Many people have heard it, and they all show incredible expressions.
His eyes seem to be burning with flames, and the burst of light in his pupils suppresses his emotions. He hates me, but I could feel his emotions again.
It seems as if something is tangling between us.
Then James’s eyes shot like a cold knife to the place where the man holds me.
He flinches immediately.
“James, we don’t dare to touch your woman.” The wretched guy becomes timid and lets go of my hand.
And I stand motionless and look at him.
Undeniably, I still love him so much, but I can’t indulge in it anymore.
“I’m sorry, I’ll go back first,” I say to James by hugging my clothes tightly.
Although I am looking at him, my eyes are evading, and I dare not look into his eyes.
James suddenly puts away all his fierceness at this moment, and raises my chin with one finger, “You can’t afford to play?”
My heart is agitated and suffering unprecedented torture. I don’t know how to answer it.
I can only admit defeat, “I can’t afford to play. You can let me go. We will never see you again. I have seen your previous life. You and I are no good.”
I don’t know why I should say this. Maybe I want to save my dignity.
Everything here is unfamiliar to me, a lewd atmosphere. Everyone has a lot of fun, James has been living such a life before, how disharmony I am with him.
“But Carolina, that’s not enough. I really want to retaliate against you, and let you know what pain is.” James smiles.
“I don’t ask you to leave, and you can’t leave here.” James lets me go and twists his fingers, “I just don’t want you to be happy.”
I know, James hates me now, so that I can really rest assured.
Pretending to laugh disapprovingly, I say, “Okay, but James, do you think I will be really sad? I’m just playing with you. Will I give my heart? What I am sad about is that you don’t really love me, ”
Fake words. All lies. I don’t know what I’m talking about. I have been covering up myself with a method of avoidance that absolutely can’t let him discover the true thoughts in me.
“Okay, let’s continue.” James smiles and walks into the pool full of beautiful women.
I am standing by the pool like a clown, watching James playing with naked beauties.
James smiles so charmingly.
I am really being punished, standing beside them doing nothing, watching the beautiful women flirt with my favorite man, but I can’t do anything, I can’t do it, and I don’t have the qualification.
“James, let me accompany you tonight.” The woman’s sweet voice floats over and her body clings to James’s body.
James’s deep eyes hide nothing, and he smiles slowly and says, “It depends on your performance.”
My body shakes, and I almost couldn’t stand it. I never think about this problem. What if James has other women? I only think we would be separated, but I never think that in the future he will be surrounded by another woman, He will go to bed with her, they will be very affectionate, or do anything we have done.
I can only become a passerby.
It hurts so much, I don’t let my tears flow out.
“I’m leaving,” I say in a trance.
James comes out of the pool and grabs me, “I won’t let you go, how dare you!”
My whole person has collapsed. I think I have seen the picture of his loving life with those women. They are laughing and joking, they are lingering, but for me, I am nothing.
“James!” I yell at him, “We have broken up, don’t you think it’s ridiculous for you to do this? Why should I watch you flirt with other women? Why ask me to do what I don’t want to do? James, can you stop being so cruel?”
That’s right. I can’t stand it anymore, and I don’t want to endure it anymore.
I shake James’s hand and take a deep look at James.
“Carolina, you always do this…” James clenches his fists.
I walk forward without looking back. I force myself to stop indulging in him.
However, James doesn’t give me a chance at all, and suddenly runs forward and hugs me.
My body is held up, and I scream.
“James what are you doing!?” I look at him, he is tightly tensed, saying nothing.
“Put me down. Don’t you hear me? James!?”
I am struggling, but my heart is beating so fiercely as if I have some kind of expectation.
“James, you say you would ask me to accompany you tonight. In fact, three couples are also very cool!” The sweet and greasy woman comes over with a taste of wine, her eyes charming.
James hugs me and just looks at her coldly and says, “Go away!”
I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad at this time. I can only let him take me to the unknown field in James’s arms.
He is holding me in the public and walks out from here.
Why has this changed between us? Powerless and unable to resist, I know what the consequences are.
His body is strong and his arms are so powerfully. I struggle in vain and finally stay in his arms honestly.
I see a smile at James’s mouth.
James, you said that you want to retaliate against me, but why do you forgive me again and again?
I really can’t hate this man, but he is the son of my enemy, and all things happen is because of us.
“Upstairs is the guest room,” James says.
He holds me straight to the top floor.
My face is close to his chest, and I hear his powerful heartbeat. I don’t know how I can control my emotions and how I can never sink again.
The room door opens.
I am put on the big bed by James.
Here is the top floor of more than twenty floors, the roof is enveloped by the huge glass, from this angle you can see the sky stars.
Boundless.
“Carolina, I want to fuck you here.” James attaches to me.
The phone rings and I go sideways to get the phone. It’s a text message.
My sister sent it, “Carolina, don’t forget what you said before! Don’t forget how your parents died! Don’t forget who causes this!
The shocking text message makes me sober all at once.
I know, of course, I will not forget.
I put down my phone and look at the man in front of me, facing his eyes.
My eyes must be cold now, otherwise why James frowns.
I smile bitterly in my heart, do you know James? There is nothing between us long ago.
Even if I love you, there can only be hatred between us.
James bows his head to kisses my eyes, and his warm lips block my eyes, and the starry sky disappears.
I push James away and say, “Why are you so anxious?”
I’m so calm, my heart beating violently before returns to calm.
“Carolina!” James’s hands prop on both sides of my body, his eyes chasing my eyes.
“Do you know how my father died?” I look into his eyes and ask.
James bites his lip and says nothing.
But his expression betrays me, I know he must know!
Even if my father had an accident, I never questioned James, but I don’t expect that this thing would really relate to James!
This is something I can never forgive.
I push James, “James, you know everything, right? You play with me like a fool, do you think it’s fun? I say it’s over. You’re still doing this. What are you doing? Flirting with the beauty in front of me, retaliating against me? You are ridiculous! Do you think I really care? The only thing I care about is whether you are really involved in my dad’s death! ”
Every word I say stimulates him, and I know his bottom line is there.
Sure enough, James’s face sinks, “Don’t you care?”
“You don’t care who I am with, and what did I do? Don’t you really care?” His eyes are cold and sharp.
I nod.
“James, tell me. Do you already know how my father died and why he died? That is my father! How can you be indifferent! Even if I am sorry for you, but why do you want to take revenge on him!” This man completely makes me disappointed.
I have never been so sad as if my conviction of faith has collapsed in an instant.
I regret very much, why should I fall in love with James! If it were not for falling in love with him, my father would not die and my mother would not commit suicide. Our family would not be broken!
James finally says a little lightly, “Sorry, I…”
I am crazy, why should I hear sorry from James. James is not a person who easily apologizes.
“What did you do? James, I hate you! Why should I meet you! I really regret it, I really regret it!” I shout at him, and every word I say could be inserted into his chest.
“Carolina, do you know what you are saying?” James’s voice trembles.
I hate myself and hate him very much. I smile and say to him, “I know, of course I know, because I never loved you!”
“It’s enough!” James grits his teeth and exudes the words between the teeth.
“Don’t you say you regret it? Well. I will make you regret it completely!” James presses his body brutally against mine, with great force.
“I will fuck you here today.” James smiles coldly.