“You were just a child, it was hard keeping it away from you, yet I tried and I’m sorry for taking this long to say it.” He took his hand away from me, the instant he touched me.
“What do you want me to do now, you’ve made me suffer so much.’ I said through tears, my voice choked at my words.
“I’m sorry about what you went through, let’s do the needful since I’m here now.’
“And what is that?” I asked with curiosity.
“Reject me.” It took me by surprise, several minutes to get a sense of what he just said. “Let’s cut it off, the bond.’
“What? I should reject you?” I asked in disbelief.
“Yes, it’s better for the both of us, you are getting married soon and I will not like anything hindering between us. Do you understand, my love?”
“Gerard.’ I whispered, my eyes were welling up. “We haven’t met each other for years and this is what you say to me, how hilarious.” I snapped and he held both of my shoulders, and got really close to me, I could feel his hot breath on my face.
My heart skipped.
Suddenly, I wanted to do all sorts of things to him, kiss him, touch him and hug him, not to ever let him go again.
For in the sense, he is my mate still shocks me.
I never expected my fate to turn out this way, I have always wanted my life to be filled with blissful memories with the one I love, my mate and my brothers alongside me, congratulating me on my wedding day, giving me flowers and presents.
I love them and I look up to them so much as my role models, finding out he was my mate didn’t make me disgusted at all. I felt so happy he was fated to me, though he is my brother, I don’t care anymore. What gives, does it matter if he is my brother, I love him for who he is.
“I’m sorry, we have to part ways, I don’t want to have anything to do with you or ruin your life, I can only say that we have to let go of each other.” I raised my toes up and kissed him.
I could feel he was stunned at what I just did as he swallowed. I needed to know how it felt like, kissing him, how awkward it would be, would it be abnormal or disgusting.
To my dismay, to my excitement, it felt wonderful, his lips were so soft and firm.
I can’t explain this feeling of mine, but he accepted me.
He kisses me back and we both roughly smooched each other’s lips, his hands roamed around my fat ass, as he carries me up and put me down on the table, moaning and groaning with lust, his lips were grabbed my lips as he sucked them, I wrapped my arms around his neck as we continued kissing, including my legs fastened around his waist.
I felt the bulge in his trouser.
“Fuck, Oceana, you are fucking damn beautiful.” He moaned and grinded his bulge in between my legs.
Fuck, I was enjoying this which made my body to release my pheromones on him.
Suddenly, he pushed me away from him. “Let’s cut this off, Oceana.”
“I’m not rejecting you, I’m not sitting by…”
“WE ARE SIBLINGS.” He yelled, ruffling through his hair. “You kissed me, Oceana, did you forget that I’m your brother? I think I should remind you about that, so you will know what I’m thinking about.”
“If you are my mate, was that the reason you’ve always been away from home,” I asked.
“Yes, that’s the reason and we have to stop this, it is not right.” He licked his lips and rubbed off my lipstick. “This is insane,” he muttered.
“I don’t care if you are my brother.” I shook my head. “I don’t give a damn, you are my mate and that’s all that matters.” I was persuaded by these feelings and sensations running through my bones, how could I let him go?
“You are an Alpha, you should know this, we can’t be mates, we are siblings. Siblings can’t be mates, Oceana.” He turned away from me.
“I don’t care, you are the one I want.’ I went to him, grabbed his shoulders. Gerard frowned and shoved me away from him.
“Don’t come close and be ruled by your feelings…”
“I think I understand now, why I always think about you,” I revealed. “The reason why I always yearned for you is because you are mine, Gérard.”
He began laughing and sat down on a chair opposite me and looked up at me. “You are just a child…”
“I’m eighteen.’ I reminded him.
He sighed and went on. “You will find someone you truly love soon, you are saying this because you don’t have someone you are in love with and I don’t care if you are eighteen.” He got up and walked past me.
“Is this how you choose to behave after fucking ignoring me for eight years? You never called me or asked how I was doing,’ I yelled with tears spilling down my cheeks, my heart was aching. “You…you pushed me out of the way without any remorse, you came back out of nowhere and you want me to reject you. What sort of a brother are you?’
“Yes, keep that in mind and don’t ever forget, I am your brother, Oceana.’
“And my mate.’ I talked back. “All these years, you yearned for me, you think I have forgotten how you were masturbating because of me, that proves it all.”
“Will you shut up, Oceana, my masturbation or anything I did has nothing to do with you. Will you shut the fuck up.’
“No, I’m not shutting up if you don’t listen to me. I’m sick and tired of everyone hiding things and pushing me aside like an outcast. I am not a child, you hear me.’
“Oceana, let’s forget this ever happened. You are getting married soon, let’s go back to how we were, don’t spit out nonsense.”
“Gerard.’ I shouted.
The door opened and Carmine came in with my father as he looked bewildered.
“What’s going on here?’ My father’s dark tone rushed through my veins, I clumped down the table and shook my head.
“It’s nothing, I’m just happy to see both of my fucking brothers.” I wiped off my tears.
I was happy to see them and at the same time disappointed. What were they hiding? Gérard just told me that he has been my mate.
How could I not have felt it, back then.