The moment I got back into the apartment, that I lived with Amanda previously before Ryder asked me to move in with him, all I did was to lay down on the bed without bothering to move to change my clothes from the work clothes.
All I did today was to pack, drive to work, attempting to try to work, coming back to the apartment, bringing the suitcase up, and laying down. That’s it. That’s all I did today yet I feel like I had run a mile. Me being a non- athletic person that mile sounds hella lot less compared to the emotional roller coaster I had been through. Or maybe it might be more. Wouldn’t know unless I had actually run a mile.
The past months went so fast like a blink of the eye. Me meeting Ryder again, getting the contract with his company, being a part of his team, getting into his heart again, or I think I did, don’t know anymore. Though everything was so fast between us it just felt right. Or atleast it used to feel right.
Now it feels like we have been too fast. Like the past 3 years of the emotional hell I have been through because of him hiding and avoiding me, meant nothing when I just accepted him back. Did I love him too much to just accept him back to my life, after he had basically with no prior notice just disappeared and appeared again? Or was I simply stupid and naive?
I was even too stupid to even realise something was up seeing how my dad used to tense up every time I mentioned about New York, when we stayed in Amsterdam. Even didn’t realise why the company was under mom’s name and not dad’s when he was the one who basically run the company. Though at that time I didn’t think too much into it thinking it might be my dad’s sweet gesture for mom. But it had underlying reason to it. He already had a company under his name. And that cursed company is the reason behind everything.
Now that I think about it. Dad must have been using the company under mom’s name to hide our identities. If so then it was perfect way to hide the reason behind the huge money transferring. But if so then how was the identity exposed and both of our parents got involved in this? What was Ryder’s parents involvement in this? Did that CEO guy mistake them for my parents? It might make sense why he might have mistaken Mr and Mrs. Scott for my parents as their business too was emerging at that time.
All these thoughts running through my head is giving me a huge headache. I better go fresh up and start working on the damn project and get it done as soon as possible. Its good that I completed more than half of it beforehand. It might only take one more day for me to get this done with. And once its done I won’t be needing to face him anymore.
A/N: Hi, I am so sorry for not uploading any chapters when I said I would be uploading once a week. I had prepared chapters in advance to do so but my computer somehow had overheated and was broke down. And I was too upset about it and didn’t want to rewrite the last three chapters that I had meant to publish but didn’t get to save it in anywhere else as a back up. So sorry for the wait and thankyou so much for still reading my book.