ALEX
It’s almost a year. A fucking year when I lost my wife. she should be here celebrating her daughter birthday but destiny has other fucking plans for us and there was Kate… fuck last time I make out with her, I still can taste her. Her pale skin and those pink nipples dam she was fucking hot lying there.
I tried to ignore her afterwards but today she looks exceptionally beautiful with her pink floral dress and those curly long black hair gives me feelings which I don’t want to have.
No doubt Kate is breathtakingly beautiful. Anyone can be attractive to her but I’m not anyone. I’m her sister’s husband. And no matter how attractive I find Kate I can’t feel one percentage of what I felt for Emily. God I miss her so bad. I love her so much that everywhere I can see her smell her.
With my mixed and confused feelings I start getting drunk. Then I felt someone was knocking on my door… who the hell it can be.
When I opened my bedroom door it was Kate standing there…. I was speechless for a moment I thought I’m dreaming but when she talked I came back to my senses
Kate said ‘ Alex … I just dropped Emma. and put her in bed … your mother told me that I should also check on you . (She looks hesitant and a little tense) hmm you should call her. I think I should go’
She was not looking at me and seems to be very nervous around me and why would she because I always say shitty things to her without thinking and she said she drop Emma, fuck what kind of father I’m how can I forget about my daughter who is the only thing that keeping me alive.
I try to be a little kind here so I said ‘ I am just a little tired, come inside I was just drinking.’
she doesn’t move and looks back and say ‘ I think I should go, you must be tired and I’m too so bye’
I held her hand and said ‘ I told you to stay… I know you hate me but please I need some company’….
Her eyes got soft again ‘ Alex I never hated you how can you think something about this… I just don’t want to upset you more ‘
Upset! my whole life is upset pretty girl and you’re not the reason’ I laughed sadly
‘I’m sorry you felt this way but you have to move on for Emma’s sake and you have to find your happiness in your life ‘ she said to me while sitting with me.
I huff ‘ fuck my happiness… I don’t know how to do this and I feel so much anger towards everyone that I can’t control myself ‘ I say to her.
She touched my hand as a friendly gesture but damn her floral scent is driving me crazy. I hold her waist and watch her like a hawk. Damn her mouth is the most perfect thing I have ever seen.
Kate was still consoling me but I wasn’t listening because my thighs went to another lane.
I don’t know what happened but I can’t control myself. I brought my mouth close to her and kissed the hell out of her. She was surprised by my action and I want to see her more and next thing I removed her dressed straps and pushed her dress above her legs,
She pushed me and give me a look of horror
She said breathing heavily ‘ Alex you’re drunk… you will regret this .. and I don’t want things become strange between us’
Looking at her in her lacy white bra and panties, all my moral teaching went to the open windows of my room. I know that moment that I have to fuck her and get her out of my system other wise I will not survive
I replied ‘ look if you don’t want then I won’t touch you but I know you want me and I can feel it… and I’m so depressed all this time I need something to forget about.. so please give me yourself to me for one night please..
She stare at me for long then say ‘if I can make you forget about your pain then I’m all yours’ she said with teary eyes’
And like an animal I start attacking her. I kiss her lips, bite her neck that I know leaves marks, she tries to touch me but I hold her hands because I know it’s too much. If she touches me I will lose control. I was undressed by the time I started preparing myself. When she looked down at my manhood, she yelped a little.
I tried to relax her and wanted to make her feel good.
After that I touched her and her whole body flinched with my single touch. I told her to relax. I started touching her down between her legs, but she was so damn tight and her moan showed she was uncomfortable so I played with her slowly to relax her. When she came I knew she was ready… when I climbed towards her body her pale skin was pink and damn her face was glowing … I know I can’t control myself so I enter her hard and fast.
But her screamed stop me for a moment, but for a moment only because my drunken mind was saying not to stop.
I told her ‘Kate just relax OK! You are so damn tight baby.. let me get inside you more… how long it is for you’
But I didn’t let her answer that because with one trust I was inside of her… it was total heaven… but what shocked me most were her cries it the barrier that I felt…. I stop and looked her tear covered face In shocked that she was fucking virgin .
I asked in surprise and yelled ‘ why the fuck…. you never told me you were virgin …. I could have seriously hurt you’
A virgin I never had before. Even Emily got little experienced. I was now seriously thinking of stopping it before going any further. But she looks so irresistible and knowing I’m her first, it boosted my ego. Seriously, I’m a fucked up arsehole.
She tried to respond but I told her that it doesn’t matter because seriously at this point I can’t even control myself so I try to make it better for her. I fucked her slowly then increased my speed … at some point I found her tightening her walls around my cock and I touch her clit to get her off, then she came and I followed her after three thrust and said fuck so loud and then I fell on top of her and don’t know when I fall asleep.