I decided to go home and ask for her forgiveness. I promised her that I will never look at any other girl, only that she would be the woman of my life. I will treasure her.
I got in my car; I was getting impatient to tell my Angel how much I love her. On the way home, I saw a bouquet shop. I hurriedly got down and asked the person to prepare a bouquet.
He asked me which flowers I wanted in the bouquet, and at that time, I realized I didn’t know anything about my Angel. I want to know everything about her; I will work hard to give her happiness in her life.
She had already suffered a lot because of me. I will repay all her sorrows; I will make her the happiest woman.
For now, I just took a bouquet of light pink color thinking girls like pink color.
After taking the bouquet, I drove again towards my home, towards my Angel, towards my love, towards my life.
Soon I reached home, I ran inside. I first went to my Angel’s bedroom but she was not there. I came out and called Mary; she came out of the kitchen, I asked, “Where is Jane?”
When I asked this question, I saw hatred in her eyes. I frowned, she didn’t reply to me and turned back and walked towards her room.
I was still standing in my position, holding the bouquet in my hand after a few minutes. Mary came out of her room with some papers in her hand and handed it over to me.
I was shocked to see those papers, it was divorce paper, and it had my sign only, when did all these happen.
I had tears in my eyes; I looked at Mary and asked, “What is all this, Mary?”
She replied hatefully, “Master, you still have the guts to ask what you did last night?”
I was getting impatient holding divorce papers in my hand, how could I divorce her, even if I hated her earlier I had never thought of divorcing her. I still wanted her by my side.
I know I was not clear with my feelings till now, but still, I wanted to spend my whole life with her, why would I divorce her?
I asked Mary impatiently, “Mary, make it clear what are you talking about, and where is Jane?”
And this time, when Mary opened her mouth, my world shattered. I did all that to my Angel; I asked her to sleep with Lucas, oh! My God, what have I done?
I didn’t like men looking at her. How could I ask her to sleep with Lucas?
As Mary continued, her words were piercing me. How could I be so cruel to the girl I loved, she always did her best to keep our relationship. I had seen her efforts.
What Mary told me at last, broke me from inside. She said my Angel was pregnant with my baby, and I called her filthy woman.
For the first time in my life, tears rolled down my cheeks; I fell on my knees, and a bouquet fell on the ground. I cried my heart out; I was begging God to give me one more chance.
One more chance to cherish my Angel, I can give my life also for it. I lost everything today, just because I was not clear with my feelings I lost her.
I lost my child, I lost my happiness. After crying for hours I made up my mind, I have to find her. I will not lose hope, I must find her even if she hates me. I will bring her back.
I can’t think of living life without her, I can’t breathe this air where I don’t have her essence.
I will make up for all the sins I have done.
Marco’s POV
I called Andrew and asked him to come to my home immediately.
Once Andrew was here, I gave him a photo of my Angel and asked him to investigate where she is right now? What happened with her after she left the house, whether she is in the sky or hell, I want her back.
After instructing Andrew, I dragged my dead legs to my Angel’s room. I can still feel her presence in this room.
I know Mary hates me for what I did; even I hate myself after what I did.
I asked Mary to move all my stuff in my Angel’s room; I will stay here until she returns. At least this room has her memories in every corner.
It’s been a month; I was sitting in my office. I was holding my Angels photo in my hands.
After knocking the door, Andrew came inside; his eyes were telling that, this time he had some news about my Angel. I stood from my chair and walked towards him with lots of hope.
In the last month, no news of Angel had been found.
He hesitated initially and said, “Pre…President that night when Mam ran out of the mansion……It was raining heavily…Mam lost track of the traffic signal and ran on the road when lights were green, she was hit by a car.”
I was still not ready to accept any bad news about my Angel and said, “In which hospital she is right now?”
Andrew put his head down and said slowly, “President, that accident was huge and the people who saw this accident said that there are very less chances that …. that lady would have survived.”
Photo of my Angel slipped from my hands and fell on the ground, and before I could feel anything more, I fainted.
When I woke up again I was in the hospital, I was staring white ceiling blankly. Now I don’t want to leave anymore. I removed the needles from my hand and tried to sit.
Andrew stopped me, saying, “President, please control yourself.”
I cried saying, “Andrew, I lost her, she died because of me, I can’t live without her, I just want to die.”
He consoled me, saying, “President, we haven’t found Mam’s body, why not we live with a possibility that she is still alive, we should keep on looking for her”