{Just Want To Be Love}
Ann POV
If I was told I would be loved someday I would definitely shrug it off then. I don’t know if I am a threat or I’m not born to be loved. How I grew up in the streets isn’t something I don’t want my fellow human to pass through. I was happy when Zoey decided to help me. The spa, new clothes, clean up and a roof to stay under is something I will forever be grateful of.
What her friends said really hurts but who am I to stand up for myself. I was desperate to get help and find one but her husband doesn’t want me around. The thought alone made me feel bad. After spending all my years in the streets, I finally saw help but I wasn’t welcome. I stood at the stairs and looked at the couples. Exchanging words because of me.
It breaks my heart staring at them. I’m sure their home was once peaceful, but now it’s hot with arguments. I was able to grab one or two words from their conversation.
“She’s barren.. and she wants a baby. ” I thought and a single tear rolled down my cheeks. I’m loving her already, she’s too cute to be barren and her husband is not helping the matter.
“If he really wants to make her happy and to make her worry less. Her should just let her do want she wants. I couldn’t watch how their argument was getting, so I came down the stairs. I don’t know who yells but I shrink in fear… Her husband walk past me and took the stairs. I watched her burst into tears as she fall to her knees, I walk to her, I feel bad for her, her husband and myself…
Assuming she’s not barren, I won’t have a taste of how sweet a rich lifestyle is, she won’t think of picking a girl named Ann from the streets. And her marriage won’t be in a heat moment like this.
“Daddy don’t like me right? ” I asked and she shook her head. It’s obvious he doesn’t like me but regardless, I took her hand into mine.
“He likes you—” I had to interrupt her because the scene of their heated argument still makes me worry. I feel connected to their argument but the root of it is just her barrenness.
“But he argues with you, because of me. ” I mumbled with a breaking voice.
“Shhh,, Shhhh,, Don’t cry. He loves darling—” she’s trying her best to convince me… But the conversation and argument states it all.
“When did I mention I liked her? Don’t keep her hope’s high Zoey? She’s leaving this house and nothing isn’t stopping me including you. ” Her husband uttered and felt bad. Why claim you love her when you can’t talk to her calmly and make her see reasons, instead of exchanging words like those couples in the streets.
“That’s harsh and it hurts… ” I talked back, looking at her husband furiously…
“Ann…” My new mommy tried to shut me up but I won’t stand here while this so-called husband talks trash to her trashley.
“Do you think your richness makes a difference between you and I. Everyone keeps saying I’m bad luck,,, in the streets and here too. Why? I screamed. I’m really bad luck… ” I burst into tears, despite trying to control my anger and emotions but I couldn’t. I’m sure her husband wasn’t expecting my words… Seriously, it hurts, my name is Ann, why is he addressing me as a girl from the streets.
“I will leave and go back to the streets I come from… ” I uttered and my new mommy kept pulling my hand from behind.
“Ann… Don’t, he’s going to come around–” She uttered but I interrupted her words.
“No he’s not… He doesn’t want to have a baby to start with. What am I doing here when I’m not welcome? ” I said walking to the door. I shut the door behind me and took a deep breath. I stared at the gate that was right in front of my eyes. The decision is hard to make. I sat down at the steps… I remember my words “He doesn’t want to have a baby to start with. “… I don’t know what motivate to say that, but I think that’s what her husband wants.
He doesn’t want kids… I inhale and exhale.. just my thoughts. After sitting outside for the past few minutes.. the door suddenly opened and I looked back. I saw a breath of relief escaping her lips when she saw me outside ..
“He said you can stay. ” She uttered and she smiled with her hand wiping her tears off. So fast in going against his words.
“Did he accept me already? ” I asked with a little hope in my eyes, I just want to leave the streets. Going hungry for two to three days isn’t something I want to go back to.
“A little, not fully… ” She uttered and crouched down to my level. She sniffed it through her nose and I hugged her. We decided to go back inside and cancel our plans. I noticed she told the maids to move my clothes and toiletries to another room.
Her husband doesn’t seem friendly. I should probably stay inside till he leaves…
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Calvin POV
My sweats aren’t anything compared to Zoey’s. I rode her to heaven and she knew it. I pushed it in slowly after having a rough hot ride. I held her hand above her head while I moved in slowly. I feel I’m at the edge of release. I took in her lips and groaned in her mouth while I released. My released was much more than the previous sex have been having with Zoey. She looked stressed but that wasn’t stopping me from carrying her to the bathroom to have a warm bath.
I bring down the black curtain after having my warm bath with Zoey and we walk back to bed, in each other’s arms. We just want to have a good morning sleep…