Vivian POV
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He laughed at my question and I wondered what was amusing to him.
” Do you even know what a serial killer means? I mean have you even met one?” He replied with a question and I nodded.
“I do not need to meet one to know what it means Max, I fucking asked you a question. No, tell me. Is this the life you want to lead forever? The kind that lacks conscience huh?” I lashed out, my words seemed to have cut through the haze of calmness in him the moment he frowned.
“Lack conscience? You think I lack conscience and your father is still alive? There again, you don’t know what that word means” He spat out.
” Whatever you say at this point does not matter Max. I Know you lead a dangerous life but sometimes you should have a deep rethink if you really want to retain this lifestyle for your future wife and kids, I actually pity them. They’ll probably have a nuthead as a husband and father whose words can only be spoken through guns and blood. Have your even ever wondered why your Dad decided to have a family despite the fact that he’s as dangerous as you’re? Have you thought about how he’s social and tolerable to everyone unlike you who wouldn’t spare a minute on a kid begging for your attention? Tell me Max, how many people have ever benefited from a charity done by you?” I asked in a cackle waiting for his answer but none came.
“None right? What does that make you? And yet you want a child for us? From me? Never will I repeat such a mistake again Max trust me because I wouldn’t bear to see my child bred by a stupendously dangerous man like you!”
“Shut the fuck up Vivian!” He thundered, slamming his hand on the bed and I flinched back ” You know absolutely nothing about me, nothing at all!”
I stood up in a challenging menace, obviously fed up with his attitude ” Of course I know absolutely nothing about you! How would I know something about a man whom I stayed with for three fucking years yet he’s as good as invisible? How would I know something about a man who doesn’t even share any part of his life with anyone, does things his own way and as he pleases and thinking that everything revolves around him!”I sneered “But you know what Max?” I licked my lips ” I don’t give a damn about you, whatever you do with yourself and your life is none of my fucking business do you understand? And likewise me, don’t ever question whatever I do with my own fucking life!” I yelled, my eyes already red in anger yet he sat down calmly, composed and staring at me like I had gone crazy.
“Indeed Vivian! What a nice choice of words” He finally said after strong minutes of silence ” What has Sofia said to you this time tell me?”
I felt infuriated the more at his nonchalance, I felt like smacking his face heavily, wondering how I had been so worried for him a while ago and he could piss off this much ” You what Max, you’re an asshole, a complete dick head, that is what you are and I regret ever __” I felt a rough pull on my hands and I stumbled and fell into his arms.
“If I were you, you would never complete that sentence, no one ever regrets meeting me and you won’t be the first person” He warned in a dangerous tone.
“Fuck you and let me go!” I struggled to get out of his grip that moment, fearing that I could loose guard with a simple sizzling touch from him.
“I’ll be doing just that wifey don’t worry. You said I am an asshole right?” He nodded in a sinister smirk ” How about taking you through your asshole again huh?” He pulled me closer to his face and I gulped down hard.
What was he doing?
“Leave me alone, I don’t want to do anything with you!”
“Oh you would trust me” He said, his other hand moving down to my butts as he squeezed it tightly.
Fuck! I bit my lips, supressing myself from moaning.
“You also called me a dick head remember? How about giving me a good suck as well” He said lustfully as I battled with my thoughts and mind at the same time, fighting the urges that was sprinting up too quickly.
” And yeah remember “fuck you” I’ll be doing your biddings!” His hands left my butts as he lifted me up onto his waist.
“What are you doing Max? Do you realize that I’m not your fucking pawn huh? If you want anyone that could sate your desires so badly then why don’t you go to Ruth after all you were so eager to throw me out for her!” I screamed but it felt like all my words and yells fell on deaf ears, Max was already used to them, he’s become used to my rants.
” Do you want me to tell you why?” He imposed, dropping my back gently on the bed as he hovered over me in a domineering stance, his brown-greyish eyes boring holes into mine. ” Because you ask for every single thing I do to you and I’m about to do to you as well, Ruth doesn’t say the things you say, isn’t it impressive you’ve learned curse words just to use it on me Vivian? Now this my best comeback” He licked his lips lustfully as his eyes ran down to my chest.
” I saved this” He added, his gaze still fixed on my breasts as he leaned in between my partly exposed cleavages.
“You… You… saved nothing Max! You’re just acting like a knight in shining armor” My voice faltered as I try to catch my hollow breaths, Max had completely tamed me again.
“Am I not a knight then?” He lifted his head up to look at me and smirked.
” You think I don’t know that you plan things? You think I don’t know about the camera you installed in that necklace you gave me? I’m not that dumb Max to know that you monitor my every movements, If so how did you know that I met Sofia today? It could only mean you intentionally left me to stay alone at the store and when you saw that I’m in danger, you decided to show up like like a hero, isn’t it, to impress me? Well, sorry to disappoint but you’ve fucking failed! ” I spat out angrily, not missing the shock that was all over his face.
“How did you know?”
I smiled inwardly ‘Now you know you aren’t the only one that lives a dangerous life’