He looks at me affectionately, as if no one except me is in his world. He says seriously and firmly, striking my heart word by word.
As if all of a sudden, blood can recirculate often, and my heart is pounding.
I miss him so much, looking at his face with nostalgia.
But I can’t say anything.
Contradiction, entanglement, but the crazy feeling of wanting to be with him makes me caught off guard, and I don’t know what to do.
James doesn’t care about anything. His eyes look at me with a firm expression. He stumbles, but he still ignores it.
“Carolina. Please say something!” James shouts at me.
I couldn’t help covering my eyes, I pretended to be cruel and say, “I’m sorry, you really annoy me. Don’t you see it? I don’t like you at all.”
“Don’t you hear! My wife says that it’s just for you to play with you!” Neil pushes James fiercely.
I couldn’t see that James is hurt, and I couldn’t hold it anymore, and I push Neil away and run out.
My leg hurts, but I can’t care about it at all. I want to find a quiet place to cry.
It’s too difficult, why should my life be so difficult?
I find a corridor and cry out while covering my mouth.
“James, I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” I murmur while crying, “I love you, but I’m sorry, I can’t be with you.”
There is only me here, but I freely release myself.
But with a bang behind, the door opens, and I immediately turn around and look at it.
It is from James.
He looks at me panting.
I am stunned.
He purses his lips, a little proud, “I know you would cry, I know you would not leave me, I know you would care what I say!”
Like someone who is suddenly caught by the lifeline and unable to resist, my tears are still hanging on my face. I am so sad.
Suddenly he appears and catches me off guard.
His bloodless face seems to be alive. He walks over and says, “Do you love me?”
In the corridor echoes his voice, “What I say is fake, I really miss you. I got drunk, I am so miserable. Should you not comfort me?”
His eyes are bright, his brows are soft, and he seems to see hopes.
My reason is collapsing.
My family has suffered enough because of me and James, and I know they can no longer be implicated.
I have sworn.
But he is standing in front of me at this time, talking about the love words I want to hear the most, in a way I have dreamed of countless times. He is my favorite person.
I can’t say anything to refuse him
I shake my head, sorry.
I rush into James’s arms.
“I love you, James!” I miss him so much. I want to die in his arms.
We hug tightly in the corner.
It takes a long time for me to know what James thought at that time. He said that even if I rejected him ruthlessly. He still doesn’t want to give up on me.
I don’t want to change it once I have decided.
“Do you know how I know you still care about me?” James says.
I look at him and shake my head, with a happy smile on my face, “I don’t know.”
James is quite proud, “Look, you still have my ring on your hand. If you don’t love me, you just want to play with me, how can you still wear the ring I give you on the ring finger.
I am too careless, I look down at the shiny ring and remember how James stood in front of the ruins and proposed to me.
I won’t forget that scene no matter how long.
Afterward, we don’t have anything to say, so we keep quietly together.
Only by being able to touch each other can you be completely relieved. Look we are together.
I have a crazy idea, if we can just hug each other and die, it would be so happy.
I don’t know how long it has passed, my body finally can’t hold it.
I push James away.
“I’m going back,” I say.
James lets go of me reluctantly.
“I’ll see you tomorrow.” I shake James’s hand.
James pouts and says nothing.
I look back at James, and James looks at me with an extremely uncomfortable expression.
When I look back at him again, James runs to me, holding me, and kissing hard.
I immediately respond to him.
We are apart after a long time, James gasps slowly with his forehead against my forehead, “Go back, otherwise, I think I will have sex with you here.”
His body is hot.
I stick out my tongue, make a grimace, and turn away.
I don’t expect that I become so charming, just like I change a person.
My heart is not heavy anymore, and my walking seems light.
There is a smile that can’t be concealed on the corner of my mouth. Is this the power of love?
I push the door open and my mother is right there.
Her eyes look at my face, “How are you and James?”
I smile and don’t answer her.
My mother signs and says, “If you can stay with him, just do that. It will really be different if you stay with the one you like.”
“Neil is gone?” It is really rare, how could Neil go so easily.
My mother says, “After you ran out, Neil had a call, and he left hurriedly.”
I couldn’t help but want to laugh, and I am immediately happy. It is so happy to be with the person I love.
Mother stares out the window with a sigh.
Recently, my mother always signs like this. I hug my mother and say, “Everything will be fine.”
“I worry about your father…” Mom wipes her eyes, “Your phone rings.”
She points to the phone on the head of my bed.
Really, a strange number.
I answer it hesitatingly.
“Miss Carolina, I think you forgot what you said.”
It’s Isabel!
The moment I hear her voice, I immediately standstill.
What does she mean by saying this? Does she know that I met James?
“Miss Carolina, are you listening to me?” Isabel’s voice is very charming but makes me scary.
I walk out of the ward with my mobile phone, and I don’t want my mother to hear our conversation.
“I’m here.”
“I remember Miss Carolina is a person who keeps her words. You were kneeling under my feet and begging me to let your sister go and said you would never see James again. But?” She continues with a cold smile, “Miss Carolina, you saw James today.”
It turns out that she is still monitoring me.
I do not want to deny it and say directly, “Yes, I went to see James today. I am worried about him when he is injured, so I went to see him. And when I reconcile with him, we still have to be together.”
When I say this, my body is trembling and frightened. Isabel’s previous actions are already deeply frightened, and she seems to be everywhere now.
“It’s really courageous.” Isabel’s cool voice comes through the earpiece, “I will never forget how you asked me at that time and blamed me for being soft-hearted. I think if a little girl is ruined by so many men, it would be very pitiful, but you’ve gone back on your word, and I really regretted my soft heart.”
It is cold in the corridor, I feel like I am deep in the ice storage. But just now I had chosen to be with James, then I have no reason to back down.
I say, “But it seems that the person who broke her promise is not me.”
Isabel says a little unexpectedly, “Really? I have eaten my words?”
“Isn’t it?” I press, “My sister and I got into a car accident when we went back that night. Don’t tell me it has nothing to do with you.”
“Really? It’s a pity that you don’t die, but you shouldn’t wrong me.” Isabel sneers, “You can’t talk nonsense, do you have any evidence? I called the car on the software at random, but I am kind at the time. You are slandering me.”
“You can’t admit it, but don’t come to blame me. I will not be afraid of you anymore, my family will protect me! I will never give up my love again!” I say aloud, just like making a vow.
“Neil’s factory is going to be closed, how could he still have money, I don’t know what agreement between him and you, but I ask you not to think that others are stupid
“It’s you who found the car and the driver, but the driver died. But what you don’t expect is that I don’t die. You said if I don’t see James You won’t involve my family in this matter. My sister is in the car at the time. You almost kill her. Don’t you break your promise?” “I say angrily.
Why will Neil show up when I ran out of money, and why he lets me sign that kind of thing! It was all arranged by Isabel, but she doesn’t expect that James would have such a deep feeling for me, and he would make up the money before Neil.
“How do you think of me, I don’t care. I just want to warn you, be careful that the poison vows come true. ” Isabel smiles crazily.
Each of my pores stands up, and the cold wind in the corridor makes me scare.
But I can’t hold back, I have broken James’s heart again and again.
“Well, I’m waiting for you!” I clench my fists hard, exhausting my whole body, and says, “This time I won’t give up James easily!”