside the room assisting Bram with his crutches. I covered myself with a blanket while I wore my robes. Then I waited for Bram to get out of the bathroom. When he saw me he smiled meaningfully and I walked slowly to his bed.
“This is Nurse Andi,” Bram introduced his nurse.
“Hello Andi, goodmorning,” I said as I came near them.
“Hello Ma’am,” Andi greeted me.
“You can call me, Emma,” I told Andi. Then I glanced at Bram and his smile disappeared.
“Miss Maria told me to call you Ma’am or Madam because you’re the lady of the house. I will follow her, madam,” Nurse Andi explained.
“Okay,” I nodded, “I’ll go upstairs and change.”
Then I left both of them. When I reached the master bedroom I locked the door and suddenly felt sleepy again. I emptied my bladder in the bathroom and slept again. No wonder pregnant women gain weight. I felt like I could sleep the whole day. Next thing I knew Maria was waking me up.
“Madam, it’s one in the afternoon and you have not eaten anything yet, Master Bram was so worried,” Maria told me as she brought me my food tray.
“I need to pee, Maria.” I got off the bed and went to the bathroom.
Maria gave me my food tray and unfolded the stands then placed it over my lap.
“Did Bram take all his meds on time?” I asked Maria then I started to eat.
“Yes, madam,” Maria said to me, “He was asking for you, he wanted to see you after his bath.”
“I fell asleep Maria,” I told her.
“I understand, madam,” Maria nodded, “Shall I tell Sir Bram that you will get down after your meal?”
“Not yet, I want to sleep again, Maria,” I told her as I sip my fresh orange juice.
Maria gave out a heavy sigh, “I’m sorry, but Master Bram is giving the new nurse a hard time, Madam. I just thought I’d let you know.”
“I see.” I nodded, “I’ll just take a bath and go downstairs afterwards.”
“Thank you, madam,” Maria said to me, “There is another thing, ma’am.”
I popped an apple in my mouth and looked up to Maria, “What is it?”
“Sir Connor called and he said he will be here around four in the afternoon,” Maria said and waited for my response.
“Did you tell Bram?” I asked Maria as I sliced my sunny side up egg.
“Yes, madam,” Maria responded.
I sighed, “Okay.”
“Will that be all, madam?” Maria asked me.
“Yes Maria, thank you,” then I grinned at her.
“My pleasure, madam,” Maria took a bow then walked out of the room.