“I need air. I’ll come back soon ” I said to her and leave the apartment.
The sun was shining brightly outside. I put on my earphone and played a song on it. I took a deep breathe and ran. I ran and ran until i reach out of city. I can’t go deep in the Forest, that lake is a bit far. If i go there i won’t able to come back before my office hours, that’s why why i decided to go to the roadside area where I’ve met him before.
When i reach there i was covered in sweat. I was scared that he won’t be here after that dream.
looked everywhere but i can’t find him.
“Beast”
I southed loudly i was hoping he would be somewhere near here, i was hoping he would listen to me and come to me running.
“Beast”
“Beast”
I called his name again and again but he was gone, he wasn’t here. He left me like i saw in my dream. Tears started rolling down my cheeks.
He wasn’t here. And that hurts, I don’t know where to find him because it was always him who finds me whenever I’m at trouble. Whenever i need him he was always there for me. He saved me twice, he made me feel secure, he made me laugh, he always make me feel comfortable and now he was gone. We were not friends but i feel so empty inside whenever he was not there, A part of me was so upset with fact that he wasn’t around……
I was not in good mood when i got back home.
“what happened ??” why are yo so pale ? Are you sick? Cami asked me.
“Nothing, just tired from jogging. ” I said avoiding her. I didn’t feel like talking to anyone right now. I slipped into my room without looking at her. I went inside and lie down on my bed. I have no interest on going to work.
I was Lying on bed and closed my eyes. This was only secret i was holding form cami. And It was hard to keep things secret when she know you well. She came to my room after a while i could hear footsteps coming towards my room closer and closer.
‘crack’the door opened and she came in room, then she sat beside me. I was closing my eyes but I can still feel her movements and i can say where she was sitting.
“are you okay? ” she asked me.
I felt like crying. I feel my throat sore and my eyes tearing up, but i didn’t let it flow. Instead i turned sideway to not to let her Show my tears. “I Am fine. I’m just tired. ” i said without facing her.
She soothed my hair from back. She always did this whenever i felt low in the past. I feel good but it made me i want to cry in front of her even more, it made me wanna tell her about beast, i want to tell her beast is gome. I wanted to curl up and cry like a baby, but i wasn’t a baby anymore. I need to control my tears though it was so hard.
“it’s time to go to work, let’s have breakfast ” she said in loving voice.
I didn’t want to go to work. But i had no choice. I need to earn for my living. I needed to earn to pay Mr. Gold.
I dragged my body from bed to bathroom. I still didn’t dare to face cami, she can read my mind in an instant so, i don’t want to face her today.
I take off my clothes one bye one and stood under the shower. As soon as i started the shower thousand of drops water rushed down to soak me. I feel the cold sensation traveling from my head to face then breast and other parts of body. I felt calmed under the water, i stood there for five minutes. I wanted to stay more but i was getting late.
Then i put on the waitress dress. It was white shirt and black mid length skirt along with black heels.
When i got out the washroom, cami was on her uniform too.
“I thought you wouldn’t go” she said with the half smile.
“i don’t have any reasons to not to go” i said to her.
“ok let’s have some sandwiches, i made them when you went out ” she said.
“didn’t you have your breakfast yet? ” i asked her in confusion.
“i was waiting for you. ” her answer shocked me. I had never thought she was waiting for me to eat her breakfast.
“i am sorry ” i said i thought you’ve had your breakfast “.
“well, i was waiting for you ” she said shooking her shoulder.
“we don’t have time now ” i said checking the time. It was already half past nine.
“Grab it, let’s have it in the car. ” she said “I Wiil go to get the car”
I nodded at her. She went to the parking area while I reached kitchen. I saw there were four sandwiches on the plate. I quickly put them on a box and headed down. When i reach at the ground floor, she was already there with her car.
“Get in fast, we are late today ” she said as she opened front window for me. I didn’t wasted my time and quickly got into the car. As soon as I locked the window, she started car.
“Lock your seatbelt, we are going to fly today “she said as she stepped on the peddle. The car ran so fast but I couldn’t care less about it. She used to drive like this in our college days. I am quite used to it. I locked myself with seatbelt first and then put out sandwitches from box.
“Here take it” I took sandwitch to her mouth and she took a bite. After that I took a mouthful bite of sandwich. It felt so good when the sweet sandwich filled my mouth. I couldn’t help but take another bite instantly.
“It is so yumm Cami ” I said .
“I can see that you are not even sharing with me ” she said and I laughed at that.
” Take a bite ” I take sandwich to her mouth. She turned sideways and took a bite.