I look at the camera in front of me, maybe this is the last image I leave in this world.
There is no sorrow, and I am not afraid. I look there quietly and suddenly smiles.
I want James to see how I smile, he says that I look good when I smile.
They kill a hostage every day for demonstrations, and now it is my turn.
The gang says something in a language I don’t understand, and finally says in English, “Mr. James, we know that Ms. Carolina is your dearest love and that your family is rich and powerful. The ransom will be delivered within the time and we will guarantee that Ms. Carolina is safe and sound, ”
They actually find out the identity of me and James! Once again, I have to involve James.
“But if you are ruthless or feel that this woman is not as important to you, we will let her die a day later.”
The head of the terrorist organization finishes, shaking things in his hand.
An infusion set.
“What do you want to do?”
Because I couldn’t guess what they want to do, I am especially afraid.
I watch them pierce the needles into my veins and pierce them.
The blood flows down slowly, very slowly.
“Within one day, when the money is not available, we must guarantee that her blood will drain.”
I sit there quietly, my body is tied and immobile, and the panic in my heart grows bigger and bigger.
I don’t want to involve James, but I have to see myself die a little bit.
This feeling is particularly difficult, you will clearly feel that your life is passing, you will become weaker and weaker, and your consciousness will gradually blur.
The blood on the ground has formed a big beach. I helplessly look at the camera and keep staring, because I think James must be looking at me at this time.
I smile and think, are we looking at each other?
At the last moment, I am already dreaming about the most romantic things. James just proposed to me, I can’t die, I want to stay with him forever.
“James, save me.” Finally, I say this sentence.
Before I come here, I am ready to die. I feel that everything must be God’s arrangement. If I could live, I must be with my loved one.
Is it really wrong between us? Obviously we have already confessed and understood each other’s intentions, but why can’t we still be together? Oh yes, it must be because I am not honest enough.
While I still have a little energy, I plan to tell James all my things.
So I slowly say to the camera, “James, before you keep asking me why I should marry Neil, I refused to say that, because I am afraid that I am too cheap.”
“I don’t know what the father’s secret is in Neil’s hands. For the sake of conditions, I have to marry him. Do you know why we meet? Because Neil can’t give birth, but he needs a child, so he asks me to find a man, and then I met you at that bar, ”
“Do you think I am a mean woman? I don’t have any self-esteem at all. I’m sorry. I concealed you a lot. At first, I only think that we were a one-night love between us, but I fell in love with you unconsciously. The harder it is, the more uncomfortable I am. I’m afraid you will discover my identity, I will deceive you, hide you, sorry, ”
I don’t know what I said, and in the end, it is even incoherent.
“Sorry, sorry, if there is an afterlife, will you still fall in love with me?”
I look at the camera affectionately and helplessly.
Suddenly, a few bombs and the surrounding terrorist organizations fall to the ground.
What I just hear seems to be the sound of bullets driving the airflow.
The silencer makes these people die silently
Everyone is excited, cheering up and carefully looking at the front door.
We finally know that we will be saved soon.
We don’t know who is sneaking in from the window, but I’m sure it is the one who comes to save us.
He asks us to keep silent, everyone nods heartily.
“I will take you out.”
The needle is pulled out and the rope is untied.
I think I can see James.
Because I am too weak, I could only be pushed out secretly by Andy.
“Sorry, I did that before to protect more people. They cannot be hurt because of you.”
I nod and say, “I know.”
No one can deprive others of their right to live. I understand this.
The whole process goes smoothly, and we immediately meet with the outside peace forces.
However, the first thing I see is James.
He actually stands in front of me.
I don’t know how many days we haven’t seen each other for a few days. Now his chin is covered with scum, his eyes are red, and he seems to have lost a lot of weight.
I am confused, what’s wrong with him?
“Carolina!” He runs over and hugs me in panic, “Fortunately, you are fine.”
Why is he here? Every time I ask, someone says, “Mr. James, let’s go out of here quickly. I’m afraid they will catch up after a while.”
Several of us get into the car in a hurry.
The car is moving fast, bumping. Without going to a safe area, we can lose our lives at any time.
I am shaking in James’s arms, and my body doesn’t know why it is so cold. Knowing this moment, I really understand that I was saved and James is beside me.
James can only hug me tightly and comfort me constantly, “It’s okay, it’s okay. I’m here, we will be able to go to the hospital in a while, and we will return home tomorrow.
“It’s so dangerous here, what are you doing here?” I ask bravely.
But my eyelids are heavy.
James is also trembling, “The moment I know your news, I am almost scared to death. What if you have an accident. I can’t watch you die and ignore you.”
“Jesus and we are found!”
I don’t know who shouts.
Everyone is nervous, and a few cars speed up.
Behind the gunshots, they shot the car body.
“Don’t be afraid, I’m here.” James wraps my whole person, “It’s okay, don’t you come out hiding in my arms, you know?”
I grab his clothes tightly and nod fiercely.
Perhaps it is through the previous life and death, and now I am actually strangely calm, or it may be because James is beside me.
The car drives in a twisted way, and the shaking people want to vomit.
“As long as you can safeguard Miss Carolina’s safety, the cost will be doubled!” James growls.
I just realize that this is the mercenary that James pays for.
As his voice falls, there is a loud bang,
I can hear this sound every day, it is a bomb!
I couldn’t see anything. In the arms of James’s, but I could feel how dangerous and nervous it is at this time.
“James, will we die here?” I say.
I hear James’s crunching teeth, and he says bitterly, “How can we die! I still have a lot of things to do with you!”
I don’t know why James groans grits his teeth.
Suddenly my heart becomes cold, “What’s wrong?” I say that I want to struggle out of his arms.
“It’s okay, I will be staying with you.” James presses me hard to his chest and wraps me in more clothes.
“Damn, a bunch of lunatics!” I don’t know who curses.
“Hold on again, there will be our people in front, just go out here.”
James grits his teeth and grunts.
What’s wrong with him? I couldn’t see it, and my hand is rubbing restlessly on him.
Suddenly I feel a warm and sticky liquid.
Only then do I find that there is a bloody smell in the whole car.
“James, you are hurt!” I shake my hand and scream.
“Don’t move, you’ll be fine.” James still uses a tough posture to keep me from moving.
I press on that bleeding place and cry out, “Are you stupid? Can’t you wait? How can you do this! You let me see your wounds, please!”
“I can’t wait, I can only take risks on my own, I’m sorry to let you worry me, but I’m okay, it will not scare you.” James’s voice is very gentle, he hugs me and comforts me again, “I am okay, really.”
I have seen too many corpses, no matter how bloody they are, how can they be scared, only he will really love me.
I bite my lips and stop crying.
The battle is getting fiercer. I am in James ‘ arms and I don’t want to think of anything. He is beside me. I am with him. Even if we die, we will look like each other. Everyone will feel that we are in love.
This is enough.
I don’t know how we escape. When we come to a safe place, James and I are immediately taken to the hospital.
It is only at this time that I could see how infiltrating James’s wounds are.
It’s not so much a wound, it’s a blood hole that is constantly pouring blood out.
James’s lips are white, but his eyes are bright. He touches my head and says, “It’s alright.”
“James, you big fool!”
I watch him but dare not to come close, fearing to touch his wound.
I watch him close my eyes little by little, becoming lifeless.
“James! What’s wrong with you? Open your eyes! You’ll be fine, we’ll be in the hospital right away!”
I look at him helplessly, and my heart is in a mess, but the only thing I am sure of is that if there is anything wrong about James, I wouldn’t live.
James is directly sent to the rescue room, and I drag my weak body and refuse to go.
Doctors and nurses come in and out.
“James’s family members of patients, sign this notice of critical illness.”
In critical condition? My hands and feet are cold immediately, and I almost faint.