After 1 year (Kate)
Today was Emma. 2nd birthday and I’m so happy the baby is getting bigger day by day after Emily’s death Evans and Alex’s family was devastated and when they know the truth that I have nothing to do with accident they were very embarrassed … my father left the hospital and never talk about the incident but Alexs parents came to me and said sorry about their and Alexs behaviour about the accident … after some months my parents become civil for appearance sake and never mentioned about the incident , or about the slap … but I really want them to, so that I can believe they do not consider me Emily killer but father never said a word he start ignoring me and mom was in her own world…
After few months I got a call from Alex’s mother that she need me , I immediately left everything and entered Alex’s mansion when I saw Emma. was playing with her doll I took a relief breathe… after Emily’s death Emma become more close to me and I feel she holds a major part of my life… When Alex’s mom saw my expression she told me to relax she just called me so that I can look after Emma. for few hours so that she can visit her doctor … I said no problem I love to spend any time with the baby…. after few hours I was so lost in Emma. that I didn’t hear Alex foot steps when I looked to him he has very intense expression in his face… I nervously told him that his mother has an appointment and left me to look after Emma. but I can go if he wants
Alex said ‘ no you can stay actually I want to talk but, after Emma is asleep we will’
After I put Emma down for a nap I went to kitchen to find Alex he was looking outside the big Window was was in deep thought when he felt my presence he offer me drink I said no .
He said ‘of course no drink.’…
when he notice his tone he apologetically looked at me and said ‘sorry’
I said… ‘its OK … hmm.. what you want to talk about’
He said’ I don’t know where to start from…. but lets start with my behaviour towards you at the hospital I’m sorry I should never said that what I said and you don’t deserve any of this but at that moment i need someone to blame , some one to hold responsible for Emily’s death but, never mind I’m really sorry’. A tear fell from his eyes.
I feel so sad and hurt when I looked at him he look so broken and so innocent like a child need a hug I don’t know what happened but I give him a hug
He was so surprised by my gesture but he never push me but hold me more tightly
I said ‘ Alex please don’t say sorry I can totally understand it was a misunderstanding
No I’m not angry with you … I cant even tell you how much it broke me when ever I think about you , Emma. and what you lost ‘
…. I was crying so much I lifted my head to look at him …. and I don’t know what happen Alex hands were on my face he bring his lips to my lips …. fuck… what was happening … Alex is kissing me… he open my mouth with his tongue and start kissing me heavily …. Alex was so good that I can feel my legs to be shaking and my panties were wet … fuck it was first time… then Alex lay me in the kitchen counter and start opening my blouse and started sucking my nipples so hard that I moan …. I don’t know what happen but may be it was my moan that made Alex to stop what he was doing… he looked at me with an angry expression and said loudly ‘
‘FUCK’!!!!!
I lie there where I was so embarrassed that I was making out with Emily’s husband.. Alex…
I try to stand and said ‘Alex listen..
Alex stop me ‘shut up… just get out from here’
… i was crying at that time fuck I ruined everything he won’t let me see Emma. after that …. so I try once again but he stop pick me roughly
‘look Katie I’m just this close to lose my temper so its better just get out from my house’.
I left Alex house with tears in my eyes hoping that he would let me see Emma again.
But after few days Alex’s mother called me again that Emma is crying very much and she need me … I went Alex mansion immediately and hold Emma. I let her calm her … Alex’s mom told me that she was so worried then Alex told her to call me …. I was amazed that after everything Alex suggest me… well I feel so relieved that I can still meet the baby.
So today is my Emma. birthday and I picked her Dora cake went to Evans home since my parents has arranged the birthday party in their home I was reluctant to go their because still I was not a favourite person for my father but I do it for my Emma. I can do anything for her … when I went there the party was almost started … my father was holding Emma. and was laughing what ever she was bubbling in her baby voice … I went there to greet them
‘hello daddy and happy birthday my baby girl and look it you… you look like a little princess’ I kisses her
Father interrupted my moment and said
‘so you have come… how is your job… I believe you still an assistance there’
I looked my father and said ‘yeah daddy everything is good thank you for asking…. and how are you daddy you look, a little tired’
Cause he really looked tired
‘well I’m… I lost my only precious thing in this world so yes I’m very tried’
I really understand my father emotions I really do but why cant he accept me as his daughter I failed to understand.
‘daddy take care of yourself’ I smiled to him
I try to ignore Alex during the party but I saw him giving me glimpses
After the party I was giving love and hugs to Emma, when Alex’s mom came and said
‘hi take I hope I’m not disturbing you… but I need a favour Alex has left the party after the cake was cut and he seems very upset, now Emma is here I would love to keep her but tonight we have go to London so can you drop Emma there and keep a check on Alex I’m quite worried’
I replied ‘ no problem I will give a bath to Emma. and put her in bed then after checking Alex I will text you ‘ I give her reassuring smile.