Ragnar’s POV
I neared the house my father was staying at; Well not willingly staying at anyway.
We had blockaded him in the house and took out all of his particular guards. We turned off the water force and raided his house for food. We’d turn the water on formerly every two days, precisely to keep him alive and we’d shoot him in food.
” We are then Boss” my motorist grassed me after opening the auto door.” Thank you Markus” I said, shaking his phase.” You do not exercise my chops that frequently master, it was my honour” he reacted with an auspicious tone. I gave him twist before I began to walk out.” Be careful master” Markus advised me, giving away me a smile.” Of course”| grunted as I walked up the long driveway to know my guards standing at the door.
I took off my suit sheath and unbolted the sleeves of my shirt.
I had changed my initial eidolon from getting my guards to swatch him to the president to fighting him alone in the house and also killing him.
I need to release the erected up wrathfulness I’ve sluggishly allow grow over the once many months. I’ve been holding back my feelings for Sofia but she will not be then to substantiation me at my worst.
I noway wanted my father. noway . He made my nonage a agony every single day. I flash back when I had precisely turned 13 and I was crying because I was getting abused in the private academy I was attending. I had noway went along to academy before this and declined to go after a week of being there. I cried to my mama about how they were being mean to me and abruptly my father slogged in. He told me to get up and follow him. He took me into a space full of sonnies who were sons of multitudinous Mafia men and locked me in the space with them.
They demurred and punched me until I was on the bottom, on the point of death. I can slightly flash back lying on the bottom but I can flash back desperately trying to clash ago. I also flash back my mama picking me up in her arms and carrying me out to the ambulance. We’d invariably have to exercise imitative names when we went along to the real sanitarium.
My father spoke he locked me in the space with them to educate me energy and how to clash ago. rather it left me with austere trauma until I was 16 and I noway complained about anything since. I have had to get assignments the hard-bitten expressway in life due to my father and each assignment was tougher than the last.
” He is inside lying on the kitchen bottom master” my guard grassed me before I placed my phase on the door clump and misinterpreted it open. The door sluggishly creaked as I penetrated the house. It was consequently silent in the house that you could hear a leg drop and the cabinetwork had dust on it from not being exercised in consequently long.
I walked into the kitchen to know my father lying on the kitchen bottom; as the guard had spoke. He appeared skinner than usual due to the fact that we had starved him for a many days before giving away him food. It was barbarous but it’s what he merited.
My father glanced up at me from the bottom and precisely soughed.
” My own sire” he tried to shake his head but he was too weak. Well there goes the fray I had budgeted; although I should’ve known he would’ve been too weak.
” My own sire has turned against me and is now going to kill me” I could tell he was putting on an act because of his sardonictone. However, at least do a good job” scarfed, grabbing a president from the kitchen and placing it in the locus of the living space,” If vou’re going to set on an act.
The two apartments were connected without a wall so it was principally a monumental open room; precisely what I demanded.
I walked through to my father and seized him by his shirt, viscously dragging him over to the president and muscling him to sit on it. I searched through the presses in the kitchen and set up a cutter. A little blunt for my relish but it’ll do.
I heard a knock on the door and a guard popped his head in.” Boss I do not mean to warn you but an unknown commutation has hauled up with what we are assuming is men inside” the guard said prompting me to come help. It’s ridiculous that I am the bone who has to be defended indeed though I am the stylish fighter.
” Do not you fucking shift” I snarled at my father and pecking the cutter through his phase and into the rustic president. My father allow out a laugh in pain as I took my suit sheath out; but also his laugh turned into a chuckle.”You’l noway be suitable to kill me Ragnar, I’I invariably have people working out for me” he beamed. I turned to the guard.” set him in the fucking bedroom and unlock the door” I snarled
Virulently.” You are not going to win Ragnar, not this time.
They have trained longer and harder than you” my father lumbered from the president.
Tlet out a chortle.” do not suppose you realise that I noway loose”| scowled before walking out. I appeared down the long driveway to know the commutation and my guards girding it.
Abruptly the reverse of the commutation began to lift. I lasted to walk towards it and there was only one man in the commutation.
My guards goggled at each other confusedly. I was partial expressway down the driveway when the person threw commodity out of the commutation and make the reverse of it.
Within seconds a massive eruption had happed and I was on the ground with massive cuts and scrapes, becks and bruises. All I flash back was being thrown ago from the manpower of the eruption. I glanced down the driveway at my guards who were each further than likely dead. I mumbled as appeared at the massive incision in my casket. I was missing a shoe and was presently wishing I had kept that sheath on. I could feel a slash under my eye and another on my contrary impertinence.
I tried to remove but a sharp pain shot through my body; further than likely from the crack in my casket but I declined to allow my father reside another day. I pushed through the pain, slightly suitable to sit and walked up the driveway. I had been pushed ago nearly to the top of the driveway. There was damage to the house and the windows had been pulverized. I suppose he set glass in the lemon. My father must’ve budgeted this and had a actuator nearly that he pushed to warn them.
I plodded to reach the door without conking but I did it. I was not sure if I indeed had the energy to run the cutter along his throat. gripped onto to anything that could hold me up.
I mumbled as I passed kitchen table. I seized the bottle of alcohol that was on the table and drank as important as I could. My guard walked out of the bedroom and his eyes were incontinently fused to my rips and becks . His eyes widened as he ran over to me.” Are you alright master?” he asked frenetically. Well the rejoinder to that would be veritably clear given away my current country.” Give me the cutter” I whizzed between my clenched teeth.
rampage was flowing through my race as if I was rampage itself. I was reaching the peak of my wrathfulness, every ounce pain that I was feeling was all being turned into harridan.
Every breather that I took had an excruciating pecking pain that came on with it but I overpassed it as stylish I could.
I penetrated the space to know my father shocked that I weathered the eruption.” The one person they were supposed to kill and they fucking missed” he snarled angrily while trying to break up his progressions.
I sat in front of the president as I held the cutter in my phase.
My clothes were tattered and race was percolating from my body at an intimidating rate. but that was not going to stop me from getting my vengeance. Iran the cutter along my fathers region gently. It would be too quick for all that he set me through.
” You’re vile and evil to the bone, the world will be pleased to be relieve of such a nasty man” I emitted making little cuts on his casket.” I go those injuries hurt, only a matter time before you pass out from race loss” my father scowled immorally.
” Oh and I am not the evil one, you are” he murmured. His words ever shocked me.” You suppose the evil bone ?” I lumbered as I made a little rent on his impertinence.” I am not evil,
you are the evil bone . You killed my mama and abused me for times” I wrangle at him.” Bullshit, your mama was a immolation and vou were a mistake but either wav vou are pure wrong. Your heart is made of gravestone and you do not feel feelings whether you pretend to or not, some stupid girl is not going to revise the fact that I expressed you to be the reincarnation of the devil” he’d a expressed voice while he said. It reminded me of when I was a child.
” Well, what you created will be your own ruin, how does it feel to loose father?”| beamed.” You haven’t won” my father lumbered.” You’ll loose, you’ll invariably loose” he cried.” Enough talking” I said with a demanding tone. I ran the cutter along his throat.” You do not understand how long I have demanded to do this for” I grunted.” II enunciate hi to your mama for you” he smiled sadistically.” She will not be where you are going I lumbered, drilling him across the face as hard-bitten as could in my weakened country.
shook my phase as my father wrangle race from the side of the president. Nice to see that I have still got it.
” Do it formerly” my father steered.” I did not see you demanded to go consequently poorly, I would’ve killed you months ago if that was the case” I signed.” Fuck you father” I lumbered before I ran the cutter along his throat. race rushed from the crack across his region while he tried desperately to breathe.” That is for mama , you number of shit” bellowed at him as I gutted the cutter with the textile my guard had gotten me.
He was still alive but sluggishly expiring.
I picked him through the casket, precisely to make sure he’d surely go. I walked out of the space, I would love to watch his death but I’ve to make sure I do not go myself; Abruptly as I passed the living space, the prostration smash me. My adrenaline was gone along and I was left light headed.” Are you alright master?” My guard asked.
“Call. Ice” I played to blurt out before I collapsed on the ground.
Everything was fading into blackness but I only had one study; thank god he is eventually dead. portion of me knew that his death was too quick, too simple for all the pain he’d caused, but I can relax now.
The space went along black and I snappily lost knowledge.
Sofia’s POV
sat in the glass, gaping at myselt; gaping at all the little defects on my face, trying to abstract my studies from one thing.
I hauled out my phone and scrolled through it for awhile until worked out up the courage to look at it. My heart was pounding as if it could beat out of my casket and my triumphs were getting sweaty. Deep breaks Sofia, deep breaks; I kept trying to tell myself to quiet the fear that was washing up from inside my stomach.
I closed my eyes and set the phone reverse in my fund. I actually did not want to open them but I had no liberty. I took a deep breather as I glanced down at the gestation test; It was positive and I was expectant.
” Hey Sofia, I need to verbalize to you” Ice spoke with a quiet tone but bumped down the door. My phase cupped my mouth as gashes filled my eyes. I did not want to be expectant;
I am too youthful to have kiddies. Indeed worse, what will Ragnar suppose?
” Sofia please, it’s critical” Ice prompted, I could hear the despair in his voice.
1 snappily tried to quiet myself down to talk with him before I opened the door.
” What’s it?” I asked curiously, blinking ago the gashes.” I suppose you should sit down for this” he goggled at me with an violent face in his eyes.” Okay, lets go to the living space also” I grunted while also being weirded out by the fact that Ice was being consequently serious.
I sat on the settee and he sat across from me. He gulped before he said.” Ragnar is in overcritical condition in the sanitarium; there is a veritably high potentiality of death” he blurted out abruptly but carried guilt in his eyes.” What” I emitted still as gashes rolled down my cheeks.” Who- how?” I throttled on my words.” Kai” Ice’s eyes doused as he tried desperately to hold them ago. Dante appeared abruptly, sitting coming to me.
” He’d someone set off a lemon and Ragnar was outward with it as it crumped” Ice grunted.” Stop” I murmured as I began to cry.” He is going to go” I blubbed uncontrollably.
” There is a 15 percent survival rate, it would’ve been advanced if he had not of been consequently determined to kill his father and went along right to the sanitarium after the eruption” Dante grassed .” I do not need to hear that shit” I yelled with gashes streaming down my face.” do not want to hear that Ragnar is going to go alright? He’l survive; He has too”| collected myself before flashing back one major detail.
” I am expectant” I heaved .” I am expectant, what if he dies?” I smelled light headed as I sat ago down on the settee. Dante and Ice precisely goggled at each other in frustration and unbelief.” If it does come to that. I will support you elevate the child” Ice said up
Ice hates children, he invariably has yet he’d be glad to elevate one with me.
” No, I want Ragnar”| puled.” Can we go know him?” I jumped up abruptly.” That is presumably not a good eidolon with the country that he is in” Ice conceded while shaking his head.
” Who owns the Mafia if Ragnar dies?” My upset expression only growing.” You do” Dante glanced at me.” He scratched your name down as heir at law”.” Well I demand to know Ragnar also” I stated angrily. Dante appeared at Ice who was gaping at the bottom.” Fuck it, she ranged it” Ice signed, bounding up from the settee and walking out the frontal door.
” Watch him Sofia, this is effecting him a lot further than what he’s showing off” Dante rumored to me as we walked out to the auto.
The auto lift to the sanitarium was fully silent. Except for the last 5 twinkles.
” You are expectant?” Ice asked curiously.” Yeah” I shook my head.” How” he asked confused.” I loped the lozenge and Ragnar knew that. The condom must’ve broke” I emitted uncomfortably in the reverse. Ice and Dante we are sitting in the front.
*8 months later.
Sofia’s POV:
Ragnar did not go that day although there was a many scares during the reclamation. It was hard-bitten and brutal on Ragnar but he noway showed off it. Through out it, he was invariably making sure I was the bone who was alright.
I concluded to tell him about the gestation not long after he wakened up and his reaction was as anticipated.
* reminiscence *
I sat by Ragnar’s sanitarium pad. We had to exercise imitative names so that we were not recognisable to people in the sanitarium; Not numerous people see what Ragnar looks like. They would only see his name and the cabal’s name; the reapers.
” Are you alright? You have been acting strange ever since I wakened up” he raised while lying ago in the undyed pad, the becks on his arms visible from the eruption.
gulped as I worked out up the courage to tell him. I concluded it would be stylish to blurt it out since Ragnar hates when people do not get right to the point. The feeling in the hole of my stomach was growing; I smelled like getting sick.
I am expectant” I blurted out. That was a lot easier than what I allowed . Ragnar set at my words, holding the mug of coffee near his mouth. He set the coffee down and blinked a many moments before responding.” We are not suitable to have a sprat at the moment Sofia, precisely look at the country I am in” he said angrily.” It was not exactly my liberty Ragnar” I lowered angrily at him.
Ragnar rubbed his forepart stressfully, I had not eyed him do that in awhile.” I do not want an revocation either” i emitted to him. He shook his head, sitting up from the pad. He moaned as he shifted, it was egregious he was still in pain and the drug wasn’t working out.
” Okay, okay, looks like we are having a baby indeed though we are too youthful” he signed but I could I tell he was still worried.
tend of reminiscence *
My birthday was a couple of months ago so l’m 18 now. I am still veritably youthful but I buy I can elevate a child and also when the child is old enough to go kindergarten, l’ll polish academy. There is no point in leaving it untreated. I might indeed get a job at bistro when I am aged and make some new musketeers. They are precisely eidolon’s for now.
Ragnar penetrated the space, appearing exhausted.” Home from work?”| expressed my eyebrow with a happy tone.” I am exhausted” he grunted, bounding on the pad.” Yeah, I’d imagine”| beamed at him.
” How’s our baby serving?” Ragnar lumbered, putting his head on my stomach to try and hear commodity. I allow out a guffaw before Ragnar glanced up at me.” I love you” he grunted, gaping at me with a placid face in his eyes.
” I love you” I reacted with a soft tone.
” was allowing about names moment and I feel like since we are having a boy, Jaxon would be better than savant” Ragnar ventilated.” Jaxon”| grunted.” I like it” I agreed.” consequently Jaxon it is?” he disputed.” Jaxon it is” I verified.
” Oh, by the expressway, regale hereafter, 8 pm sharp, do not be late” he glared at me before pecking me on the lips.” I’ve to go down and support Ice and Dante do some work stuff but alsoI’l be ago over to watch a movie, take the movie wisely” he advised me as he walked out. I smiled at him before he left.
Ragnar’s POV
I had perfected helping Ice and Dante charge out some paper work. I walked up the stairs and headed into our bedroom.
I opened the door to know Sofia lying in the pad, asleep. I smiled and shook my head.” I should’ve known you would fall asleep” I rumored with a soft smile.
She appeared consequently placid and peaceful. She had been in a lot of pain lately from the gestation but she’s been pushing through. I knew this would be tough on her, mentally and physically. I was not exactly in the stylish shape to have a child either but I was more spooked for her.
I am precisely soliciting she has a smooth labour.
1 still walked over to the pad and lay coming to her. She snuggled into my casket, waking up hardly from her sleep.
” Ragnar, can you rub my stomach?” She squinched in pain.” Of course baby” I quieted her ago to sleep as I ran my phase in circles over her stomach soothingly. It did not take her long after that to fall ago asleep.
I shifted my phase up to her impertinence and gently gentled her face with my thumb. She was indefectible, the classic of perfection. She may have a million excrescencies but I can not know them, have been unconscious to them since I laid eyes on her.
I will noway forget that night at the ball; I knew she’d revise me. I fought consequently hard-bitten against her and what she demanded me to be, but the harder I fought, the further I hurt her.
I do not see what happed or when I changed but all I see is that the man I’m now. would have noway been if it was not for Sofia Diaz.
A light valve on the door snarled me out of my studies.
The door creaked open, letting light shine through.
” Everything is prepared for hereafter, precisely allowed I’d allow you see” Dante rumored from the door. I jounced and he left.
coasted into blackness.
Sofia’s POV
Ragnar was taking me out for regale moment.
I told him that we did not have to go anywhere fancy for me to be happy and that his company alone was enough but of course Ragnar reacted with” have to treat my girl”. I did not anticipate anything lower from Ragnar and his intransigence; he was determined to go to a fancy eatery and treat me like” the queen I am”.
He told me to check my wardrobe for a surprise. I opened it to know a gorgeous, face tight, black dress with jewellery to go on with it; it was super rubbery so it would fit over my knot. I slipped into the dress snappily and threw on a brace of heels. I actually did not want to break heels because they would hurt my bases but I was not wearing out unhappy shoes to the regale.
I sat up and walked out of the bedroom. The baby was remonstrating.
Ice walked out of his space abruptly, nearly impinging me over.” Ice” I heaved nearly falling through.” Shit, is the baby alright?” His face getting abruptly anxious. He goggled intensively at my stomach for a moment before appearing at me.” Yeah he is fine” I smiled hardly.
” Are you sure you should be wearing out those?” He murmured with his eyebrows expressed, pointing at my heels.”I’II be fine” I comforted him before walking down the stairs.
I eyed Ragnar staying in the living space for me. His eyes were fused to my body as soon as I penetrated the space.” My eyes are over then” I beamed before sitting coming to him.” You are startling” he murmured before he placed his phase on my stomach.” Does the dress bout alright?” He asked curiously.
” Of course” I smiled at him.
” My due assignation is around the corner” I rumored to Ragnar worriedly as Dante and Ice gabbled amongst themselves. I glanced down at the bottom nervously.” Are you spooked?” He exercised his cutlet to lift up my chin, making me look him in the eye.” Obviously I am spooked, what if commodity goes wrong?”| raised with a solicitude face plastered each over my face.” will not allow it, you will have the finest croakers delivering our baby” he comforted me.” You could not stop it, indeed if you tried” I spoke calmly before kissing his impertinence.
” Boss, our lift is then” Dante grassed Ragnar, getting a twist
from Ragnar in return.
” Allow’s go my queen” Ragnar emitted as I took his phase and helped me get up from the lounge.
We landed at the eatery with the head cook chatting us at the door. Ice and Dante came along also, Ragnar did not feel too chivied by it. There was a lot of people then tonight but our cook made sure that we got a table on the tent. It was a nice day out. The sunshine had nearly set completely, leaving the sky in a tenebrous pink colour.
I appeared at the sky in admiration; it’s moments like these that I take a deep breather in and realise that my life could not be presently full in this moment. I am exactly where I am supposed to be.
There was a tardy song playing and some of the couples got up to cotillion .
” Come, foot with me” Ragnar smiled happily, pulling me out of my seat. I did not have important of a liberty after all.” I do not see how to decelerate cotillion ” I chortled as he sat in front of me.” Take my phase” he murmured as he guided me through the way.
We sluggishly danced along to the song. I screamed as he twirled me around and also hauled me ago into his arms; the baby knot made it awkward but got it to work. I wrapped my arms around his region as Ragnar wrapped his around my midriff. Our facades touched as we swayed with the song. goggled into his bright filthy eyes that were nearly twinkling with happiness.
Teaned in and kissed him.
We broke our kiss moments latterly when the cook blazoned the main courses.
We sat ago in our commands; Ragnar was sitting in front of me.
Also Dante and Ice were sitting at a table across from us and also there was a many tables girding us.
” When my father had arranged for me to marry someone, I would’ve noway guessed the outgrowth would be like this”
Ragnar smiled as he ate his food.” Me either” I agreed.
Ragnar’s POV
We had perfected eating and I glanced at Ice who gave me a thumbs up for stimulant. For some argument, his face appeared more punchable when he did that.
I was anxious but I was hoping Sofia could not tell; this autumn had gone along impeccably consequently far.
I had the ring in my suit fund so that it was not conspicuous to Sofia.
We yukked with eachother as we talked, it was consequently ready for me to verbalize to her indeed when I am anxious to the point that I am shaking.
” I have left a mark on you Hernandez, a mark you can not replace. Indeed if we do not work out, you will invariably look for me in every girl you meet” Sofia murmured proudly with a monumental grin plastered on her face.” Conceivably” I expressed my eyebrow with a grin; She knows it too.
A many moments had passed.
” Then, sit up with me” I steered her abruptly before we sat coming to our commands.” Why are we standing?” Sofia disputed nervously; She did not like people gaping at her.
” You are right, you’ve left a mark on me; You’ve changed me. You make me a better man and I see you will make me a better father. I want you to be in my life ever because you’ve created a hole in my heart, that only you can charge” I spoke proudly. I was not shamed of people ascertaining that I loved her.
” love you Sofia, I want to grow old with you, I want you to be by my pad side when I am expiring. I want to be suitable to look at you and tell you that we made it when we are old and wrinkly” I rambled with a slight smile.
” I, Ragnar Hernandez, am noway longer the monster my father created me to be and that is because of you; You took my trauma and turned it into stopgap, stopgap for a better life”.
I suppose she eventually understood at that moment what I was around to do.
” It’s as simple as the fact that I love you and I want to propose duly” I grunted as I got on one knee.
Her face came shocked as I began to kneel down.
” Will you” I murmured, glancing down at the ring before a sonorous ringing sound swamped my cognizance; it was the sound of a projectile that had created it. In the ground I could hear people screaming and heavy steps as if they were running out of the eatery.
I appeared ago over at Sofia who was as undyed as a shadow; All the colour had left her face.
My heart stopped when I followed Sofia set her phase up to her casket where the race was percolating out of.” Ragnar” she nearly rumored, gaping at me with widened eyes.
Ice had shot the person behind us, 3 moments.” It was not meant for her, it was meant for him!” the joe screamed before caving to the ground
I smelled like everything had stopped, precisely for a moment. It was all going by tardy stir, the ringing in my cognizance still echoing from moments agone .
I sat up precisely in time to catch Sofia as her body came flaccid. She collapsed into my arms as I sluggishly placed us on the bottom with her eyes widened with shock.
” No” I spoke, with my face, precisely as undyed as hers.
” No, no” I murmured as I cradled her in my arms, trying desperately to stop the bleeding.
” You are alright, you will be alright”| grunted as my eyes began to well with gashes. She precisely goggled at me before putting her phase over cornucopia that was on her casket.
” It’s alright” she emitted still.” It’s alright” she was the one cheering me.” No, no, no” I eventually allow the gashes fall.” I love you” she blurted out before race began to tittle out of her mouth.
” It was supposed to be ever” I began to cry. This was not fair.”This. this was our ever” she smiled weakly as a gash rolled down her face.
” I loveyou. I’II be alright” she jounced as a gash ran down her impertinence.
She was floundering to breathe as she began loosing a lot of race.
” Please do not go” I blubbed uncontrollably as she lay in my arms expiring.” I would if I could” she smiled hardly.” Save our baby” she rumored vocally, stroking down my gashes with her free phase.” You need you need someone to- love you she advised me.
” No, please, please!” prayed her, but I knew it was out of her control.” I- I am not hysterical to go, I am only hysterical that I will noway know you again” She puled still, nearly bruiting .” I love you” she emitted as the life left her eyes and her phase fell from my impertinence. I blubbed as I held her in my arms, covered in her race, my forepart against hers. I held her head and region up with my phase as my free bone held the crack in her casket.
” I can not do this without you”| blubbed frenetically as Ice and Dante began to cry. I screamed in pain as I placed my forepart on hers, careening with her in my arms.” I am sorry” I heaved , floundering for air due to my heartbreaks.
Abruptly, the croakers ran by.” Boss, you need to give her to us so we can save the baby; we need to do an immediate surgery” they steered. I was too distrait to make any opinions.
” She gone along”| cried as I declined to allow her go.” Allow her go, it’s what she demanded” Ice seized my shoulder, cheering me.
I allow her go; I allow Sofia go
” It was supposed to be me” I reiterated as I blubbed , stumbling to my bases. Gashes streamed down Ice’s face as he hauled me into his arms. I could not buy she was gone along. Every single bone in my body pained for her.
The croakers had to do an exigency C- section to save the baby.
I cried out in pain as Ice held me in his arms.
Dante had collapsed onto the ground awhile agone .
But, moments latterly, I heard a baby cry.
” Its a phenomenon; he is alive” I heard the croaker enunciate with a heavy heart as he handed over me our baby. I held him in my arms.” will not allow anyone hurt you, no bone ” I vowed as he cried in my arms.” I am then, we’ve eachother” I quieted the baby while gashes were still streaming down my own face.
I was covered in race which I am assuming was not good for the baby.” Hold him” I grunted, handing over him to Ice.
Abruptly my gashes stopped as my entire body filled with rampage.
A position of wrathfulness that I had noway passed ahead.
I walked through to the body of the man as I searched for any gang hallmark; that is when I set up it. Haze’s gang hallmark, tattooed on this man’s arm.
also I was screaming of only of pain and harridan.