He was on top of me kissing slowly and sensually. His naked chest feels hot on mine, I cursed on the inside for sleeping only with my boxers. I moaned his name but then he was whispering his words, and telling me that we should stop.
And that was when I pulled back.
“Really?” I backed away from our kiss, utterly pissed at him.
“Rain…”
“No, seriously! what the fuck are you doing here? I was trying to move on… then you came, then we kissed. Now you’re telling me to stop? Just go! Fuck you!” I cursed at him, feeling my anger bubbling as he was rejecting me. Again.
Fuck you, universe!
“I love you! But now I know, that you don’t … just go!”
“Rain! This is me loving you! We need to stop…”
I was about to get out of bed when he pinned me down. He took my wrist above my head and looked at me while I refused to look at him.
It fucking hurt too much to see his face. The face that I’ve been missing, but then he’s here just to what? Say goodbye?
“Look at me.” He insisted, but I was refusing to do so, cause I’ve had enough. I closed my eyes as it stings, he was hurting me so bad. I hated that he could hurt me so easily.
“Rain baby…”
“Go…” I tried to let go of his grasps, but he was holding me tightly. He was straddling me, his scent was intoxicating, I’ve missed him too fucking much.
“Please Ranulf… you need to stop hurting me.” I finally looked at him, though it was all blurry from all the tears that I obviously failed to contain.
“I’m not…” he lowered his face down and started kissing me again.
I was trying to break away from his kiss but he groaned and gripping my wrist tighter with one hand, then hold my neck with the other.
“Look at me. I fucking love you little wolf… you need to understand that I’m also hurting.”
“Totally.” I breathed out my words carelessly, I was done with his wordplay. He kept on saying one thing but acted the opposite.
“Just go, I get it.” I turned away from him, refusing to look him in the eyes.
But then he gripped my jaw and roughly made me faced him. “I said look at me! you are a very stubborn wolf. I said… I love you.”
“I know! I heard! You said that over and over again, so what? That’s it right? Now you can GO!”
I finally got away from him, when he eventually lets me go. His wings flapped dramatically as he gets out of the bed, making my stuff scattered around the room. What I didn’t expect, was his pillow thrown out from the bottom drawer.
He looked at my stoic face, and then to the pillow which I was looking at. Days I was spending crying and hugging that damn thing!
He must’ve read my mind, cause he was looking at me confused. But I got up and was getting the damn pillow, and putting it back into the drawer.
“That’s my pillow… Rain…” he said with the realization.
“And now it’s gone, just like you will be.” I turned my back away from him and decided to get out of my bedroom. But then he pulled me and pushed me up against the wall, his hand grabbed my throat the crushed his lips with mine.
He took my wrists in one hand and put them above my head. He growled and sucked my throat, while he pushed his body flat to mine.
Then he trails his kisses down to my chest, and his hand slid down my boxers and squeezed my ass and pulling me closer to feel his hardness. His sexy groans were making me ache with desire.
I’ve missed him, I’ve missed his scent, I’ve missed his touches. I was moaning in seconds, wanting him badly, and was upset with myself for not being able to resist him.
And I was still trying to get away from him, but his hand trail to my front and started stroking my length. That simple act just made me shuddered under his touches.
“Fuck!”
“Shut up Rain…”
“No just GO… you can’t just fuck me then leave me again. Ranulf… please…” I pleaded him to let me go, but he was roughly kissing me and pushing our heated body, fueling it with more desire.
I was moaning harder when he turned me to face the wall, then he started sucking the back of my shoulder hard. I could feel that he was marking me, and I couldn’t care less. At that moment I was wanting him, I was craving for his kisses.
“Keep your hands on the wall…” he whispered huskily in my ear. I did just that and he was stripping me naked in seconds. Then I moaned louder when I felt his naked body caressed my backside.
He was stroking my dick, as my forehead touched the cool wall. I was moaning in ecstasy when fingers started to prepare me for his length.
“Ranulf…”
“I… love… you…” he said hoarsely when his dick was probing my ass. Then I let out another moan when he spread my legs wider and swiftly pushed himself filling me making both of us moaned and cursed louder.
His hand was planted firmly on my waist, and pulling me back harder to his thrusts. He was groaning and wrapping my body possessively. His thrusts were hard and vigorously enticing, taking me closer and closer to the edge.
I was feeling him, all of him until I was taken higher to my state of bliss and was taken even higher when both of his hands squeezes my cheeks making me moaned his name over and over again until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Hold it.” He gruffly demanded.
“I can’t…” I whined as I was edging so hard.
Then he abruptly pulled away, his wings carried my body and throw me to the bed and my back touched the cool sheets. He was looking at my erection, while he was touching himself.
He knelt between my legs and wrapped my dick with his lips, I was twitching as he was groaning from stroking his own. It felt like forever when he finally looked at me and nodded, silently telling me to release myself. But I didn’t expect that he would take me further and I exploded inside his warm tight throat.
Then he grunted as he was back to kneeling between my legs and jerking himself off above me, then suddenly slumped on top of my body when cursed and moaned my name and let his cum stained my abdomen.
“I love you, I’d do anything for you…”
I was struggling to break away from him still hating his intention, but then was back in his arms when he forced me to lay with him.
“I’m so tired Ran, you said one thing but then you discarded me so easily. If you love me so much, how can you leave me?”
“I told you, I’m a cast being.”
“Yeah okay…” I sighed and laid back on his chest, as he wouldn’t even let me rest on my pillow.
Damn you! possessive king of hell.
“Rain, listen…” his hand stroke my cheek slowly.
“No, it’s up to you. Wouldn’t matter what my opinion is right? You’re just going to…”
And that was when I saw it, his left hand was bruised, scraped, and had dried blood on it.
“What happened to your hand?” I took his wounded hand and look at it closely.
“Nothing, I was watching you kissing another man and this was from me trying not to kill him.”
I smiled at him, liking his jealous side.
“You know that when you leave me, you’re risking me kissing that same man again right?”
“Fuck!”
“Right, you didn’t think that far ahead didn’t you?” I was smiling smugly knowing that I could actually have a win on our thing.