Chapter fifty-nine(The erotic feelings)

Book:The Cursed She-Wolf Published:2025-4-7

Ryan’s pov:
It hurts, it hurts more than I thought it could. I just made Ashey the center of discussion, this is one thing that I am afraid of but I have already dragged her into the spotlight.
Every muscle, every sinew, stretched to breaking. But if they were going to break, they could have, hours ago, been out there. If there was any chance of it easing the pain, my muscles would have long since parted ways and left me crippled.
I said weeks ago that I will wait till the perfect time before dragging her into the limelight but days and days have passed by and the moment draws nearer. I feel the urge to be near her, I yearn to be beside her. I can’t deny the feelings anymore but I know that it wasn’t going to be easy, not when my mom and everyone will be against her but I didn’t care about anyone’s opinion.
I am just concerned about the pain that she will pass through, it hurts the way my mom treats her like she was nothing without any knowledge that she is my mate. What will now happen when she finds out that we are mated together?
Anger radiates out of my body as I rock by a forth at the corner of my room, with my hands shoved inside my pant pocket. I swallowed as my Adam’s apple popped up and down.
“Just calm down,” Ethan said.
“Calm down is that all you could say?” Running my hand through my hair, I snapped.
“Is pacing back and forth going to settle anything?” He snapped back at me with the same energy.
“We just dragged her to the spotlight, every single creature will be after her back,” I groaned.
“We just stood up for our mate, no one can maltreat her in our presence and expect us not to react and besides you should have allowed me to slash the head of that woman…….. What’s her name again,” he thought.
“Is it Bianca or Luna of the bright moon pack?” I asked.
“Which Luna? Though the answer is yes, it was her. I have this feeling that she did our mate dirty,” he said.
“Dirty as in how?”
“I don’t have any clue about that since I couldn’t connect with her wolf but setting my eyes on her angered me,” he complained.
“Come on, buddy, you are just exaggerating things……. I am sure that today is the first time that they are crossing paths,” I said.
“I hope so but why are you pacing around?”
“I don’t know but I felt restless, I just dragged her into trouble,”
“You did nothing and besides the truth is going to unveil soon anyway,” he shrugged.
“I know but it is too soon now,”
“Too soon like……. You just stood up for her not like you announced about us being mated to her,”
“But with how we were out there, I don’t think that they will let things slide, especially my mother,” I hummed when massaging my temple in frustration.
“Let them think anything, I even think that it is high time that you stop denying our mate from us,” he said with annoyance.
“Really…..” I glared.
“Just the little that happened there makes them want to stab her to death at any slightest opportunity,” I half yelled.
“Nobody will dare to touch what belongs to us and go scout free be it whoever,” he threatened, causing a silly smirk to creep into my lips, I thought that I was possessive but Ethan here is mean and eager to slaughter anybody that could lay their filthy hands on my thesaurus.
“No one will dare to touch our thesaurus,” I uttered with a distinct facial expression.
“Glad that you understand,” he smiled.
I gave him a small smile before looking into the thin air. I know that my mother is cruel and ready to do anything to achieve her goals which scares me concerning Ashley, my thesaurus!
I sighed and looked away, I needed to be beside her throughout this trial and most difficult time. She seems lonely which worries me. I made the mistake of dragging her into this problem but I can’t keep denying the feelings in my heart anymore. My heart craves her, I need her to fill in the void in my heart. My heart calls for her but she seems far away, far far away which does twist my heart.
I could clearly remember how she trembles at my every touch, the way that her lips parted as she relaxed at my touch. I imagined having her in my bed stacked naked or in the bathroom. My imagination runs freely and quite well like escapism as I felt the bed dived inside beside me with her sitting at the other end with a lingering smile across her rosy plump lips. I have always dreamed of having my way with her and with her sitting in front of me with her arse on the edge of my bed. Her one leg was placed on my lap, she intends to make me lust over her but she doesn’t have to try harder because I am already dripping for her.
I could tell that she is damn wet, flaring my nose up. I sharply inhaled her scent……. She is fucking aroused and trusts me when I say that her scent is heavenly. I indirectly lowered a bit to get a better view of her pussy, my breath inched as I noticed that she wasn’t putting on anything.
“We are alone,” she mumbled in a seductive tone.
I smirk, looking back and forth. I gestured for her to strip off her clothes, she smiled seductively before standing up but not without patting her long lashes at me.
Standing up, I noticed that her nightwear was see-through. Too transparent that I could see everything, it was a black transparent gown that barely covered her butt. With a slutty smile she yanks the zip down as the cloth slowly falls off her body leaving her naked.
And now I got the perfect view of her hour-shaped glass body, I stared from her milky legs to her perfectly rounded butt cheeks. Her nipples were hard and pointed begging for attention, and now I am intoxicated with her. I licked my lips, leaning forward, and I started kissing her thigh. She moans against my mouth, when my mouth moves to her belly point, her breath catches in her throat.
It wasn’t long before I lifted and moved her toward the bed, kissing and nibbling on her bottom lips. Biting her lips, a moan escaped her lips. Using that opportunity I sneak my tongue inside her mouth, licking, sucking, and getting as much of her in my mouth as I can.
She tastes like heaven, her moans sound like music to my ears that I couldn’t get enough of her. The little noise that she makes drives me insane causing my dick to get fucking hard like an iron rod. By now I am as wet as her and I could feel my throbbing dick in my pajamas.
Sliding a finger inside of her honey pussy, her head falls back with her mouth parted sideways before a moan sneaks out of her lips. I sucked her lips as I probed inside her in a continuous motion, up and down…… pulling in and out at a faster rate, she kept shivering as her body staggered against mine. She deepened the kiss when her hands tightened on my shirt drawing me more closer to her.
Unaware I probed my other finger inside her earning a moan following a whisper which sounds like a piece of music to my ear. I couldn’t help but torture her by sliding my third finger inside her wet pussy, her legs widened at the touch. She hissed and groaned in pleasure. I noticed that she was about at the edge of her orgasm and I thrived when folding and squeezing her boobs in between my palms. Throwing her head back with her body ached up a bit, she released a pleasurable moan causing my dick to release a precum.
“Fuck”
I groaned in pleasure, she felt like heaven and I couldn’t get enough of her.
“Bang…..” I snapped my eyes at the sound of the falling object, looking down I found pieces of a broken plastic cup on the floor. Slowly glancing around I noticed that I was all alone in my room, Ashley was in no way to be found not even her scent could be perceived and that’s when it dawned on me that I was daydreaming.