1 year later
Sunday morning, I had decided to have a lay-in since all week I’ve been sorting out everything for Sierra’s 1st birthday.
She is obsessed with penguins so me and Renzo decided that we would take her to the zoo to see her favourite animal.
I originally woke up at 6 when I heard her crying but Renzo was already walking out of the door when he heard her. I was grateful because I could get some more sleep.
It was 9 now so I decided to have a nice hot shower before I start and prepare breakfast for my family. Once I was walking through the house I could here another voice that wasn’t Renzo’s.
“she is your twin, brother; seriously how did you make such a good-looking baby” peering around the corner I spotted my little girl in the arms of another man. When was able to get a closer look I could see that it was Tanner? I haven’t seen tanner in over a year now.
“she’s 90% me don’t worry about that” I said walking up to both of them. I wish that was true but I have to admit that it isn’t.
As soon as Sierra saw me, she starts wriggling around in tanners arms as she reached out to me. I took her into my arms and brought her into the next room, I knew I would have to feed her now.
I don’t think Lorenzo would appreciate me breast feeding her in front of tanner.
Tanner had brought over some food from last nights dinner with the family. Me and Renzo skipped this one out because I was getting sick and wasn’t feeling up to it.
Once I had finished feeding her and tanner left the house, I placed Sierra into her fathers’ arms and started to prepare breakfast.
Ever since I gave birth to Sierra, we have been working nonstop to get a house together. It didn’t take long to find on since we had a really good estate agent.
“apparently the whole family are annoyed that we didn’t come. Some family members are still waiting to meet her” Renzo said walking into the kitchen. He had Sierra on his hip as she played with a toy panda in her tiny hands.
My pregnancy was stressful, we were in the news for weeks because my water broke in front of everyone at his race. I’ve been keeping very private as a adjust to motherhood.
“they can all see her on her birthday in 2 weeks” I tell him. I feel as though that will be the best possible option for them to see Sierra if they want to.
I felt Renzo place a kiss on my lips quickly. He knows I’m really touchy about everyone seeing her because before we could release a picture of her some of my friends already did that and I felt robbed at the opportunity.
“I know baby” he said rocking Sierra back and forth. He knew he couldn’t keep her for long she was always moving, crawling doing mischievous things when she could.
He placed her in her seat at the breakfast table and kissed her soft on her tiny little forehead.
I bent down to grab some eggs out of the fridge when suddenly my whole back was covered in his warmth. I felt his hands grab at my waist. “mummy looks very sexy in my t-shirt” he whispers to me as his lips graze my ear.
I carefully placed the eggs into a bowl to the side and sneaked a look over to Sierra. Her eyes were instantly on the toys that Renzo placed there for her to play with.
He quickly grabbed my face and moved it back to him. “she’s not looking” he whispers before bending down and tracing kisses all the way from my lips to my neck, leaving me to sigh.
“later, lets feed our daughter first and then I’ll let you have your fun okay” he laid his head against my chest breathing out.
Poor guy. I did arrange for her babysitters Rachel and Marcia to come and take care of her tonight since I knew I needed to have a night just for Renzo.
He has been so wonderful to me to our daughter over the last year and I’ve barely had time to really spend time with him.
A few minutes later we were all sitting at the table eating our breakfast. I always liked to have breakfast together before Renzo had to do any work. Renzo decided that he would stop racing because he wanted to have more family time.
I discussed this with him wondering if this was what he really wanted but, in the end, he told me he would rather work on other projects than go travelling and miss out on family time.
He has started several engineer projects and is working through that which he mostly does at home and at his office which is only 20 minutes away.
Renzo got ready and left for work which left me and Sierra together. I gave her a bath and dressed her in her favourite penguin onesie.
“mama” she giggled when I blew on her tummy. She loved it when I would do that, sometimes me and reno would do it together and her beautiful laugh would fill the whole room.
“you look so cute baby; shall we go play” I said bending down to pick her up. When she heard the word play, she immediately started to squeal and clap her hands.
Her cousin would be coming over soon to play with her since Caleb is obsessed with her.
I laid out her favourite toys and turned on the tv so she cold watch children shows which she loved. This gave me time to sort myself out and check emails.
I decided to just continue with my blog and post when I can. I do a lot of mother blogs now which I do enjoy to write. Everything is new to me and its great to be able to bond with other brand-new mothers who are the same.
“Caleb slow down, don’t run in the house” I heard my auntie say as walked into the house. One of the cleaners from outside must have let them in. Renzo had hired a few people to clean the garage and his cars yesterday.
“Sierra baby, look who wants to play,” I said to her as Caleb stood at the edge of the room with a bunch of toys in his hands.
Sierra’s eyes brightened when she saw Caleb and that was all it took for Caleb to kneel on the floor and play with her.
Caleb has grown and is looking like his father more and more each day.
“Hey gorgeous, you look adorable today did your Mumma put you in this” Mary says as she cuddles Sierra for a few seconds. Sierra smiled at her showing off her pink gums.
“she is the cutest” she says before joining me on the sofa. I had my laptop open and was searching for presents for Loretta since her birthday was coming up soon.
I can’t deny that.
“tell me about it, she is my weakness” I said letting out a yawn. I know I should get to sleep much earlier but half the time I’m working late making sure I’m posting on time.
I’m working with an editor who is based in Singapore so the time different is difficult to work with.
“Rachel told me she’s babysitting tonight, have you got plans” she asks me after sipping from the glass of lemonade I had ready for her.
Mary and Michael still live in Australia but they try and come to England as much as they can to spend time with Sierra.
“I do, I think it’s about time I treated Lorenzo for once” I had been planning this for a while. I had to cancel our date plans last week because Sierra needed my attention. But most of the time its me who’s making excuses to not leave Sierra.
“yeah I agree he has been amazing. I can never forget what he was like at the hospital” I always get told of how he was. I did have to slap him silly when I found out he blamed Marcia for what happened that day.
Such an idiot but I know he was scared, I would be too.
He thought he was going to lose me.
After a long talk it was already evening and once Rachel had arrived, I started to shower and get ready. Renzo had texted me asking if I wanted him to get dinner but I declined because tonight we would be going out to eat.
Once I finished my shower, I heard the sound of his car pulling up into the garage. I ran towards the window and watched him walk out of his car wearing his casual clothes. The man was still a handsome guy and still made me weak at the knees.
I only had my underwear on so I quickly pulled on the dress that I decided to wear which was a light beige fitting dress that sculpted my new curves perfectly. I turned to the mirror and fluffed out my loose waves which I just curled.
I could hear him talking with Rachel downstairs.
“is she now” I could hear the tone in his voice. I had no time to wait as I heard him practically running up the stairs.
He went to bathroom first. Sneaky bastard Rachel probably told him I was in the shower. Thought he could sneak in did he.
“fuck, we better hide you from my girlfriend because there is no way she looks as good as this” he said playfully. I watched his eyes narrow as the took in my whole frame.
He walked up to me and reached for my waist but I slapped both of his hands away.
“get dressed and then we can sneak before she sees you” I decided to play along to which he grins before stepping back.
I watched him roughly take off his shirt and step into the bathroom.
I decided on his tie for the night since I wanted him looking sexy tonight. I was happy that he was excited, I don’t want him regretting to have this baby with me.
I left him to get himself ready and go downstairs and spend the next few minutes with my girl. When Marcia saw me walk through, she laughed a hearty one when she saw what I was wearing.
“I’m guessing you want us to take Sierra home with us then” I only smirked at her as I was putting in my diamond earrings which were a gift from my grandma in Italy.
I nodded quickly at her when I heard Renzo coming down the stairs.
“bye my baby girl, be a good girl for your aunties okay” I said to her pinching her chubby little cheeks. I hate leaving her for more than a few hours but she’s a good girl.
I grabbed my purse and headed out to the car as Renzo said goodbye to Sierra. “mummy is taking daddy away so I won’t be able to read to you tonight but tomorrow night I’ll does double okay”
Sierra stared into her father’s eyes burying her face in his chest.
Daddies girl for sure.
Lorenzo rushed over to me before I could reach his car. He places his hand against the car door before I could even open it.
“you’re killing me “he whispers pressing himself up against me.
I knew I was, but he won’t be complaining by the end of the night.
Once we arrived at the restaurant, I waited for him to come around and open the door for me since he literally told me to when we were inside the car.
Once I stepped out, I grabbed his hand and intertwined my fingers with his.
“this is about us tonight Renzo, I love you” I said to him as we made our way inside. I loved it when he smirked at my words. We followed the waiter through the restaurant to a private booth in the back.
There was romantic music playing and a warm setting to the room. I had never been to this one before but I heard very good reviews.
“we will have two orders of the ribs and a bottle of your best white wine” he told the guy when we were able to sit down. I had a feeling Renzo didn’t want him sticking around.
“yes sir” he wrote down the order on his pad.
When the waiter was gone, I stood up and moved over to him. He got the message and moved further into the booth and brought me next to him.
I leant over and kissed him gently on the lips desperate to taste what we both had been craving for days now.
“you still amaze me baby” he said wrapping his arm around me as he pulled me inn further to his embrace.
“you aren’t bored of me yet then?” I said testing out to see whether he will react. He didn’t, but he did grab m hand and place it over him letting me feel how bored he was with me.
“you tell me if I’m bored” he said pressing my hand harder on him. We both knew where this night was going.
I removed my hand when I noticed our food was coming. I didn’t shy away and move this time I stayed exactly where I am.
Myself and Renzo continued to eat our dinner as we discussed our family, our life and our love together.
This man defied all of my expectations and become the man of my dreams. A loving boyfriend, a loving father and my best friend.
Once we had finished our meals we decided to head back to the house and devote this night to our love for each other. Renzo checked that the girls were gone before pulling me with his upstairs to our bedroom.
I crawled onto the bed still wearing my heels, actually the same heels he gifted me at the beginning of our relationship.
“are those?” he asks from behind me, he touched my ankle looking closely at the heels.
I turned around and winked at him to which he just groaned before pulling me back to the edge of the bed where my back was arched for him.
He pulled me back up and let me lean back on his chest.
“I love you with every bone in my body Kristina and will love you forever”
He turned my head and kissed me ever so passionately as his hand slid down my breasts to my core. His hand leaving a burning trail on my body.
He lifted me into his arms and switched our positions before making me sit on his lap.
I pulled at his tie bringing his lips to my breasts which I knew he loved. There was something so sexy about him dressed in white and black kissing me like this.
I was enjoying the pleasure too much that I hadn’t noticed that he had stopped.
His head lifted and he leant in just a breath away from my lips that were craving him.
“what’s wrong” suddenly I was super conscious, had I done something wrong.
He brought his hand to my jaw and whispered ever so delicately.
“let’s get married”
My eyes blinked once, twice before I asked him “what?”
He lifted me in his arms and placed me on the carpet floor of our bedroom. I had to step back because he started getting on one knee right in front of me.
Dressed in all black which his beautiful smile he gazed up at me with love.
“I’ve loved you for a long time now Kristina, your beauty, your confidence your love has made me love you more and you have given me a daughter who I love so much. This only makes it real for me if I get to call you my wife. So, Kristina,
Will you marry me”
There was me thinking I was going to treat him and ravish him tonight but he even had the ring. There in his hands was a beautiful diamond ring that looked as pricey as this house.
This wasn’t planned I know that, this was him really asking me from his heart, his soul.
“YES” I screamed with everything I had jumping on him and wrapping my legs around his waist.
“of course, I will marry you baby” I said kissing him all over. His lips, his cheeks down his neck.
I even had to wipe away his tears as they fell.
The moment we were just there staring at each other he instantly lifted my dress and placed me back on the bed before ripping off his shirt from his shoulders.
“let me love you Tina” he said as he brought his lips between my legs and kiss at my inner thigh.
I reached out for his hand and linked our fingers together.
As Lorenzo made love to me, I couldn’t have wished for a better night in my life. Lorenzo had my heart and I knew I would do anything for this man because after growing up in a wealthy family, having luxuries, and a choice of any woman he could have.
I was The Billionaires Choice.