I arranged all the food on a trolley. I then pushed it towards their table.
“Are you going to feed pigs or what? ” Sophy said looking at the trolley of food I was pushing.
“Sort of “I replied her.
“Hahaha… ” she passes through me laughing.
Pig good name, It really suits them I thought.
While I was pushing food to their table all of them were looking at me. Emily and Rose were happy to see their food but there was hatred in Sarah’s eyes.
I felt hurt by that. But I can’t make a fuss with that thing. I silently went to them and serve them their food.
I finished putting the food on the table. Then I turned around to leave.
‘Cling’
“oops, I dropped my spoon. Can you pick it up for me waiter? “Rose said.
I turned back . There was a spoon lying on the floor. I went forward and pick it up. I put the spoon on the table.
‘cling’
Another spoon fell on another side of table.
“Waiter, another one fall here ” Emily said.
I looked at her and she was smiling. She was doing it on purpose. She was trying to embarrass me. But I can’t care about these things I have a lot of big things to worry about. I went to another side of table and pick the fallen spoon.
“Your food won’t taste good if the spoon keeps falling. ” I said to them.
“Baby, she’s right. This dishes tastes good when it is hot. ” James told Sarah.
She nodded at him. And four of them started digging in. I sighed a breath of relief.
Then I went to other tables. They didn’t bother me until they finished their meal. Other people were not like them. They were regular customer here. They were from rich families so I they were noble in behavior.
“Bill ” after about an hour they asked for the bill.
I went to them with bill in my hand. I put the bill on the table. James took it and put a card on it. I take the card and went back to the reception to pay the bill. After I pay the bill I went back to the table.
“Here is your tip” James put five thousand dollar on the table.
“No need ” I refused him.
“How dare a waiter refuse me? Is it not enough? ” James put down another five thousand dollars.
I smiled at him and turned back without taking that.
“Don’t you dare….” he was saying something at the back ground but I didn’t stop.
…………………………..
“It was such a long day” I lied down on the bed as we enter.
“Why didn’t you tell me she was there? ” Cami busted again.
She was angry with me since she saw me serving Sarah, Emily and Rose. She knew them all. That’s why she was angry with me now.
“Why did you serve them? It wasn’t even your duty at that table “she repeated this once more.
“They asked me to. What can I do? “I said sitting on the bed.
“You could have told me. It was my duty there today. I could have serve them ” she said angrily.
“I served them. What’s the big deal? ” I tried to dismiss the conversation.
“It is a big deal to me damn it. Don’t you see how she was trying to embarrass you? ”
“it’s okay …”
“It’s not OK. I don’t like that they treated you this way. And you were letting them. ” she said.
“It’s okay Cami. I don’t care about them. They don’t matter to me so their behavior can’t break me. About Sarah, I love her but she don’t take me as her sister. It’s better not to force myself on her. Let’s just forget everything OK? ” I said.
“Can you? ” she asked. And i nodded . But a drop of tear fall from my eyes. She was my family, I used to love her, I still love her despite the fact she hates me, how can i not be unaffected by her presence? By her indifferent behavior?
But I can’t always put myself on that pain again and again. It was better to let go.
“Let’s sleep Cami. I’m sleepy” I said. She nodded at that.
I got up and went to washroom. I brush my teeth and take a quick got shower. It felt nice on taking hot shower. You feel like problems being light weighted under the hot water.
I then put on my sleeping pajamas and went to bed.
Even though I lie down on bed, I can’t sleep at all. I tossed all night while Cami was sleeping soundly at my side. I felt envious of her sleep. She have a good sleep unlike me.
It was almost morning when I fall asleep. Then I dreamt of the beast .
In my dream beast was running away from me. I was running after him. I was screaming to stop. But he wouldn’t stop. Nor he looked at me once. He was going further and further, at last I lost him. I looked everywhere but o didn’t find him. I kneeled down and cried for him.
I woke up with sweat all over my body. I feel so hollow inside me. I feel that dream for real. And i got scared. I can’t control my tears. I cried there. I feel so bad that he left me.
After a while I got up from the bed . I decided to go look for him. I can’t just sat here and cry. I have to go look for him.. You will met him today. I console myself.
I went to the washroom and change into track suit. I take my mobile phone and went out.
“Where are you going this morning? ” Cami asked from the kitchen. I looked at her she was making breakfast. She had mobile phone on one hand and a knife dipped in jam in another hand.
“I need air. I’ll come back soon ” I said to her and leave the apartment.