AUBREE’S POV
After my conversation with Gavin, I went straight to my pad to cry.
‘Aubree you are so stupid! You are an idiot!’
‘He love you so much but what did you to him?!’
‘You are so stupid!’
‘Now you lost him! Lost him completely!’
‘He already gave up!’
‘He already gave you up!’
‘Because of you stupidity!’
I am on my bed crying my heart out.
I love him so much, but he is right. I always took him for granted.
The guy who love me for who I am…
The guy who can defend and fight for me…
The guy who always there to love and understand me…
‘Gavin…’
‘I’m so selfish!’
‘I’m a bad person!’
‘I broke the heart of the guy I truly love!’
‘Because of my stupidity! Stupid stupid stupid!!!’
I deserve this!
Gavin is right, he doesn’t deserve this. He doesn’t deserve me. He deserves someone better than me.
Like what Gavin did…
If I really love him…
I should also set him free.
I hope I can overcome this.
The I cried out hard again.
I just let my self to cry.
***
I woke up still feeling heavy.
I looked myself in the mirror and I could see the
When I looked at myself in the mirror I saw its swelling due to my crying last night.
Until now, the pain is still there, the difficulty of accepting the person you love has left you. And what hurts more is that I have nothing to blame but myself.
Because I pushed Gavin to do that.
I wiped away my tears. I tried to calm myself down. But no matter what I do I still can’t hold back my tears.
That’s why I’ve decided to cancel all my commitments for today.
I don’t think I can face them right now.
GAVIN’S POV
I do not know if I will be able to face Aubree after our conversation last night.
Now I have no escape, because it is a huge project for the company.
I will be having a meeting with my creative team, where Bree is the Head of Creative.
Even though Bree is busy with her modeling career, she still can’t leave this line of work.
That’s why I admire her more for that. She is not like other women who want attention and socialities.
I am already with the team, but I there’s no trace of Bree in the room.
“Okay team, let’s start!” Bree’s assistant started the meeting,
“Wait, where’s your Bree?” I asked.
“Sir, Ms. Custodio can’t make it. She’s not feeling well. But don’t worry sir, she already gave us all the information that you want to know regarding this project.” Her assistant answered.
“How is she?” I asked worriedly.
“She’s okay sir. She just need a rest.” She said in a respectful tone.
I just nodded in response.
The team started talking about the upcoming project but I did not understand any of it.
Throughout the meeting, only Bree was on my mind.
I know that because of our conversation, Bree was not able to come.
Its either she’s not really feeling well…
Or like me, she already made a decision…
And that is to let me go.
But deep inside I am hoping that…
She is just not really feeling well.