Alicia:
Man I felt like crap, how could I have just pushed all those questions on him, and not see that it was clearly bothering him. I’m such an idiot.
He was pretty quiet on the way back, perfectly pleasant that is, but I stirred up something in him that both bothered him, and me.
Why was he so afraid to talk about his family? I mean a lot of people have embarrassing things about their families that they don’t like to talk about, but this was different. Whatever this is was hurting him a lot, and I don’t know how to handle this situation.
We were now walking in the park, hand in hand. I suppose I should be glad he still wants to touch me after what went on at the Bistro. We stopped off at a enclosed gazebo by a large water fountain. The park was pretty much vacant so we had the gazebo to ourselves.
We sat on the bench in the gazebo just looking out the window at the water. You would think that things would seem kind of awkward between us not talking and just sitting there, but it actually felt quite comfortable.
“Are you ok?” Logan asked suddenly.
“Yes.”I said taking my hand back and began to play with the strands of my sweater. “I’m fine.”
“Are you sure, because I was a complete asshole in there, I can’t imagine you could be fine with that.” He said with a pained look on his face.
“Logan, it was my fault, I’m just a little embarrassed that I brought you to that point.” I stated turning red.
“No.”He said shaking his head shocked. “It was definitely not your fault.”
He gently grabbed my hand again, placed the palm up and began running his fingers lightly up and down the palm of my hand.
My eyes closed from the sensation on their own and in that moment he began speaking in that sexy tone I love so much. “You have been nothing…” He began by leaning down and kissing my one closed eyelid. “But completely…” Gently kissed the other closed eyelid. “Understanding.” He finished. A moment later his lips were on mine.
I really had no control over myself in this moment. It was like an outer body experience, one second he was kissing me oh so gently and the next my hands were in his soft hair pulling him closer to me.
The moment I began kissing him back he turned his body grabbing ahold of my thighs and pulling me up to strattle his lap like I weighed nothing. Our tongues were wrestling for control while both our hands traveled everywhere on each others body.
Once I was on his lap Logan’s hands were comfortably rested on my ass, but soon began to travel up under the back of my sweater lightly caressing my back sending waves of pleasure with every touch.
His lips left my mouth and began to travel further south down my neck causing me to moan. I felt myself getting wet down below, and my nipples were definitely perking up.
He continued to lick and suck on my neck while I tried to push my body even closer to his. Once my hips came even closer I felt that he was just as excited as I was. I let out a light whimper as he pushed his body even closer causing me to feel him even more.
His lips were back on mine and his hands began to travel around from my back to my chest.
I thought the first time a guy had felt me up I would be a little more reluctant, but I was more then willing to have Logan’s hands on me. I think he was surprised at this too because he paused waiting for me to protest but I just moaned in response as his hands grazed my hard peeks.
His one hand continued to gently message my very sensitive nipples and the other started to travel lower. We were no longer kissing at this point because I could no longer concentrate with the multiple sensations happening all over my body.
He easily undid my pants and slipped his hand into my lower regions, right to my sweet spot.
“Holy fuck Alicia your so wet.” He whispered while he gently began to message me down below. I tried to stifle my moans by burying my face into his chest but still he carried on messaging all my most sensitive parts.
His other hand was now under my bra and he was pulling my nipples gently causing a shockwave of pleasure to shoot through me.
He began to go even lower past my clitoris and brought his fingers to my opening and slowly inserted one finger and began to message me from the inside, all the while licking and nipping at my neck.
Before I even knew what he was doing he was slowly slipping in another finger working me from the inside even more.
My hips were automatically grinding against his fingers helping them along and I began to feel myself reaching a climax.
“Logan, I’m going to..” I stuttered.
“Just let go.. Come for me.” He said in his sultry voice. The moment he spoke those words my body exploded.
I once again buried my face in his chest to mute the cries of passion that was coming out of me only I don’t think it did much good.
We stayed there like that for a good five minutes catching our breath. Logan’s hands left my more sensitive parts and traveled back to my back where he went up and down with his hands, allowing me to relax after such a scene.
Once I had relaxed I leaned up and looked him in his dark ocean blue eyes. He smiled and tucked a strand of hair in behind my ear and gently kissed my lips. “That was incredibly Alicia, you are so beautiful.”
I blushed, “I didn’t even do anything.” I laughed a little.
“You have no idea what you do to me.”
I smiled shaking my head. “Who are you?”
“I don’t think I even know.” He said looking down.
“I thought at first that I just wanted to see you riled up, because you are hot when you are riled up.” He smirked and I smacked his chest. “But then I saw you smile, and that is all I want to see from now on.”
I stayed silent, I couldn’t believe I was hearing these words spoken about me, from Logan Saunders lips. I gave him a shy smile and got down from his lap fixing myself up.
“Come on, I have to get home.” I said grabbing his hand to drag him up from the bench. He reluctantly followed and brought me home.
We held hands the entire drive and every once and awhile I caught him looking my way. I have no idea who this person is. This is not the Logan I know, the Logan I know is a complete arrogant football jock who is only interested in his band of followers and loose woman.
The one who wouldn’t even glance my way through all of elementary school and high school combined, is now whispering that I am beautiful and is so gentle and caring. He’s not the same guy, unless he was always this guy. Ah! I have no idea.
He stopped the car in front of my house and leaned over to give me a kiss on the cheek.
“I’m sorry again for how I was at the coffee shop ok, it will never happen again.” He said his eyes looking sad again.
I put my hand on the side of his face and rubbed his cheek gently and he closed his eyes. “I said to not worry about it.”
I opened the door to the car and waved one last goodbye while walking up the driveway. I turned to see him waiting for me to go in and smiled and went inside.
I sighed when I shut the door, that was some coffee I thought to myself. Now what is Jess going to think…