Why should I be so careless! Why didn’t I notice that she took the video last time?
I hate myself!
“The video has been circulating in your sister’s school.”
Then Isabel sent such a sentence.
“Why do you have to torture my family?” My hands are trembling
“The same words, because you are disobedient.”
I can even imagine how proud Isabel is now, everything is in her calculations.
She has everything prepared from the beginning, I’m stupid!
I can’t sit still.
Yes, go to my sister’s school.
I get changed, hurry to the school, and call her along the way, but she just doesn’t answer.
I haven’t seen my sister since the car accident, and my sister hasn’t seen me in the hospital.
She must hate me for the previous kidnapping, and I have no chance to care about her. If something like this happens again, Elaine will hate me.
Does my love really involve a lot of people?
All along the way, I ask the driver to drive fast. She should be in class now.
But when I walk into the school, the teaching building is full of people.
The phone rings.
“Is Elaine’s parent? Come to school quickly! Elaine has an accident!”
The teacher’s voice on the phone is fierce.
“What’s wrong?” I freeze, looking at the crowded people in front of the school building and the man standing on the balcony of the tall building.
“I don’t know what happens to her, and now she is going to jump off the building!”
I see it.
Her figure is small on the balcony of the tall building. She stands there, and I seem to feel her despair.
People around are talking.
“I heard that she doesn’t study well, and she interacts with people in the society and is filmed that kind of video.”
“I also heard that. The nude photos are posted on the school bulletin board.”
They don’t know anything. They are talking nonsense.
“I am Elaine’s parent,” I say.
I am using my will to maintain and my last strength, I can’t fall down. I still have to save my sister.
Policemen are here.
I desperately press he panic in my heart, I want to go in. I want my sister to be fine.
“Let me go in! I’m her sister. Will you let me talk to her?” I shout loudly outside the cordon.
They are stalemate on the top of the building.
“Elaine’s sister, I am her class teacher. What’s the matter? All her indecent photos are posted on the school’s bulletin board in the morning. There are all kinds of rumors. Elaine couldn’t stand it and goes to the balcony.” The headteacher holds my hand, ” It’s my fault. I don’t take good care of her in the morning, ”
I look at my sister and blame myself.
“It’s not your fault, it’s mine. She is kidnapped for extortion because of me. I’m the culprit.” I say.
Today’s sky is very clean, my sister seems to be standing in the clouds. She looks down at me as if she sees me.
She smiles at me.
Even if we are far away, but I can still clearly feel her hatred for me.
She hates me, why does it affect her. She is innocent.
“No, I want to go up!” I rush upward.
I always think I will lose her immediately.
Why is this hunch getting stronger and stronger? It knocks me down at once.
I cross the cordon and run-up.
Until I stand in front of her, my sister shot me a hated glance.
Her eyes are no longer the pure happiness of the past, but hatred.
She stands on the edge and looks at me without blinking.
“Your sister is here! You are still so young.” The policeman politely stands not far from her to appease her.
I know she is waiting for me, and the eyes she looks at have not left.
“I’m sorry.” I stand still and I dare not to step forward. She is desperate.
Elaine smiles lightly, very ironically, “Are you with that man again? Because the woman says, nothing would happen if you are not with him. You are so shameless! Don’t you know that you have hurt me once? You still want to hurt me again!”
My hands and feet are cold.
Elaine sneers at me, “You know? I feel sick when I see you now. Why should I bear your sins? Obviously, I am happy at my age, but the consequences have to be paid by your family?”
Every word is an accusation against me.
“It is me who is wrong, and I am really wrong! Come down, as long as you come down and come to me, I will do whatever you want. Okay? “I have no choice but to cry and beg her.
Is James going to be abandoned by me again?
I may not have the opportunity to think about that at that time, I just hope my sister can be safe.
“Will you?” Elaine sneers at me, “You said the same last time. You were kneeling in front of her and begging her! But, haven’t you been together with him again? ”
“I have nothing! My innocence, my reputation! Everything’s gone! When I walked into the classroom today, I heard their argument that I am a prostitute! It’s you who causes this!”
Elaine collapses, shouting hysterically on the top of the building, tears trickling down.
Under her eyes, her tears flash into my heart like a sword.
” I’m sorry for you! It’s all my fault! It’s all my fault! I kneel down for you, okay?” I kneel in front of her.
“You come here, don’t scare me. I will listen to you in the future. I will not see him again!”
Elaine shakes her head and says, “Last time you swore in the life of your parents. You can even forget this, not to mention me. I have no more status in your heart.”
“No. No!”
I have no other solutions.
“I have no face to live in this world.” Elaine’s expression doesn’t change, and she looks at me blankly.
A bad hunch suddenly rises.
“Elaine! Think about your mother, even if you want to avenge me, you have to stay alive! No matter what you do in the future, as long as you can get rid of it, I will not blame you!” I seem to have caught the straw.”
“Also, we can change school, or go abroad, go to a place where no one knows us,! You can start over, and then retaliate against me. OK?” I would rather hurt myself than hurt my sister.
She meditates as if thinking.
The policeman gives me a wink and motions me to stabilize her.
I nod.
“Our father has already in prison. What if my mother is in trouble again? And the younger brother, they are all downstairs, waiting for you to come down.” I continue as if hope has been rekindled.
My sister is still thinking.
“Why don’t you die and I live. I’m afraid I will only want to live if you die. How about if you stand here and jump down now?” The sister suddenly raises her head and smiles at me with a dark smile.
I stand up from the ground and say, “Okay, I will die, you stay alive.”
At this moment, I really want to die. If I can let her stay alive, I will die.
“You go over there, stay away from me.” My sister points to the other side.
I slowly walk there.
Elaine’s face finally shows a smile, a satisfactory smile, she really wants me to die.
“Come on, this lady.” Someone stops me.
“Let her jump! If she doesn’t die, I would jump from here immediately!” The younger sister shouts angrily, “She is disgusting!”
The police slowly approach from behind, then hugs her violently.
“Oh! Let me go! Let me go! You are all liars! Both are liars!” Elaine begins to yell in panic and scolds us.
I breathe a sigh of relief and rush to hug her.
“I am wrong. It’s my fault. I really won’t do it again! I will never meet James again! Don’t hurt yourself, OK?” I hug her tightly.
“Why do you have to involve me! “I really wish you could die! ”
Of course, I know.
But I still hug her desperately, even if she hates me, and wants me to die, I still hug her.
“Don’t you say you can never see the man again? Well, you will say it now! You have to break up with him completely.” Elaine suddenly calms down and smiles and says to me, “This is your deadliest!”
“You just say that your family doesn’t want you to be with him. You are forced to die. You have to make a choice, and the result is you choose your family.” Elaine says.
I say, “Fine.”
I look at the phone, and I don’t know how it feels.