Despite Quan Jinnian’s presence, I couldn’t suppress the pain in my heart, and tears started running down my face.
I struggled to stop crying, but my tears were still flowing no matter how many times I wiped them away.
I panicked and wiped my tears frantically.
Don’t cry, don’t embarrass yourself!
But even when the skin on my face was barked and burning from abrasion, my tears were still falling.
I had slipped into meltdown mode, but Quan Jinnian let out an abominable laugh.
“Actually, you don’t have to be so sad, I will take you to their engagement ceremony,” he lifted my chin with a sick smile.
His words sounded both sympathizing and comforting, and he left with satisfaction after he finished talking.
But I fell into a deeper level of hell at once.
Quan Shaoze was really engaged.
I sat on the cold floor with this sentence running all over my mind, allowing myself to be buried in despair.
I wrapped my arms around myself tightly, hoping for my cold body and mind to warm up.
But the interaction of my cold body and mind only brought greater chill and despair.
I was fearful of hearing myself crying again as well as destroying the barest hint of pride that I had left.
I desperately covered my mouth and wept bitterly. Looking at the reflection on the floor where my eyes were filled with grief and pain, I had no choice but to face my ludicrous feelings.
Lin Feng, you can’t fool yourself, you love him!
I had wanted to deceive myself that I didn’t love him as deeply as I thought.
But the pain and sadness that hit my soul left me with no choice but to admit it.
Lin Feng, your love is worthless.
The wind blew through the window and at me, bringing endless coldness.
After a long while, I finally stopped crying, but my tears were still falling uncontrollably.
I gave up wiping them away, allowing them to continue wetting my face.
I stood up trembling slightly, stubbornly closing my eyes and biting my lip, refusing to let any more tears fall.
Lin Feng, just throw your hands up.
You and he are from two different worlds.
You even hated each other before this incident.
I was eventually defeated by the great pain and wanted to use my feelings in exchange for it, but when I told myself not to love that man anymore, the heartbreaking pain almost knocked me out.
Quan Shaoze, you are really cruel. You made me fall for you but you’re going to marry someone else.
Thinking of this, I couldn’t endure any longer and fainted just when I walked to the bed.
I was woken up by Quan Jinnian when I regained consciousness.
I was still half asleep when he dragged me out of bed and took me outside.
“Let go!” Not knowing what he was going to do, I just panicked instinctively.
He couldn’t be up to anything good!
I was right-today was Quan Shaoze’s engagement party and he wanted to take me there.
When I thought of Quan Shaoze, my head suddenly hurt badly and every cell in my body seemed to be screaming in pain.
My entire body was resisting going to Quan Shaoze’s wedding!
“You don’t have a choice!” Seeing my strong resistance, Quan Jinnian finally lost patience and grabbed my neck. His eyes were grim, and his indifferent face looked terrifying.
This time, I did not struggle but felt an inexplicable pleasure instead.
So be it, I was better off dead.
I obediently allowed Quan Jinnian to choke me, only coughing occasionally due to the discomfort as the light in front of me became dimmer.
Quan Jinnian suddenly laughed at my behavior and started caressing my neck instead. He lowered his voice and whispered to my ear in a bewitching voice, “Don’t worry, don’t be in a rush to die, you still have my silly brother’s wedding to enjoy before that.”