How much I want to immediately turn around and throw into his arms, and then loudly say to him, “I love you!”
But I know I am not qualified to do so.
I cruelly break his hand around my chest and say with tears, “James, don’t talk silly things. I just don’t love you, I just don’t want to continue. It is just a game.”
After that, I run forward cruelly.
Behind is the voice of James, every word makes me sad to die, “Carolina! You will regret it! You will regret it! I will not let you go!”
I run forward vigorously until he could not see me.
I can only hide aside and turn around to look at him secretly.
James still stands there motionlessly, like a statue. He seems to have lost all his soul suddenly, staring blankly at the place where I disappear.
So sad, I cover my mouth and cry quietly.
Such James makes me so painful that I couldn’t breathe. A person like him is hurt by me.
The butler steps forward and talks to James as if he is persuading him.
But he remains motionless.
I curl up on the ground crying.
“James! James. I beg you. Move on” I only whisper softly.
I watch him all the time, and he stands there for a long time before James slowly moves his body.
His body shakes, and my heart immediately tightens.
Fortunately, the housekeeper around him supports him.
He holds the butler slowly and walks into the house as if there is nothing left.
He pushes open the door, looks back, and finally goes in disappointingly.
I hide in the shrubbery, grab the railing, and look at him eagerly, watching his figure completely disappear in front of my eyes.
We will never see you again in the future.
I have nothing, James will be my only one.
OK, I succeed. I finally let James hate me, and I also lose him.
I get up and walk to Isabel. I stumble away, feeling that my eyes are black and I couldn’t see any light.
I really have nothing left.
Crying and laughing, I think I am like a fool, but my heart is like being pierced, James’s injury has been lingering in my mind.
His expression stabs me, making me feel like a bad guy. No, I’m an executioner, castrated all the good things between us.
Isabel is waiting for me, and she is very satisfied with my loss of sight.
“I tell you. You have to be like this, otherwise, how could James believe you?” Isabel finally breathes a sigh of relief.
“What about my sister?” I look at her with hatred in my eyes.
Isabel says, “At rest, rest assured that she is very good, you did it so well, how dare I hurt her.”
I don’t want to talk to Isabel anymore, and when I talk to her, I feel vomiting, “I’m going to find my sister.”
Isabel reaches out and grabs me who wants to go upstairs and says, “Wait!”
“What else do you want to do?” I glare at her, “I’ve done what you said. Isn’t it enough? What do you want?”
Isabel pats my shoulder and says, “Don’t be so nervous, I just want to tell you something.”
“You promised that you will never see James again. I hope you will do it. You don’t want this to happen again in a few days. I don’t want to do it anymore. After all, it is tired in dealing with these things?” Isabel says. There is a warning in it, I can hear it.
I nod and say, “Since I have promised you, I will do it. I will not see James anymore, nor will I have a relationship with him again. Are you satisfied with that?”
Isabel smiles softly, as if the previous fierce person is not her, “Well. Miss Carolina is really a good sister. She is willing to let go of anything for her sister.”
I glance at her and walk past her, but Isabel behind me still warns me.
“But Miss Carolina, if you eat up your words, I have various ways to deal with you.”
I know she is a hard-hearted woman who can do everything.
I quickly walk up the stairs. I want to take my sister home immediately. I don’t want to stay here for a moment.
The moment I open the door, my sister rushes into my arms.
“Sister, you’re finally here! Oh…” My sister cries loudly in my arms, and she is really terrified today.
I look at her carefully and anxiously confirm, “Are you all right, have they tortured you after I left?”
The sister cries and shakes her head, “No, no!”
“It’s good if we don’t. Let’s go home now. My sister takes you home.” I hug my younger sister and go downstairs.
Isabel smiles when he sees us, as if she is entertaining guests from home, “I still want to keep you guys for dinner, I can cook well.”
I don’t even look at her. I walk past her sideways, and my sister shivered when she sees her.
“It’s okay, we’ll be able to go home immediately, and this will go home.” I hug her with constant comfort.
“I have prepared a car for you,” Isabel says.
I say, “No, thank you.”
“Don’t do that, or you have to call the car yourself, and you know how close it is to James. What if he sees you?”
My sister and I have to get in the car Isabel prepared for us.
The car enters through the door of the villa where James is located. I look at it eagerly, as if I could see James.
The light is on in his room, and the figure flashes in front of the window.
“James!” I shout excitedly but immediately cover my mouth.
I can no longer call him like this, I can only bury my love in my heart.
The car goes away until the villa disappears and nothing is left.
In fact, I shouldn’t be greedy from the beginning, why should I fall in love with him? I am so embarrassed, but love could not be controlled. I step back, again and again, hesitating again and again, but finally fell in love with him.
I don’t regret to love you for a while, even now we can only be so bad between us.
The atmosphere in the car is very depressing, neither my sister nor I speak, snuggling with each other.
Suddenly a big trailer rushes ahead, and the dazzling light makes everyone unable to open their eyes.
“Oh…”
My sister and I scream, and the driver is panicked, “God! The car brake has broken!”
The car has to make a big turn, and the car hits a tree beside it.
I just feel that my body is out of control, and I lean forward, fly up, and hit the windshield with a bang.
It hurts. I watch my blood flowing out of my body little by little.
My sister is beside me, her life and death are uncertain.
Am I gonna die now? I actually feel so relaxed. If you die, you won’t have any worries. I won’t feel sorry for my home, or James, because I won’t be so tired to live.
I think happily, maybe James and I will know each other in my next life. It would be great if we would fall in love without any hindrance.
Consciousness slowly dissipates, and his eyes are blurred.
I can finally be relieved.
It’s noisy around, I seem to see someone crying and screaming.
“Go away. Go away.” There is an eager voice near my ears.
I am confused, what is this doing?
I desperately want to open my eyes and take a look at this world, but I’m too tired to open.
When I wake up again, I feel a sense of solitude.
In front of the white wall, I stare at the world blankly.
“Carolina, you finally wake up! That’s great!” There is a familiar voice in the ear.
Mom runs out crying, “Doctor! Doctor! She wakes up!”
Then I go through various tests. The doctor smiles and says with relief, “Congratulations, the patient is out of danger.”
“Mom…” I want to speak, but my voice is so dumb that I couldn’t speak at all. I can only say faintly and anxiously, “What about Elaine?”
Mother wipes her tears and says, “Your sister is fine. She is not seriously injured. At that time, your body was in front of her, and she suffered a slight injury, and she is ready to go out.”
I am completely relieved.
“How many days I have been unconscious?” I ask.
Mother signs and says, “Three days.”
“What about Dad!” As soon as I heard that, I am anxious, and the money my father has embezzled must have expired the last grace period a few days ago. What should I do? “How’s the money?”
“How could the money be paid back.” My mother turns her head and chokes, “We will give up your father. Today is the last day. There is no way. There is really no way.”
My mother is crying sadly, but what I see is that she is afraid that I would be sad and she dares not to cry loudly, turning her back to me and sobbing softly.
“Pay the previous money quickly! This will alleviate some of the blame. I must raise the money! I must!” I get out of bed.
“What are you doing!” Mother scolds me sharply, “Do you want to die? You just passed the danger!”
“I can’t watch my dad being sent to prison! I can’t do it!” I cry helplessly.
My mother wipes away her tears, “What else can you do? You have a car accident. You have received a critical illness notice, a few days of ICU, tens of thousands a day. Can save your life first, or what can you do? ”
I couldn’t calm down in bed for a long time, I spent the money that is to save my father.
“Why! Why!” I growl in pain. Why is this happening, why is such a thing happening at this juncture? This definitely worsens our life.
I think my world collapses all at once.