I knew the moon would condemn me for the way I treated her gift. I did not know whom to blame, Lumina or myself? Did I need to be more patient with her? Did I need to be more understanding?
That day as I showered with a dejected heart, I had given up a little on us. I felt we were lying in a hopeless pit we were both equal predators always at war with the other. I did not consider we could ever be happy with each other and I was prepared to move to the other wing of the castle and isolate myself from Lumina for a while.
I thought it would be for the best, I would not be able to hurt her and she would not be able to wound me either. I wanted to end our sprouting relationship for her sake mostly, she would be happier without me. Without the cruelness of our bond, we could have lived in the pack together but we would have not been in a loving relationship.
As I departed the bathroom’s heat, she sat on that bed whilst she waited patiently for me. I was astounded for I thought she would have run seeking comfort from her females’ moaning of my actions, criticising me and cursing the goddess for presenting me as her male.
But then she arose and she…*embraced* me. My eyes widened as I stood still contemplating the reasoning behind her actions. She kissed my spine with delicateness and she apologized and confessed to her faults. I did not anticipate it from her, she held neither pride nor ego whilst she was with me.
A sign she gave, that no matter what she will always remain by my side and that was all I needed. As I caressed her cheek and peered into those brilliant greys, I was proud. Proud to have her as mine. She showed me that we will do all right together,*an unbreakable bond we had the capability to forge as one.*
And I wanted to fight for it, fight for our future. I told myself I will not run from her anymore that I will accompany her to the ends of our world and with time her every dream, her every wish I will grant it. Her seeds of hope, I wanted to water and nurture them until they bore fruit.
*All because she chose to stay when I wished to flee. She made me choose too and I chose forever.*
And with that resolution, I flew her to Italy presuming it would aid our relationship further that we could become stronger as one and closer without the persistent pressure from our pack. And it did work as per my prediction at first, she supported me in every way stood tall and prideful beside me at my right. An influential female and my chest puffed to have her as my queen and boast of it to them all.
Italy had always been a memorable place for me, I had spent several years of my life there. I had my roots buried deep beneath the soil and I was thrilled to present them to her. To guide Lumina to all the places I had been before, to show her everything she had never perceived before. I wanted to make her smile, to make her laugh to an amount that her belly hur
t. Whatever she would have asked me I would have laid them at her feet, anything and everything for my female and I wanted nothing in return. As long as she would never leave me for that is all I required from her.
But that female of mine refused to allow me to breathe, the night of that party the siren walked forth with that tight little red dress. She birthed a torrent with me and my chess pieces instantly fell off the board. It was checkmate for my moon blessed had me in the palm of her head, I was her puppet. Goddess I wanted to swallow her down my throat, she was the definition of beauty in my eyes.
All I saw was her, the way her thighs quivered. All I heard was her, her feeble pants her low whines and all I smelt was the sweetness of her nectar gliding down her legs.
My wolf was relaxed he did not attempt to make any move towards her for he knew. He knew I was done for that she had plucked the last of the control that simmered beneath, I had lept of the bridge straight to my death. And she ran from me like a runty lamb, it ruined me even more. I hunted her my nose raised into the air I followed the scent of her cunt. Her little whines and whimpers added to the fuel of my raging fire.
I decided I would not make love to her, I would fuck her until I had my fill for it was all her doing. She lured me into her den first so she needed to take the responsibility of feeding my cock. It did not matter how, as long as she took me into one of her holes.
And that was precisely what I had done, I fucked her. She unblushingly commanded for me to do so too, my wolf snarled telling me to do her until she lost consciousness. Her punishment. I thought my hunger would have departed with time but it did not.
Her bouncing heavy breasts, her crimsoning flesh her sensual moans magnetised me. I was in a haze often ramming my tongue into her sultry mouth to taste her freshness. Fresh meat indeed and my mouth salivated for a taste of her flavour.
It pleased me that I was her first. So I took it all till her very last drop and I truly savoured each bite of her flesh. Our mating was ferociously wild as though we were out with nature and she was the first female who was able to endure my vigour. She did not faint as most females did after I took my fill no, she licked her lips and positioned her ass for me to thrust deeper. She was a fucking tease indeed.
When my teeth sunk into her neck and I claimed her as mine, the world outside desisted to exist for me. I regarded her soul for the very first time and it was…*beautiful*. She held so much within her, so much love so much kindness so much trueness. She had always been a goddess, I had not deserved her.
The taste of her blood in my mouth was gratifying, a new taste and an addicting one at that. I wanted more and more so I took until night died and birthed daylight. I did not stop until my cock slept, I ate until my belly bloated with fullness.
I was revelling in it, everything about our bodies engaging our minds connecting our souls uniting. But the very next day she drew out her sword and she slashed mercilessly into my soul.
She wanted a pup, a family. I could not keep up with her on her goddamn race to the final level. It was not that I did not wish for a pup, but it was too early to create a family.