I grab his hand and stop him from taking them off. “Darius, I am not ready for this.” I may be his mate but I don’t have to rush this. It is taking all my strength to fight against instincts.
He bites down on my skin right above my breast. It hurts like hell and I let out a scream. “Did I ask if you were ready? I said we are doing this. Now relax.” He sounds more angry than I have ever heard him before. Like my saying I don’t want to sleep with him is the worst thing I could ever say in my life.
I don’t know what else I am supposed to do. I know there is no fighting Darius. He will win every time. So, I let go of his hand and let him do what he wanted. At first it hurts. He doesn’t care that it hurts, he just wants to lay his claim. After a few minutes of no response from me, he growls at me. “We will be in these woods all day if that is what it takes to get you to fuck me right. Look at me Sophia.” I had my eyes closed and was just waiting for it to be over. Now I look up at him. He has that look again, I think I figured it out, it’s lust. “Now, I want you to be a good girl and fuck me. If you don’t, we are going to do this again and again until you get it right.” He plunges into me. “Do you understand little mate?”
I bite my bottom lip to deter from the pain and nod my head. I am shaky and nervous but I pull my hands around his body so that my hands are resting on his back. I have no clue what I am doing, but I assume I am supposed to meet his moves with my own, so I do. “That’s it little mate, fuck me.” He bends his head down and uses his teeth to tear the rest of the buttons off my shirt leaving my chest only covered in a bra. Next is the bra he bites right in the center between my breasts and it snaps in half.
Now that he has full access to me he starts biting my breasts. Not hard like his punishment bite, but enough that I don’t feel all that comfortable. I whimper but he seems to think it is a good thing and does it more. He thrusts harder, bites more. My claws extend on their own and graze his back. As my claws cut into his skin he cums. I feel it. It brings tears to my eyes instantly, he isn’t using protection. He is claiming every last inch of my body. I have nothing left. I will definitely belong to Darius for the rest of my life.
He leans down kissing my eyes. “It’s alright little mate. I know it is hard at first, but you will get used to it. You will be screaming my name in no time.” He pulls out and jumps up. “Let’s get you cleaned up so you can go meet my father.” He zips himself back up. Darius extends a hand for me to take and then pulls me up.
I am shaking, I can’t stop. I had my arms wrapped around myself, keeping my shirt closed. I feel arms wrap around me, I don’t like these arms, but they are the arms I have to get used to. The ones that will be holding me for the rest of my life. Wolves mate for life and Darius made sure that I am with him for it. I do my best to take comfort in his arms, but it is really hard. “It’s going to get better. It will be second nature to you soon enough. Believe me, I am going to take this body so many times that you are going to crave it.” He purrs as he says it.
Strange that is not comforting at all. But I pull up and try to put on that brave face that I have gotten used to. This is the rest of my life. I have to be strong to get through this. As pointless as it seems, I just have to. Maybe this is the strength that the boy talked about, the strength just to get through shit, because the goddess knows I can’t beat it. I just have to get through it. Maybe he will get bored of me and reject the bond. Push me out. At least I can have hope in that.
He slides my shirt off and uses it to wipe up between my legs. Then he just tosses my shirt and my bra to the side. I quickly cover myself back up with my arms. He leaves me for a minute but comes back with his shirt and hands it to me to wear.
I give him a half smile and put his shirt on. It almost covers my skirt. Shit how big is this guy? Never mind, I know the answer to that question. He smiles down at me, seems proud of his work. He takes my hand to lead me back out of the woods. I stop, “Um…Darius…my underwear.”
He chuckles. “Oh, yeah, you aren’t getting those back. I want access at all times. As a matter of fact we are going to get you a bunch of long skirts. I want you to wear them as often as possible. You are only to wear pants when you are in training. When you come to bed you will wear nothing. Is that understood?” Holy fuck I am supposed to walk around half naked all the time, does this guy have issues or what? He doesn’t want a mate, he wants a sex slave.
“Yes, Darius.” What the hell else am I going to say?
He squeezes my hand. “Good girl.” He continues to lead us out. He picks up both our bags on the way. “No sense going back to school I think. We are going to go back to the packhouse. Then after you meet my father we are going to your house to collect your things. You will be with me from now on.”
I just keep quiet while he talks. It’s not like he cares what I think. He just wants me to do what he wants. There goes college, my chance at any escape. Yet I put on my mask and push through.